wishchapter37 by inoka 2.27.99 "Cold...so cold...how come? seems like the whole world abandon me...why? I did the right thing right? Then why? why I feel heart ache?" Ino didn't know how long it past after Ryu gone.He could not understand where does this painful feeling. Looking up, he saw nothing but J's face. He could see the painful on his face. "What did I done? I hurt him? Why? I never meant to be..." J's sentence was looping in his mind. "Why...? What have I done wrong...? I thought...I thought you loved me..." "Yes...yes...yes I love you, JunJun...but...but I..." Ino was confuse. If he love J, then how could he describe his feeling toward Rayla? It was totally different from the feeling he had for J. "Who do I love? Who?" Ino was thinking... it was the first time he seriouly think about this question. Rayla kept using his sweet talk telling him that he loved him, so he didn't think carefully. Becoz of J, he got this bad habit ah... For a long time, he was rely on J. he did everything for him, consider every situation for him. He didn't need to do anything. If anytihng happened, he only need to ran to J and hide behind his back, then, he would sort out for him. This time, J could not help him, he must solved by himself. Who he loved? He thought. He started to think about Rayla, he found out that he barely knew him except his was good in sweet talk and they did something that they shouldn't do. Ino blushed. He always thought the first time should give to his beloved, so he thought that he loved Rayla. But he didn't love him when he did. it was different, totally different. So, he didn't love him? He didn't feel anything else but relief after realise it. So, did he love J? Yes, he did... These years, J was like his brace, protected him, took care of him. There was no one, no one could do more... "yes, I love you..." It was the first time he with deep thought. Would that be too late? It was the first time that Ino afraid that J would not forgive him. He always thought that no matter where he goes, no matter what he done, when he look behind, he would be there for him... But this time... he hurt him so much... Too late, right? it was his fault...his stupidity made this. He wont surprise that J wouldn't not forgive him, he deserve it. The thought of that he couldn't marry someone that he didn't love was burning in his heart just like he felt he must found J and told him that he loves him if it was not too late. He should grow up, he couldn't rely on J forever... He left a note on stone for Rayla. Stood up and left the cave. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX "Where is Princess Ino?!" Sugi asked. "He is in the cave behind this moutain." Rayla said, his face was white becoz of the pain of his wound. "How is he?" Sugi was worried. He hadn't see him for a long time. Is he alright? Sugi really care about princess Ino, becoz he was like his younger brother or sister. He didn't have any sibling, so, princess Ino's existence was important to him. "You are really care about him." Rayla said with a bit sour. "Yes..." Sugi didn't notice that. "he is special to me..." He turn to Rayla. "If you do anything to hurt princess ino, I wont forgive you." He was serious. Rayla laughed softly. "How could I hurt that lovely creature? come, he must be unpaitent!" But when they got into the cave, there was no one in the cave. "eh?! Where is he?" Then rayla saw the note Ino left. "What's the is ? hmm? It was from princess Ino?" Rayla read that note. "that stupid fool!!How could he do that?! It'll interrupt my plan!!" Rayla was so furious about Ino's left. it distroyed this his revenge plan on J. "What happened?" Sugi never saw Rayla like that, he asked. "where is princess Ino?" "Ah..he..he..." Noticed that he was a little bit out control, Rayla used his sweetest smile said. "No, nothing, he left I think it's becoz that he is nervous of being a bride. So he was going out for a few days to cool down himself, I think he'll back very soon." "Really?" Sugi stepped close to Rayla. "I still wonder, princess Ino loves first guard J, how come suddenlly she is going to marry you, is there any trick?" "No no no~~ how could you say that?!" Ryu denied quickly, but thinking how come Sugi was so sensitive. "No? Then what did you meant by "your plan"? " Sugi started to doubt about Rayla's real aim. Was he really as innocent as he shown? "Plan...I mean our wedding plan..." "Talking about wedding, can you tell me how come you suddenlly wanna marry him and saying love me? You are fooling me or her?" "No~~ Sugi, can you understand? I am not trying to fool you both, I just want to have alliance to help claim back my right..." "So you use princess ino as a tool?" "No...it's not like that~~~" Rayla to one step close to Sugi, lost too many blood made him dizzy, he acciidentally fall into Sugi's arms. "Be careful, are you OK??" Sugi hold him. "Yeah....yes, I'm OK..." Rayla tried to straight his body, but Sugi wouldn't let him. "Don't, you're too weak now. Tell me what's going on! I don't think you tell me whole truth. You... Ryu suddenlly kissed Sugi. "Sugi, don't mind this unimportant things, I miss you, you know? How long we have been separate? For me, it's like years!!" "Ryu... you...what are you doing? your wound..." "SHHHHHH..." Rayla put his forefinger on Sugi's mouth. "Just dont say anything, OK?" He start to took off his clothes slowly, the bandage that engirdled his body was shown. It became red becoz Rayla was bleeding. "Who did this to you?" Sugi asked with anger. He saw the clean bandage that princess Ino left. "Let me help you." Sugi started to treat Rayla's wound. "OK, done, now, tell me who did this to you, I wont for give him..." "It's unimportant ...come... now, the most important thing is to satisfy our selves..." Hw slowly took off Sugi's clothes while touching his body. "Ryu..." "You don't want me?" Ryu asked while kissed his chest. "i've been waiting this moment for a long time..." "Oh..."Sugi could not suffered anymore. He kissed on Ryu's mouth violently and pull him down to the ground. "Ah.. Sugi... remember, no matter what, I love you..." Rayla whispered. "I love you too..." Sugi touched Rayla, felt the pain in his heart while saw the white bendege. "I'm sorry, Ryu, I shall protect you..." "It's Ok, really, it's OK...come, I need you...promise you'll love me, and only me..." "Ryu... I..." "You can't?" Rayla's eyes covered with sorrow. Sugi closed his eyes. The past is past, present is more important. "Yes, I love you, only you... you are my only love." "Oh..." Ryu embrace Sugi's neck by his arms and invited him. "Sugi, I want be yours..." XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Princess Jun was walking alone. After saved by his uncle Yoshiki, he felt so lose. What's his aim of living in this world? In his brothers' eyes, he was an useless doll, in J's eyes, he was nothing, totally nothing. Really... why he was born to this world.. he couldn't get an answer. Yoshiki couldn't give him an answer, only told him that he need to find it himself. So he left him, started an jpurney without destination. Faithful Kirito was with him, but he couldn't help him, so he followed him secretly to protect him. He was walking without thinking, untill he saw J. "Ah?" "Huh?" J saw him "You the princess Jun of dark kingdom. Why are you here alone?!" "Hmm.. how about you? Where is princess Ino?" When mentioned about the name Ino, he felt pain in his heart. He smiled bitterly in his heart. how could you interrupt them? They belong to each other... Surprisingly, when he mentioned Ino, J's face suddenlly became white and shouted. "Don't mention about him!!" "Ah?" Princess Jun Realise there must been something wrong. "what's happened?" "It's your brother... that wicked 2nd prince Rayla!! How can he fool my Ino!! How can he... he... how can he did those things to him?? He..he.." He put his face in his palm as if he is crying. "How can that be? My ino... my innocent princess ino..." Princess Jun felt heart soft. Although he didn't know what's happened, but he could guess out, it must be his brother done something ti princess ino. "Don't worry, princess ino was just fool my brother's sweet talk, I believe he'll wake up very soon, then he'll come back." "No..." J shook his head. "It's impossible, they are getting marry soon, and ino...ino... ino is having his baby!" J hit the stone ragingly. "Ah..." Jun was speechless...so that was Rayla's plan? Very evil, but very useful."Hmm.. err...I think princess ino'll wake up one day... really, my brother is not the right person to marry. "Let's not talk about it... where are you going?" Despite that he attack princess ino, J really thought he was a poor creature. No one cares about him, and he felt his was unimportant, he couldn't do anything except poisoning people. So, he often uesd as an assisnate tool, a doll without own mind. "me?" Jun lowered his eyes. "I have no place to go. my uncle told me that I need to find the aim of living by myself, but I really don't know how." "Your uncle? Yoshiki?" J was surprise. "He is still alive?" "Yes, he is...now he is the the owner of club extasy." "oh...so, where are you going?" "Hmm.. I don't know... I don't know where to start..." J was looking at him. His look was so like princess ino ah. But...they were totally different ppl. Although he was trying to kill him, but he still tried to comfort him.And princess ino... they've been together for so many years, they even said love each other... but now... his action pricked his heart. Princess Jun was so helpless. He couldn't take this journey alone. "Hmm... I'm going todark kingdom, maybe you can go with me? After all, there is your birth place, maybe you can find your aim of living there." "Can I?" Jun'seyes sparkle with light. He never thought that J would invite him. He started to think, maybe... maybe J would forget princess Ino, maybe he finally would accept him... "Oh~~~ I'm very glad!! thank you!" XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX "Prince Atsushi!!" Imai found the prince was unconciously lying on the ground. "ah... you've been poisoned again?! See, I said that moon kingdom first guard is fox fairy, you just don't listen!!" Imai tore off Atsushi's cloth, touched his bare chest,try to examed him. "Ah... this posion is stronger than last one, and the prince's body is not fully recover yet. I afraid that my dark power is not strong enough save him. Seeing Atsushi's face became deadly white, Imai was almost gone insane. "My power is not strong enough!! so, I must find stronger power to help my prince! I wont let the prophecy comes true!!" He started to think, Atsushi could only accept dark power, but where could he find such strong power? Then, he remembered. In the deep end of Dark Kingdom's sacred temple, there was a dark Star, Dark star protected the dark kingdom. It was the brace of the Dark Kingdom becoz of the dark power inside of it. Every royal knew that if someone took the dark star away, he would be damned and the kingdom would be destroy. But now, Imai decided to break the rule. He wouldn't care himself, he wouldn't care the whole dark kingdom. The only person he care was his prince Atsushi. He carefully put prince Atsushi on the bed, and cursed Rayla inside his heart. "Damn you Rayla, I promise you that I wont let your life easy!!" He touched prince Atsushi's cheek. "I promise you, I won't let you die..." And then, he went to the sacred temple. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX "A..ano..J..." Princess Ino's voice. "Yes?" "May I ask you a question?" "Go ahead." "What's your aim of living?" "My aim of living?" J looked back, stared at princess Jun. "yes," Princess Jun nodded. "see, I wanna know other people's aim of living.It may help me to find my own." "My aim of living?" J started to think. Before meeting princess Ino, his life was like a desert. The only aim they taught him was destroy the moon kingdom. But, after he met princess Ino, his life finally got meaning. To protect him, Stay with him forever... When he respond his love, he felt totally blessed. He could abandon everything for him, his true identity, his birth place, his brother...everything. But now...What's his aim of living? J started to wonder too. After a long silence, J answered. "Now, my aim is protect moon kingdom from the dark kingdom. I know prince Rayla must have some evil plan." "Bu..but you're from Dark Kingdom..." Princess Jun questioned. J shook his head. "When you got a lover, you'll understand... although he did this to me, but really, I just can't stop loving him. Since I can't love him, at least I can protect her country from harm. Haha, very stupid...I know." Princess Jun put his hand on J's shoulder to comfort him. "No, I understand..." J gave him a hug in return. That was the first scene that Ino saw when he found J. He was so shock. J was with someone else? Always... he always thought that J loves him, and only him... now... He was trying everywhere to search J, just for saying sorry to him.When he saw J... he was stunned by this scene. "Ah....." A sharp painful feeling punched his heart. What a shock? But, he didn't hate J... he knew, it was all his fault... he deserve it...for prick his heart. He hide himself behind a stone. "Hey, we shall start our journey to Dark Kingdom now!" Princess Jun said with a little embarrassment. "Yeah," J released him. "Let's go." Ino finally saw the person in J's arms. "Eh?! J is going to Dark Kingdom? With princess Jun?!" Ino thoguht. He was wondering how come they were together.And why were they going to Dark Kingdom? He decide to follow them secretly. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Imai came into the Sacred Temple of the dark kingdom. Although there was a magic boundary around the Sacred Temple, but it was useless for the Royal Guadian Imai. He got into the Sacred without any difficulty. He went straight to the far end of the temple, the Dark Star was there,it was like an big black diamond pounding like human heart. Yes, it was the heart of the Dark Kingdom. But he wouldn't care, for him the most impostent thing is the prince. Je rised his hand, use his dark power to remove the magic boundary. When he took off the Dark star. A sound occur from the deep ground. He knew it was the omen of he would be damned forever and with out the brace, the Dark Kingdom would be destroy gradually. He diddn't care... if he could save his prince, he wont care. He raised a magic boundary,took the dark star out of the Sacred Temple. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX next.... previous... wish index... back to zealous