I think of you, in my mind's eye
And all I do, is stop and cry
As you come by, I stop and stare
I lost your love, and it's unfair
Writing this, I think of you
Everyday, thoughts renew
I wake up thinking, feeling only pain
Your love for me, I wish I'd gain
I never though, I'd feel this way
I don't know what, to do or say
They say that hearts, will slowly heal
I do not know, what now to feel
Love is blind, they seem to say
I hope that I'll, understand someday
I fell in love, with a beautiful girl
The most gorgeous one, of all the world
Twenty years, and I've now found you
Twenty more, it'll still be true
I don't know why, I love you so
I thought my heart, to you I'd show
I do love you, to you I?ve told
Your heart is what, I want to hold
In my mind, I pictured us
But in life, a dream it was
I thought that you, were the one for me
I wished so hard, I could not see
You said there's one, out there for me
I don't know now, if that's to be
Life was once, a breeze so cool
But now I know, I'm just a fool
Despair and grief, consume my soul
And makes my heart, black as coal
My body feels, like ice so cold
It is my heart, at least I'm told
A beast I see, before my eyes
Named misery, but in disguise
This pain I feel, is too much for me
I can only cope, to some degree
I love you now, and always will
It?s true my heart, will not refill
I now know how, death must feel
The pain's too much, for me to deal
To my old self, I might revert
I hope not though, cause you'll be hurt
Blasphemy, and words of hate
Are things I fear, describe my fate
To die alone, is among my fears
I think of it, and I shed tears
I feel as though, my heart will drop
And bleed so much, that it will stop
Away from it, I'll try to crawl
And if I stop, to hell I'll fall
I wish you luck, and happiness
As I sit here, in loneliness
You'll move away, and see no more
Of me I mean, this empty core
You offered once, a hug for me
But will it help, I disagree
Our one embrace, we'll soon release
I hope our hearts, will be at peace
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