Hello, this is DEFINITLEY a darkfic. No WAFF here, then again...it
is for some people so maybe it's not a darkfic. I'll let you decide.
It's not that depressing, I hope. E-mail me at kaorunagisa@yahoo.com
This story was written by a member of Tabris Enterprises, but it isn't
really a Tabris production. I don't know how to classify this story.
Maybe drama, lime...you guys tell me. Please e-mail me. Thanks! Kaoru
Nagisa presents...
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~ ~Love Song~ ~
What is Love? Webster's Dictionary defines it as affection; strong
liking; goodwill; benevolence; charity; devoted attachment to one of
the opposite sex; passion: It seems as though it is a fondness or an
ardor of some kind. This is the story of two children who may or may
not be in love. It asks if love is true how is it that we express it?
Asuka stretched up and yawned off of the yukata she was laying on.
She smiled brightly and then looked to her left. Shinji was laying
there.
Asuka: Ergg!
Asuka winced at the idea of herself sleeping next to him. She began
to slightly remember that she had sleep walked into his room again.
She had been doing that quite a while lately. Probably ever since
they had fought Israfel. The girl thought more seriously to herself.
She was a loser. She has not been able to defeat Bardiel and Zeruel
had decapitated her Eva. She looked over at the sleeping boy. She
peered at his light brown hair matted to his thin forehead due to the
morning heat. She rose her hand and brought it down roughly on the
back of his head. Shinji looked around dazed as to what had just
happened. He turned around to see Asuka with her fist in the air.
She didn't look upset, she was simply examining her fist.
Shinji: What is it Asuka?
The boy groaned tiredly.
Asuka: Get the HELL up you idiot.
She scoffed as she rose and walked out of the room. The pain from the
blow throbbed on Shinji's head. He brought his hand to rub on it. Then
Shinji realized something.
Shinji: Hey, what was she doing in my room?
The boy decided to not fulfill his thought and got up and got ready
for school. He went into the kitchen where Asuka was looking over the
balcony. He walked in and grabbed some toast. The fully dressed Asuka
turned around to see the boy sitting at the table eating. She stormed
into the kitchen.
Shinji: Have you seen Misato?
Asuka: She had to leave early today.
Shinji: Oh.
Shinji sat quietly as Asuka's gaze followed his every move with a
furrowed brow. The girl walked over to him. She grabbed the plate
holding the toast from the boy.
Shinji: What?
Asuka: Come on, there's no more time for you to finish eating. You
should have woke yourself up earlier!
Shinji: Look, Asuka...I know you're kinda upset but...
Shinji's sentence was cut short by a hand rapping him across his mouth.
Asuka: Shut-up...you know NOTHING of me, child.
Shinji: Asuka I...
Asuka flung the plate at Shinji's head. Shinji moved out of the way
to avoid it. His left over toast hit the floor along with the
shattered plate. The two children looked over at the mess.
Asuka: You've got 5 minutes to clean that up and get out to the
elevator.
Asuka left the room in complete anger. Shinji looked at her. He was
not sure of what to do so he picked up the broom and dustpan and
swept up the mess. He slid it into the garbage and put his suitcase
in his hand as he closed the door behind him. Asuka was waiting at
the elevator with her foot in the door. He ran as to not upset her.
Asuka(walking into the elevator): You took 47 seconds too long.
Shinji: Gee, did you have a stop watch or something?
The boy tried to jest but was only met with a glare.
Asuka: I do not find the funny in that sentence. If our teacher yells
at me for being late, you'll wish that you had moved faster than you
had.
Shinji leaned into the edge of the elevator. Soon, the door opened
at the two children began to run a bit as not to miss their class.
As the two children ran they saw another girl walking to school. She
was walking slowly and said nothing. She had short periwinkle hair and
two red orbs that took their place as eyes. Her name was Rei Ayanami.
Shinji slowed down a bit as Asuka continued to run.
Shinji: Hey Asuka, let's wait for Rei.
Asuka stopped dead in her tracks. She then turned around.
Asuka: I have no intentions to wait for that blue-haired spore so that
we ALL can be late.
Asuka grabbed Shinji's wrist and continued to run.
Shinji: Asuka, you're hurting my wrist.
Asuka: Baby...
She shifted her hold to his hand. As the two approached the doors of
the school Asuka knocked Shinji's hand out of her own.
Asuka: Don't hold my hand like that. People will think oddly of our
relationship.
Shinji: B-But Asuka, you grabbed my...
Asuka spun around to glare at the boy.
Asuka: Didn't I tell you to shut-up?
Shinji: I-I'm so-sorry.
Asuka: That's better.
Asuka began walking through the school's quad as most of the student
body gawked at her. Her popularity had not died since the day she arrived
at the school. One boy seemed to approach her and she led him on, feeling
his body but in the end turning him down with a maniacal smile.
Shinji: What's wrong with her?
The boy uttered quietly before he walked in. In class all seemed to go
a little bit more normally until lunch time. Asuka had decided to see
what Shinji was doing so she walked over to the 'three stooges' minus
one.
Asuka: So, what are you 3 talking about?
Kensuke: When have you ever been interested in what we do?
Asuka: WHAT DID YOU SAY?
Kensuke: N-nothing...
Asuka rolled her eyes at the boy.
Asuka: Well seeing as the conversations over here are SO mentally
stimulating I might hurt myself. Shinji we're going to the mall after
this.
Shinji: 'This' what?
Asuka: 'This' school, moron? Sometimes I wonder how stupid are you
really. I mean did you graduate from the "University of Total
Imbecility"?
Kensuke: Is that even a word?
Asuka: I already shut you up Aida. Remain that way.
Kensuke: Hey, is there any reason you wanna bother us while you're
tsunamiing?
Asuka: What?
Kensuke: I mean you're naturally a bitch, but you're just going to the
point where it's getting a little ridiculous.
Asuka: Listen here you brainless little twerp, when I am actually
descending to talk to one of you, you should have enough respect and
humility to be thankful.
Kensuke: What?
Asuka: My just being NEAR you three for five minutes makes you
intrinsically cooler.
Kensuke: Whatever, no one really asked for your royal highness'
company.
Asuka: And it's not being offered...TO YOU! As I was saying, Shinji,
you, me, mall, right after school. And I don't intend to wait for you.
So make yourself scarce from your little friends quickly if you don't
mind?
Asuka began to get up from her leaning position and bumped into a
body. Asuka was, can we say, less than pleased. She quickly turned
around.
Asuka: Get the HELL outta my...
Asuka's yell was met by two glowing orbs. Asuka widened her eyes.
Asuka: Excuse you!
Rei:...
Asuka: Oh, I don't even have the effort to deal with this now.
Rei: I would like to ask you a question.
Asuka: What? That GREAT Rei Ayanami-sama, beautiful and intelligent
pilot of the so desperately seeked Evangelion Unit-00 is descending
from on high to mingle with the commoners?
Kensuke(under breath): What a hypocrite.
Rei: Is there a reason you are disturbing the class?
Asuka looked around and surely all attention had been on Asuka, Shinji,
Touji and Kensuke. She looked back at the girl.
Asuka: Why don't you get outta my face and mind yours?
Rei: You are being mean to Ikari, why?
Asuka sneered at the girl. She rose her finger and put it into Rei's
face.
Asuka: Listen here you little wench, I don't like you. nobody likes you.
Nobody will ever like you. Your parents don't even like you. The commander
doesn't like you. The bugs in your gross apartment don't like you. That's
why you're alone. You're always going to BE alone, and ya know why?
'CAUSE NOBODY LIKES YOU! Gee you talking to me today, tomorrow it'll
probably snow.
Rei: Your real problem is not with me but with your Eva. Through these
actions you block your own abilities.
Asuka: So I'm being my own monkey wrench?!
Rei: You must understand Eva has it's own mind.
Asuka: That's where you're wrong! It's nothing more than a doll, it
reminds me of you!
Rei:...
Asuka: What's up? Are you HAPPY that I'm having problems with my Eva?
Don't worry! When the next angel comes, our invincible Shinji will RISE
up and destroy it! We pathetic and powerless little GIRLS don't have to
fight anymore...they only need out of control, feeble and emaciated Shinji.
Oh I KNOW something is wrong, when a emotionless DOLL like
you starts worrying about me and telling me my problems, I'm doomed!
Rei: I am not a doll.
Asuka: Shut-up! Yes you are. You'd do whatever your commanding officer
told you to do, you'd probably KILL yourself.
Rei: Yes.
Asuka's full fury raged in her body and she sneered at the girl. Asuka
prepared to slap the girl but stopped herself.
Asuka: You are such a LOSER.
Asuka walked quietly back to her seat and sat down. Asuka folded her
arms across her chest and glanced over at Rei. She appeared to have
something remnant of a smirk on her face. It was actually a slight
wrinkle but Asuka couldn't tell.
Asuka(thinking): Did that bitch just smile?
The class day continued on. It finally got to the point that Asuka had
actually been anticipating. She was quiet on the bus ride their as was
Shinji. When they arrived Asuka grabbed Shinji's wrist and hopped out.
She ran into the first available male store. She ran around the store
picking out clothes and the pushed a sighing Shinji into the dressing
room.
Shinji: Um, Asuka?
Asuka: Yeah what?
Shinji: I don't mean to sound rude but aren't you going to perhaps...
leave the dressing room while I change?
Asuka: Of course not, I wanna dress you up.
Shinji: This is slightly uncomfortable.
Asuka smacked the back of Shinji's neck.
Asuka: Act like a boy and quit complaining.
Shinji: I'm sorry.
Asuka got easily bored and so they left the mall early. When they arrived
home, no one was home. Asuka looked around as she entered. Shinji
followed her in. When he had gotten a little bit in front of her she
kicked him in the back of his legs making him crumble to the floor.
Shinji(looking up): What did I do?
Asuka: You idiot! Why don't you understand!? Why do you have to be
so...STUPID! Die! Die!
Asuka began to stomp on his head and abdomen repeatedly.
Shinji: B-But...
Asuka: Why in the HELL do I have to take that kind of treatment from
that stuck-up BITCH!? Why do I have to go through something like that
on your account!?
Shinji: Yo-you're talking about Ayanami? I'm sorry.
Shinji got on his knees looking up at the girl.
Asuka: You're so good at apologizing, aren't you? You apologize SO
easily. All the time! You just want to show off how dedicated you are
to me so everyone will feel sorry for you.
Shinji: Th-That's not true...
Asuka: Then maybe you get a masochistic thrill out of being so
self-sacrificing? Just what I need!
Shinji: I...
Tears began to fall from the fallen Shinji's eyes. Asuka slammed her
fist into his back making him collapse to the ground.
Asuka(laughing): Hah! So now you're crying? Poor little boy, go
ahead, cry for all I care.
Shinji(sobbing): You've got it all wrong. I feel sorry for you...for
not knowing any other way to love someone.
Asuka: Stop it! You're still trying to be the good guy again? Oh, sure!
Just make me into the villain! That's what makes you happy, right? I don't
remember ever falling in love with you!
Shinji: But Asuka...I...
Asuka grabbed Shinji by his collar. She punched him in his eye. Shinji's
head whipped back. She grabbed Shinji by the collar and began to bang his
head into the floor repeatedly. Shinji raised a hand to run down her arm.
Asuka: DON'T TOUCH ME ANYMORE! THE NEXT TIME YOU TRY I JUST MIGHT KILL
YOU!!!
Shinji began to sob to himself as Asuka continued her onslaught. He
closed his eyes and hoped that it all would end. Suddenly he felt his
shirt being un-buttoned. His eyes shot open and he looked at Asuka.
His eyes seemed to plead with her to let him go. He would stay quiet
forever if she would just let him go. She began rubbing her hand
against his chest. His back arched and he gave a strangled sound as
teeth bit down on his innocent chest. Tears began to stream more so
as he pleaded to be let go. His only answer to the mental plea was
Asuka grabbing his arms and placing them above his head and holding
them there. She carefully ran a hand across his cheek.
Asuka: Don't plead for release either, cause you know what? I don't
care.
Asuka's hands felt strong as they felt the on the boys abdomen. She
began pulling at the developing pubic hair on the boys lower abdomen
to hear his cries of anguish. Asuka looked down at the boy writhing
under her grasp. She admired how she had complete control over him
on the living room floor with this shirt open and his legs spread out.
There was so many possibilities, but only an hour or of time left
before Misato's arrival. She decided their was no need for his pants.
She forcefully tore those away revealing the boy tightly tucked in
his briefs. with the open shirt and socks as the only other articles
on his body. Asuka ran a slender index finger over Shinji's covered
penis. She glared at him, giving a mental command and then moved her
hand. She slid her body down to Shinji's penis and slid down his
briefs. They bunched up on his knees. Asuka slowly engulfed herself
on his penis, bobbing her head up and down. Shinji was growing erect
in her mouth. The lulling motion made Shinji oblivious that at that
current moment Asuka's fingers were making their way through Shinji's
buttocks and rubbing against his anus.
Shinji: Asuka?
The boy leaned forward with dry tears and a confused look on his face.
Asuka: Get back down. You are my BITCH. Okay! You ar MY doll! You'll
do whatever I want you to do without question, understand?
The girl forcefully slammed him back onto the floor. She continued to
suck on him as Asuka's slender fingers began to pry further to get in.
The pain that was rocketing slowly through Shinji was making him tear
again. He could feel Asuka's hand somewhere deep and warm. He hadn't
even realized it but the moment he felt that feeling he had came in her
mouth.
Asuka: Did I give you permission to do that?
Shinji: I-I'm so-sorry.
Asuka wiped her mouth.
Asuka: You should have known better.
Asuka began to force more of her hand further into Shinji. He was
screeching at the pain and straining to get out of her grasp. Asuka
punched him in the mouth.
Asuka: Shut the FUCK up you BITCH, you SLUT!
Shinji: Asuka you're hurting me, please stop, you're hurting me...
Asuka grabbed at her own wet panties that she had been wearing and
tugged them off. She massaged Shinji's inside as the boy cried in
pain. She touched apart of him and suddenly Shinji penis rose up
again. She strode onto him and easily slid on it. She forcefully
yanked her hand out of Shinji and admired the blood left on her hand
from the boy. She brought it to her mouth and licked it. Shinji was
horrified.
She began wildly bucking on top of him. Shinji felt no enjoyment
from this action due to the throbbing pain that was still inside
of him. Asuka grabbed for his neck and began to grip tighter on
his neck. Shinji began to gag and cough as Asuka squeezed tighter.
She bucked harder on his body, actually lifting both of them off
of the ground and then slamming back onto it. Asuka felt her body
tense and she came. Shinji was still hard inside of her. She stood
up taking extra care to not get anything on her dress. She looked
down at Shinji's naked body and scoffed. She kicked him in-between
his legs.
Asuka: Get up and get dressed before Misato comes home.
Shinji grabbed his shirt bringing it to cover his chest and looked
up at the girl. He didn't know how to feel. Many thoughts were going
around his head.
Asuka: What did I tell you? Go get dressed and make dinner!
Asuka yanked at Shinji's arm getting him up and flung him
onto the couch. The boy collected his clothes and went into
the bathroom. Asuka walked into her room. She felt happy and
pretty tonight so she felt a little something different was needed.
She put on her blue pleated skirt and yellow vest top. When Misato
came home Shinji had already cleaned the apartment, himself and
made dinner. The next day the 15th Angel Arael attacked and Asuka
was sourly defeated and remained alive only through the aid of a
person she hated...Rei Ayanami. Asuka was confined to a containment
center due to the angel.
Shinji walked up behind Asuka who was sitting near a metal rail
watching her Eva be prepared for shipment back to Nerv.
Shinji: Hey Asuka, I'm glad to see you're alright.
Asuka: SHUT-UP! Who in the HELL is okay? Nothing could be worse.
That little BITCH. Th-that...YOUR little BITCH saved me. Don't
you know I'd rather DIE! I hate her! I hate you Shinji, I HATE
EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shinji walked past the contamination zone and put an hand on his
'lovers'' shoulder. She shrugged it away and shot up.
Asuka: Don't touch me. I DON'T love you!
Shinji: As-Asuka I know you're a little upset but...
Asuka: Don't you get it you little faggot, your only purpose in life
was to serve me and now that I know you can not accomplish this, I
know you have no use to live.
Asuka began to strangle Shinji as she pushed his head further back and
gripped his Adams apple. Shinji slapped her fists from her neck in a
haze of trying to do an act so simple as breathing.
Asuka(confused, thinking): Dolls aren't supposed to hit back. I can't
even control the doll who loves me. This isn't love. This can't be
it. Then what is it?
She looked at the boy and then want back to sitting near the railing.
She watched the head of Evangelion Unit-02 slowly lower and her head
dropped in between her knees.
'END'
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So did anyone enjoy that Song of Love? E-mail me and complain if you
like. The 'BIG' meaning was that Asuka felt that if she lost her Eva
as her doll, Shinji could be her new one. Sorry if it seemed lemon, but
I just wanted to describe how violent she got with him during an act
like that. Hope ya enjoyed...
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