How Long? Everyday now I wonder when the pain will end. When the suffering will no longer be apart of my life. But each day I love the pain, The suffering I endure seems to worsen. Each day I wish for it to get better, I only lose mare hope that it ever will. I sit and I endure the pain. I sit and I endure the loathing. But for how long? How long?? M.E.G.