Ha, Ha back again for another fanfiction. Ok you should already know what this one is since you
clicked the link. So if you have no idea then read and take a guess. Which one of my series 
is it? Eva4047, What The Hell Happened to NGE, A Wish Come True. You’ll just have to read on. 
Ok I would like to thank Axel Terizaki and Alain Gravel for helping to improve this fic. Kaoru 
Nagisa and Anthony Dantuono. You know what you guys did and Greg Thomas cause he rules and for 
all the help he has given me with all sorts of projects. You rock!!!!!. Anyhow. Insert you 
usual disclaimer here. Don't sue me I do not make any money off of this. Now for the second 
part of the Trilogy.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Shinji Do I love 
Chapter 2: How do I feel.

Asuka sat in her bedroom. She was lying on her bed with her face buried in her pillow. Her auburn locks hung down the side of her face obscuring it from view.

“Baka Shinji.” muttered Asuka as she threw her pillow into the wall out of frustration
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
NERV Hospital

Shinji lay on a bed hospital bed. He was in a sterile right room with a very plain and 
unfamiliar ceiling. He was in a coma. He had been badly injured in a fight with a boy who was 
trying to hurt Asuka. He had been overcome by anger at what he was doing. Anger alone was not 
enough to defeat the boy however. Shinji had been thrown off a cliff accidentally. His injuries
where a compound fracture in his left leg, a broken arm, a concussion, numerous cuts and he had
come very close to breaking his neck. Luckily he had only bruised it. Somehow Shinji had managed 
to not land on his head.. Luckily none of it was too serious to repair but something else had 
happened to Shinji. Something had hurt his mind. That’s why he was in a coma. There was nothing 
physically wrong with him. It was just that he refused to wake up. The door to the hospital 
opened and  in walked a woman. With purplish hair, which hung down a little past her neck a 
cross  hung around her neck as usual the standard  red NERV jacket with the pips of a major on 
them was worn over her favorite dress. It was Misato. She stood in the doorway silently then 
walked into the room. She walked across the sterile room to Shinji’s bedside

“How are you doing Shinji-kun.” said Misato as a tear rolled down her cheek

“Everyone misses you at the house Asuka is..., well she is Asuka. Pen-Pen misses you. I just 
stopped by to see how you were doing.” said the teary eyed woman quietly

Then Misato burst into tears. This reminded her off the time when Shinji had become one with 
Eva. She had lost him then and it had pained her. But it was not like this, to have him be 
right in front of her, to be there. Then she couldn’t take it anymore

“Damn it Shinji wake up!” shouted as she grabbed the fold of his hospital robe

Misato began to shake Shinji violently. 

“Wake up, wake up, wake up.” screamed Misato.

But if had no affect Shinji just lay limp in her arms. She lay him back in bed as gently as 
she could.

“Major you should go home now.” said a light monotone voice

Misato turned around and saw Rei Ayanami standing behind  her.

“I think your right Rei. I need to get away from all of this. But why is it always Shinji that 
must suffer the most.” answered Misato as she walked towards the door.

“I will stay with Ikari Major.” said Rei

“Thank you Rei. I feel better now.” said Misato as she walked out the door.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Asuka’s Room

Asuka was pacing around her room. Something was bugging her. She was not sure what but she could 
almost put her finger on it. She had been pacing around the entire house. She had tried to watch
TV that did not work. She had tried to read a book. That did not work either. Nothing, nothing 
was working all she could do was pace. She knew what was bugging her she just would not 
consciously reveal it to herself. Needless to say Asuka was starting to get really pissed off. 
She paced around her room for about another 5 minutes till she could not take it anymore.

“Baka!” screamed Asuka as she let her fist fly into the wall, which put a whole into it

“Why, why did he do that. Why did he have to try to rescue me. Does he think he is invincible.” thought Asuka

That was what was bugging her the fact that Shinji had saved her. This was not the first time 
he had.

“I don’t need you Shinji do you hear me I don’t need you! I am Asuka Langley Sohryu. I will live 
for myself think for myself.” shouted Asuka

Then she threw herself onto her bed where she lay for a few minutes before she drifted off to 
sleep.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
NERV Hospital

Rei sat in a chair next to Shinji. She had no idea why she was here. She just was. There was 
something about the Third Child. It just sort of drew her to him. She could not explain it. 
But that’s why she was here. He had cared for her when other would not. He was so much like his 
father yet so different. What, What was she feeling. Rei was confused she no longer knew exactly 
why she was there in fact, she had forgotten her whole reason for coming in the first place.

“Why am I here.” thought Rei.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Asuka’s Room

Asuka woke up on her bed. She opened her eyes and everything was foggy. At first she thought 
that it was because she had just woken up. She rubbed her eyes but nothing changed. She opened 
the door to her room and looked out into the hall. It was foggy out there to.

“What the Hell is going on here.” thought Asuka

She walked out of her room and walked down the hall in the direction of the kitchen. Suddenly 
Asuka froze in her tracks she saw the unbelievable. She was kissing Shinji. Then she saw herself 
run over into the bathroom and start to brush her teeth as Shinji was catching his breath since 
she had been holding his nose.

“That is how you really feel about him isn’t it.” said a little voice

Asuka looked behind her and what she saw shocked her. It was herself except much younger holding 
a doll.

“Who, Who are you?” asked Asuka shocked to be looking at herself

“I am you.” replied the girl smiling, “The Asuka Langley Sohryu before her mother died.”

“You can’t exist. You can’t.” said Asuka beginning to freak out

“When mother died you hid this part of yourself. With the state that Shinji is in I am beginning 
to resurface.” said the little Asuka

“Don’t listen to here!.” shouted a loud voice which Asuka vaguely recognized

Asuka turned around. Her breath was caught in her throat as she saw herself. The 2 of them 
looked almost exactly alike except that this other version of her seemed darker in character. 
Her hair was at least a shade darker then Asuka’s the hair clips in her hair were black and her 
hair was covering half of her face so only one eye could be seen.

“Who are you?” asked Asuka

“I am the you that needs no one. The one that lives for herself and never relies on anyone.” 
said the newly arrived Asuka

“We are the 2 aspects of your personality the 2 parts of you that are constantly in conflict.” 
said both of the newly arrived figures in unison.

“Where the hell am I!” asked Asuka

“You’re in your own mind.” replied little Asuka
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
NERV Hospital

Shinji lay on his hospital bed covered by white sheets and a white blanket. Rei was still there, 
she was sitting in the chair next to his bed lost in thought. When suddenly very slightly Shinji 
stirred, however Rei was to lost in her own thoughts as she tried to figure out exactly why she 
was here. Shinji’s face contorted for his second as his eyes shut even more tightly. There was 
visible strain across his features. It was clear Shinji was having some type of nightmare

He was running. From what he was not sure. Shinji was running through the blackness of Shadows. He was trying to escape something.

“I mustn’t run away, I mustn’t run away.” thought Shinji over and over again as he ran

No matter how many times he thought it he could not stop. Whatever it was that had scared had 
put the fear of God into him. He wanted to face his fear but as usual he was a coward he was 
running away. Shinji turned his head and looked back into the darkness to see if he had escaped. 
When suddenly he ran into someone. The 2 of them fell to the ground with a thump

“I’m very sorry I was not watching where I was going.” said Shinji

“Mein Gott do you ever watch where your going Baka Shinji.” replied Asuka

That’s what he was fleeing it was Asuka. He had to run away from Asuka. Why? Why? was he 
running away from Asuka? All he knew was that he had to get away. He got up and began to run 
from here

“That’s right coward. Run away, I don’t need you why would I Asuka Langley Sohryu need you. Your 
pathetic stay the hell away from me!” shouted Asuka as Shinji fled

Shinji ran in no particular direction again. He just ran he was not sure how long he ran for. 
Then suddenly she was in front of him again. Shinji stopped dead center and took off in the 
other direction.

Rei had drifted off to sleep. It was late now and it had gotten dark. She had remained by Shinji’s 
side the entire day. In that time Rei had been contemplating why she had come and had decided 
to stay here, to be by Shinji’s side. It was something she could not answer at all. Eventually 
she had fallen asleep in her chair. Shinji was still resting in a coma but if you looked at his 
face he was clearly fighting an inner battle. 
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Asuka’s Bedroom

Asuka awoke in a huff. Her dream last night had been really messed up. The 2 versions of herself, 
the fact she was kissing Shinji. What the hell had she eaten last night to make her dream 
something like that. Asuka looked over her to where her alarm clock sat next to her bed. To her 
surprise it was not there. Then she looked on the floor and saw it there. The time was 11:00 am

“Sheist! I’m late!” shouted Asuka

Asuka jumped out of bed and looked into her mirror. Her hair was an absolute mess. It needed 
some serious work  a lot of it was a knotted and tangled mess. Just to add to her situation one 
of her red hair clips had fallen out of her hair and she could not seem to find it at all.

“This is not my morning at all.” grumbled Asuka

Asuka began to fix her hair first. Once she had fixed that she began to rummage around her room 
for her hair clip. Her room was still a mess of clothes from when she had been looking for the 
perfect outfit. She had just not found the will to clean it up. After all she has had a lot on 
her mind lately. She had searched through her room until all that remained was a small pile of 
clothes. Asuka went and picked up the clothes

“AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!” screamed Asuka

Underneath the pile of clothes sat little Asuka holding a doll.

“Go see him tell him how you really feel.” said little Asuka

Asuka jumped up out of bed as her alarm went off. Was she still dreaming wondered Asuka. Asuka 
punched her wall softly and pinched herself just to make sure. She was not dreaming anymore she 
was definitely awake this time. Asuka looked at the clock and saw that she had a couple of hours 
before school. She knew that it would take that much time to get ready. She looked into the 
mirror, which was hanging on her wall. She was a little spooked at what she saw. She looked 
exactly like she did in her dream. Her hair looked exactly the same she was even missing the 
hair clip.

“This is weird.” muttered Asuka.

However she pushed it out of her mind because she did not want to be late for school even 
though she despised it. Asuka began getting her school uniform ready and got out her comb to 
comb through her tangled mess of hair
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
School

Asuka was at school on time. It was the first time she had been back at school since the 
accident. Shinji had been in surgery for all of Saturday and most of Sunday. It was now Monday 
and the first day back since the party and the incident. Asuka had not talked to anyone since 
then. She had been traveling the halls and had seen no sign of David and his friends. She 
wondered if she would ever see them again. She wished for the chance so that she could get 
revenge on them for what they did to her and Shinji. Shinji why the hell was she thinking about 
that baka that had only injured himself. She did not need him, when would he understand that. 
Yet she was worried about him. No she would not worry about an idiot like him. Wandering the 
halls was beginning to bore Asuka so she decided to go class, she was later then she usually was. 
She just was not in the mood to deal with anybody  now. She took a right down the long corridor 
and walked down the adjoining hall until she arrived at class 2-A. She stepped through the 
narrow doorway into the room light by  a pale light. Hikari, Kensuke and Touji were sitting in 
the back corner of the room looking out the window while they carried on a conversation.

“Hey Kensuke have you heard anymore about Shinji?” asked Touji obviously concerned for his 
friends well being

“From what I have heard nothing has changed at all he’s still in the same condition.” answered 
Kensuke

“Damn it!” shouted Touji as he punched his fist into a desk

“I still can’t believe what happened to him.” said Hikari rather quietly.

“I know, it’s horrible. I also can’t believe he actually stood up to those guys to protect 
Asuka.” said Kensuke

“Hey do you know what happened to those guys that attacked Asuka and Shinji?” asked Touji

“From what I have been able find out is that they are in custody at NERV right now I doubt 
we’ll ever see them again.” said Kensuke

Hikari was a little tired and decided she needed to stretch out. As she leaned back and 
stretched out she noticed Asuka who was just standing there silently. Hikari just stared at 
her friend who was staring down at the floor.

“Hey what are you looking at Hikari?” asked Touji 

Kensuke and Touji looked over at the direction she was staring at and saw Asuka who was staring 
at the floor. Asuka was lost in thought. Her dream kept coming up in her mind. She tried and 
tried to force it out but it would not go away. Suddenly little Asuka was standing there on 
the floor in front of her staring up at her.

“Tell him how you feel before you lose him.” said the little girl

Asuka shook her head and awoke from the dream like state that she had entered. Then she noticed 
that Hikari, Touji and Kensuke were staring at her. She decided she should go talk to them. 
Asuka walked in between the rows of desks that filled the pale room. The light was reflected 
off of many of the desks giving the room a very whit and solemn look to it.

“Hey Hikari.” said Asuka with a big smile on her face

This however did not brighten up Hikari’s mood it was obvious that she was still greatly 
disturbed by what happened to her friend.

“How are you Asuka?” asked Hikari

“I’m great. You know me Asuka Langley Sohryu it takes more than a large group of idiots go get 
me down.” said Asuka attempting to cheer up her friend

However no one was buying it Asuka was being far overly cheerful and nice she was not her usual 
self. They were all seeing right through her. Hikari knew Asuka all to well. She knew the fiery red head would hide her real feelings about the manner. She was very stubborn that way. She decided to forget about it for now that is.

“Asuka how is Shinji? We haven’t had a chance to go see him yet.” said Kensuke

“That baka how should I know and why should I care he got himself thrown of a cliff, he got what
he deserved.” stated Asuka obviously angered at the mention of Shinji.

Her response shocked all three of them

“What the hell makes you say that!” shouted Touji into Asuka’s face

Touji’s outburst was met with a hard slap to the face

“And just what do you know about anything. You weren’t there you didn’t see anything.” screamed
 Asuka

“Asuka how can you say that. Shinji is in a coma right now because he protected you. He left 
his spineless self behind even if only for a few seconds just to help you. How can you be so 
cold?” asked Hikari visibly disturbed by her friends comment

“Ha, none of you know anything. You don’t know anything Hikari and neither do you two stooges. 
I don’t need anybody I’ll live for myself, think for myself. I don’t need anybody, do you hear 
me? No one! Especially not a spineless freak like Shinji.” shouted Asuka.

It was almost time for class to start and other students had slowly been coming into the class. 
In fact the entire class was present for Asuka’s final outburst. As Asuka began to calm down a 
little she saw that the eyes of the entire class of 2-A around her. She could not take it. She 
felt like everyone was looking down on her and questioning her. Most of all she felt like they 
were judging her. That they were thinking she needed someone. That... That she needed Shinji.

“I don’t need any of you!” screamed Asuka as she took of running out of the classroom.

“Asuka.” called out Hikari as she went to chase down her friend. But she felt someone grab her 
wrist. She looked back and saw Kensuke holding onto her wrist.

“Let her go she needs to be alone for now.” said Kensuke

Hikari just stared at the doorway, which Asuka had run out of. 
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
NERV Hospital

Shinji was running. He was running away from Asuka but no matter where he ran he could not 
escaper her. He did not know how long he had been running but it seemed like days now. Suddenly 
directly in front of him there was a light Shining through the darkness, which was all around 
him. Instinctively he ran for it. He ran as hard as he could and as fast as he could. All he 
wanted was to escape this nightmare. Suddenly he was there the light slowly surrounded him then 
it soon blinded him. When Shinji was able to see again he was no longer in the infinite darkness, 
he was home. He was in the doorway of the apartment he shared with Misato and Asuka. Shinji was 
excited his nightmare was over. 

“I’m home!” shouted Shinji

He got no answer in fact it was awfully quiet in the apartment. he didn’t even heat Pen-Pen. 
Shinji walked into the dining room and saw Misato sitting at the table along with Kaji and 
Ritsuko.

“Have you stopped running yet Shinji?” asked Misato in a monotone voice

“Have you faced whom you fear the most?” asked Ritsuko

“What are you guys talking about?” asked Shinji a little scared by their attitudes and their 
voices.

“You know what they are talking about you must face her.” said Kai in a monotone voice

“No, No I can’t.” said Shinji

“You must there is no turning back now.” said Misato

Shinji ran to the door and tried to open it, it was locked somehow. There was no way he could 
escape.

“Help me, someone please help me!” shouted Shinji

In his hospital bed Shinji rocked back and forth violently. Rei did not know what to do. She 
stood up and put her hand on his forehead and Shinji began to calm down. She began to stroke 
his head in a very motherly fashion.

“I do not understand. Why am I doing this...” wondered Rei

Shinji was scared but he was feeling something comfortable and familiar now when he heard a 
very familiar voice.

“You must help yourself son.” said the voice

“Mo... Mother?” asked Shinji confused

“You can’t run away anymore. You must face your fear or you will be running forever.” said the 
voice of Shinji’s mother and then it was gone

Shinji knew it inside himself now that he could run no longer he had to face Asuka. He could 
not run from her anymore. That’s all he had ever done since he had tried to ask her out and 
failed. He had run away. Even his attempt to protect had been him running away. He was hoping 
that if he protected her she would have done what he had been afraid to do earlier that day for 
him. It would not work anymore he had to ask her and tell her himself. Shinji walked back into 
the kitchen. Kaji, Misato and Ritsuko were gone and Asuka was there in their place. She was 
sitting at the table. Shinji walked towards her quietly. He could not fear her response. He had 
to ask her and tell her how he felt.

“Asuka I... I have something I need to tell you.” said Shinji

“Well what is it Baka.” replied Asuka

“I... I ... I think I love you. Will you go out with me sometime.” asked Shinji

Asuka was about to respond when suddenly everything began to become blurry and Shinji’s vision 
became filled with a pale white light. 
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Tokyo-3
Asuka had to get out of where she was she had began running. She had no idea where it was going
to take her but she had run. She had left the school she could not bear being around all of the 
kids. She had wandered around the city thinking. In fact she had no idea where she was right now.
She had been wandering for hours. Just then Asuka came upon a nice little park. She decided she 
would go there and rest for a little while. It was about sunset right now and she was tired from 
all of the walking she had been doing. She walked into the park down a path with tree on either 
side. The path led to the center of the park where there was a small pond and a few benches 
around it. Asuka was the only person there she decided to sit on the bench. She sat there for a 
few minutes not thinking about anything. Until her thoughts drifted do Shinji. She could not 
deny it to herself anymore she definitely felt something about him, but what was it. Was it 
Love or Hate?

“You can’t stand that Baka just look at how retarded he is.” said a dark voice from behind her.

Asuka looked behind her to see the darker version of herself standing behind her.

“How could you love an idiot like him.” asked her other self
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
 NERV Hospital

Shinji woke up and he was staring up at a ceiling that had slowly become familiar to him over 
the past few months. Suddenly he realized that someone was stroking his head, he hoped it was 
Asuka. He turned his head and looked up it was Rei

“Thank you Rei.” said Shinji

Rei had a confused look on her face 

“For what?” asked Rei

“For being here.” said Shinji

Rei was at a lost for words once again Ikari being nice to her had her completely confused as 
what to do. Then she remembered the time he had rushed to get her out of Unit-00’s entry plug 
when they had fought the 5th angel. Rei smiled

“Has Asuka been here at all.” asked Shinji

“No the second child has not come.” replied Rei

A few seconds later Touji, Hikari and Kensuke walked in.

“Well look who’s awake.” said Touji

“Welcome back Shinji.” said Hikari

“Glad to see you’re awake.” said Kensuke

“What? how long have I been unconscious.” asked Shinji

“You have been in a coma for about 3 days pilot Ikari.” replied Rei

“She has been here for almost the entire time.” said a voice from the doorway

Shinji looked up and saw Misato standing in the doorway.

“Welcome home Shinji.” said Misato

“Thank you Misato. Where is Asuka?” answered Shinji

“That I don’t know Shinji she has been very moody ever since your accident.” replied Misato

Shinji’s friends could tell where the conversation was heading they had seen Asuka today and 
decided it would be best to stay out of it.

“Shinji we all gotta go we just wanted to stop and se how you were. Get better soon.” said Touji
as he Hikari and Kensuke left

“Good bye Ikari.” said Rei in her usual voice as she decided it was best to take her leave. She 
then walked out of the door.

“Can I go home now Misato?” asked Shinji

“The doctors wanted to keep you for another day but I convinced them it was best to let you go 
rest at home. But you have to take it easier after all you have a broken arm and leg. You’re 
also all hurt in other places.” said Misato

Shinji just realized how beat up he looked. He had bandages around his head. His leg and arm 
were in a cast he also had numerous other bandages on. His neck was also very sore. When he saw 
himself in the mirror, which happened to be in the right in front of his bed. He reminded 
himself of Rei when he first met here. All bandaged up and injured.

“Wait here Shinji I’ll get out a wheelchair.” said Misato

Shinji just stared into the mirror as his thoughts drifted off to Asuka
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Tokyo-3
“Why the hell are you here!” asked Asuka

“I am here to prove to you that you do not need that pathetic boy.” said Asuka’s other self

“Why should I listen to you?” asked Asuka

“Why should you listen to me. That’s a stupid question you know why.” said the girl 
“What did we vow the day that our mother died.”

“To live for myself to not need anyone. That I would live and die for myself. That no one would 
control me that I was free of ties from anyone and everyone.” said Asuka

“But that is such a lonely way to live.” said a little voice

Asuka whipped her head around and saw little Asuka standing there holding a doll.

“I hate dolls.” said the dark version of Asuka coldly

The younger Asuka pulled on her eyelid and stuck out her tongue.

“Enough of all this it’s time for you to make up your mind.” said the dark Asuka 

“I already have I will not and never need anybody! I am Asuka Langley Sohryu.” shouted Asuka

“Then why does your heart remain undecided on this matter. For once drop your arrogant superior 
attitude and listen to your feelings. Or perhaps you have become to cold of a woman to?” said 
the young Asuka

“Stop interfering she has made up her mind.” said dark Asuka

“She has lived by your rules for far to long. She may have become a stronger person because of 
it. But she does not need you know. She needs to learn how to live for herself but she can’t 
not rely on anyone. How many times would she have died without Shinji or Rei.” said the young 
Asuka getting visibly angry

Asuka just stood there as she heard the words of her young self. Surprisingly they struck home. 
She needed Shinji. She needed him to pick on. She needed him for other things also. He was her 
rock. He had helped her out so many times and taken her abuse without saying a word. Maybe he 
was spineless but she had kissed him and you do not just kiss someone because you are bored. 
Tears began to stream down her face

“I... I.... I need Shinji.” cried Asuka

“Fool, you should not have listened to her. You will only get hurt.” said the Dark Asuka as she 
vanished.

“I just hope you aren’t too late.” said the young Asuka as she vanished

Asuka opened her eyes and she was in the dead of night still sitting on the park bench. It was 
a beautiful night the moonlight reflected off the pond shone into Asuka’s hair illuminating it 
and here with a new purpose and presence. Asuka took off she was not quite sure where she was 
going all she knew was that she had to get home to get Misato to take her to Shinji.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Misato’s Apartment

Shinji sat at the kitchen table with Misato. 

“I think you should stay away from Asuka Shinji she has been ranting about you for awhile now. 
She... she has not been saying nice things.” said Misato

“Misato did Asuka come visit at all?” asked Shinji

“No she did not. I think she even felt you got what you deserved. At least that’s what Hikari 
and your friends told me. Just stay away from her for awhile.” said Misato

Shinji could feel the anger inside him building he cared about Asuka a lot, all of the injuries 
were because of her, and he constantly tolerated he verbal abuse. Shinji had reached his 
breaking point he was not going to stand for it anymore. He could not run away anymore. Just 
then Asuka cam running in

“Misato I need you...” said Asuka her voice trailing off as she saw the bandaged and visibly 
angry Shinji sitting at the table. The whole time Misato had been talking about Asuka Shinji's 
good hand had been clenching and unclenching when he saw her. It clenched with extreme ferocity. 
Shinji picked up his crutches and got up out of the chair and walked over to Asuka

“You...... You...... You amaze me Asuka. You care for now one but yourself don’t you. Look at 
me do you see this. All of this I got for protecting you. And what do you do you scorn me. You 
don’t even come and see me. You say I got what I deserved. It was all for you. I care about you. 
I think I may even love you. But all you can do is treat me badly. I can’t take it anymore. 
I can’t stand to be near you and constantly get hurt. I am leaving!” shouted Shinji 

After he had finished his speech he began to walk towards the door. He was so determined and he 
was so angry he would not be used anymore. Especially not by Asuka.

“Misato have my stuff packed up and ready to go. I will be moving out tomorrow.” said Shinji

Asuka was at a loss for words right as she realized how much he meant to her she had lost him. 
What he had said had hurt her so much that she could not even tell him how she felt. She just 
stood there with tears forming in her eyes. Misato had heard the whole thing. She wanted to 
stop Shinji but she knew she could not. He was finally gaining a spine to stop him now would 
not benefit him. She had to let him go no matter how much it hurt her.

“Shinji where are you going tonight?” asked Misato

“I will go to Rei and then I’ll take it from there.” said Shinji

With those being his final words he limped out the door and headed to see Rei. He was not sure 
why he was going there. All he could think of how she was the one that comforted him during his 
nightmare. He was not sure what was drawing him to Rei there was just something about her.

Asuka took off into her room and slammed the door. She just got into a corner where she slumped 
and began to cry

“Baka Shinji, I... I love you Shinji.” cried Asuka into he arms

Misato sat at the table. She then got up and grabbed a can of Yebisu out of the Green fridge. She sat down and began to drink it.

To Be Continued......
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wow that took a lot longer than I expected but it’s done and I feel good about it. I know that 
the ending seems kinda like a part from the One I Love is. Alain Gravel read the first part of 
my story the original version and said it was just another Asuka and Shinji story. So I decided 
I needed a way to put Rei into it. Thanks Alain-Sama for the idea. Don’t worry Shinji will not 
live with Rei he is just going there for a night why well that should have been made obvious by 
the story. Well now for the standard preview of the next episode. Asuka’s attitude has 
successfully pushed Shinji over the edge and onto the brink. But she has finally realized how 
she feels form him. Has she pushed him into the arms of Rei. Can she tell Shinji how she feels 
before it’s to late or is he lost forever find out in the next and final  episode  I love You.



 


    Source: geocities.com/tokyo/subway/9523

               ( geocities.com/tokyo/subway)                   ( geocities.com/tokyo)