wishchapter42 by Inoka 6.2.99 Sugi stepped into Gackt's clinic, he tried to hide his eagerly desire and asked coldly. "Where is he?" "He is gone." Kazushi answered. "Gone? What do you mean by gone?" Sugi shocked by this news. "Gone means left, not here. My dear first guard, I don't believe you can't understand such an easy vocabˇK" Kirito laughed. "I don't have time for jokes now!!" Sugi grabbed Kiritp's colar. "Just tell me where the hell he is!!!" "IˇKI don't know!!" Kirito almost couldn't breath. "What do you mean by you don't know?! You're his servant, aren't you?!" "He is telling the truth, we really don't know." Kazushi's voice interrupted. "Few hours ago, his highness went out, he didn't say where he is going." "And you just let him leave? Why don't you follow him? You know his condition nowˇK" "His highness especially order us leave him alone. We can not disobey his order, no matter what." "YouˇKArgh!!" Sugi released Kirito, pushed him away. "Did he say anything hinting where he might go?! Anything!!!" Kazushi shook his head. "NoˇKhe didn't, butˇK" "But what?!" Sugi almost lost patient. "I think his highness turns to Ryu now." "Ah?? " Sugi stunned. "You meanˇK Ryu is back?" "I guess so, his outlook totally changed, and he is shouting for wanted to go homeˇK" "Ryu is back?! Oh god! He must be very confuse now!! He knows nothing about this mess!! Ah! I must find him!!" "Do you where he is now?!" Kazushi asked. "If he really turns back to Ryu, then he wont have much place to go!" Sugi said that while ran out from the clinic. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX "Ryu, are you OK? You look really pale!" TMR asked with a worry face. "IˇKI'm fine!! ReallyˇK" Ryu said. TMR shook his head. "No, you're not! Don't worry about the work, you justgo back and have some rest, I can do this alone." "ButˇK. " Ryu tried to protest. TMR pushed him out. "Go home!! I asked hide sama already, he said you shall have some rest as well!! Where is Sugi? I thought you 2 were together. If he sees you like this, he wont let you come to work tonight!" "HeˇKI don't knowˇK.I haven't see him since I woke up. "Sugi was wondering where Sugi was as well. "HmmˇK.That's strangeˇK no matter where you are, he always beside you ah, how come he is not here when you're not feeling well?" "IˇKI really don't knowˇKI want to know where he is too." "Oh well, you just go home la, maybe he is waiting for you in your apartment." TMR pushed him again. "go home!!" XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX After Ryu left for a while, Sugi rushed into Extasy. "Did Ryu come?!" When he saw TMR he immediately grabbed his shoulder. "Ah!!! Sugi?! Where have you been? Ryu is trying to find you as well!" TMR exclaimed. "So he did come here right?" "Yes, but he didn't look alright, so I told him go home to have some rest, I don't know what's happen between you and Ryu butˇK" TMR couldn't finish his sentence, becoz Sugi disappeared already. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Ryu crouched himself on the bed. He felt dizzy and uncomfortable. He didn't know what's happened to him. He missed Sugi so much, he remembered last time, when he was sick, Sugi was so tender to him. After he met Sugi, he started to understand how lonely he was when he lived alone. "SugiˇKwhere are you? I need youˇK." XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Sugi ran to Ryu's apartment. Felt so relief when he saw Ryu. "RyuˇK" Sugi quickly went to bedside. "Are you OK? How come you look so pale? And cold sweat?" Ryu opened eyes."Sugi? Is that you? Where have you been? What's happened? What's happened to me? I feelˇKI feel there is another person inside of me!" Sugi wiped out his sweat tenderly. "I'm here, don't worry. Everything will be fine." Ryu stared at Sugi, his eyes were full of trust. "Really?" "Yes, trust me, I am here I wont let anyone harm you, I promise youˇKno, have some rest." "Will you leave me?" ryu looked very worry. "No, I wont, I'll never leave you." "You promise?" Ryu's eyes were sparkled with joy. "Yes, I promise you, my one and only lover." Ryu gave him a sweet smile, but suddenly his face twisted by pain. "What's happened? Ryu?! Ryu??" Sugi shocked by ryu's sudden change. "ahˇKsomeˇKsomeone is inside of meˇK.heˇKhe is crying to get outˇK.ah~~~ heˇKhe is screaming inside of me~~~~Sugi chan help!!!!!!!!!" Sugi stunned like a stone. He knew it must be Rayla, but he didn't know how to help Ryu, he didn't know why Rayla suddenly appear as well. He just stood there and saw Ryu turned to Rayla. When Ryu stared at him with hatred, he knew Rayla was back in control again. Sugi sighed in his heart. "RaylaˇK" "How dare you can call my name?" Rayla's voice was icy cold. "Then what shall I call you? Your highness? " Sugi said sarcastically. "How can you talk to me like that? You are the one who betrayed me!" "But you are the one who used me!" Sugi sighed. "Rayla, you changed, you changed so much, now I don't know whether you still love me or not." "Of course I don't love you! I hate you! I am using you from the beginning." Rayla shouted. "Oh, then how can you explain our baby?" Sugi suddenly went close to Rayla and gently touched his abdomen. "You!" Rayla quickly stepped back avoid his touch. "I don't believe that you never loved me, he is the evidence and you know that well." "IˇK" Rayla could not retort him. "I've been thinking a lot these days. I understand now, yes, you love me, but you love power more than love me. I've been blind by love so I didn't see this truth, now I understand no matter how I love you, you still love power, love the throne of Dark Kingdom more than love me. So you can use me to gain the power you want so much. " Sugi's voice was calm but sad. Rayla remained silent while Sugi was talking. Sugi continued. "I wont let you use me anymore, I don't even know whether I can trust you or not. " After a long silent, Rayla finally spoke. "You know how I want throne of Dark, why don't you help me? If I have the throne, your child will be the future king of dark kingdom." Sugi shook his head. "No, I don't want your child being the future king or something. I had enough these power conflicts between you and your brother. I don't want my child involved in same kind conflicts as well. Rayla, just give up, I love you so much, I don't wanna see you destroy by the hatred. I wont betray you, but I wont help you anymore." Rayla stared at him, suddenly laughed. "Love me?! How dare you say that? You dare to say you love me? If my memory is right, you just call Ryu your "one and only lover"!" "RyuˇKRyu is you as wellˇK" Sugi never thought about the difference between them, he always thought they are the same person. He was surprise that Rayla suddenly point out this. "No! He is not me, I am not him!! We are totally different people! When you said you love Ryu, you betray me already! When you made love with me, you betray him as well! You said you don't trust me, you're no better than me! You are a lier!" Rayla shouted. "RaylaˇK" Sugi tried to explain. "You don't need to explain anymore. You wont help me, fine! My child doesn't need you, we'll be very well even without you!" "RaylaˇK" "We have nothing to say. I wish I was not so stupid that in love with you!" After said this sentence, Rayla disappeared left Sugi alone in the room. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Princess Ino slowly opened his eyes. "where am I? What's happened?" Ino looked around with a confused face. Then, memories slowly came back. He remembered that she saw the vicious look of Rayla, how he tried to seek help from J, and someone attacked him from the back! Yes, he remembered all, but the problem is:Where is J? Then, he saw someone was sleeping beside his bed. he looked closer, the person looked like himself so much! His movement awoke princess Jun, he looked up, saw princess Ino looked at him with his eyes widened. "So you finally wake up." "Who are you? Where am I? What's happened?" So happy there was someone that he could talk with, Ino asked lots question. "I'm princess Jun, I think you've heard my name before." Jun gave him a fake smile. "Princess Jun? The princess Jun of Dark Kingdom?" Ino was so shock. How come a princess from Dark Kingdom slept beside her? Was she captured by Dark kingdom? "Yes, and if since you are going to marry my brother, we will be sister-in-law soon." "Hun?Your brother? You mean Rayla? No! I'll never marry him! He is the most terrible person in the world!" Ino shook his head as hard as he could. After saw Rayla's real face, how could he marry him? Not mentioned he decide to not marry way before he knew his real face. "So you decide to back to J? You are so selfish, you just thinking of yourself! Have you ever consider about him? Have you think how much you hurt him? No! I feel so sorry for him! How can he love someone so cruel like you?! If you have mercy, you shall leave him alone." Jun lost his temper. "IˇKIˇKIˇKI love him I never meant to hurt him!" Ino tried to defend himself. "How dare you say that? Do you know when you are with my brother, he is suffer in great pain? Of course you don't know!! Becoz I AM with him, not YOU!!" Ino stared at jun for a while, sighed. "You love him." Jun blushed. "It's not the problem! He shall not love you! You are not deserve his love!" "Then you deserve it?" Ino asked. Jun shook head. "I daren't to think so. I just want to protect him, protect him from the harm that caused by your existence." " You think my existence will hurt him?" Ino asked with a small voice. "It's very obvious isn't it? When he looks at you, he will remember you don't belong to him anymoreˇKor maybe, you never belong to him." "I am not going to marry your brother you know thatˇK" "Yes!! But truth is truth. You did betray him, you can't deny it, right? " "After a long silent, Ino finally said. "No, I can't deny it, I did betray him. You love him more than I do. Maybe you are more suitable to be his partner than I do." "I have no face to see him anymore." Ino took a pen and paper. "Please give this to J. I'll never see him again." Jun took the letter. Ino sighed again. "I know you hate me very much, but let me beg you one thing." "What?" "Take good care of him." Ino left the room without hearing Jun's answer. He knew the answer already. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Queen Shinya led Hisashi and Teru into a small room. Hisashi took Jiro in his arms. "Well, I think I owe you a explanation." "Your majestyˇK " Queen Shinya rised a hand stopped Teru. " I shall tell you the reason that the king send you to Dark Kingdom." "Look this." Queen Shinya pointed a small shrine. "ThisˇK.your majestyˇKit looks likeˇK" Teru couldn't believe what he saw. "Yes, this is our brace of the kingdom---Shining star." "ButˇKI don't understand your majesty." "It's a long story. Well, long long time ago. Dark Kingdom and moon kingdom were the same country. One day, a group of people were planing takeover the throne. They almost succeed, but King of the moon kingdom finally defeated them, however, he was not able to destroy them becoz he used too much energy during the battle. So he could only exiled them. Those people stored part of shining star with them and set up a country." "Dark Kingdom?" Jiro asked. Queen Shinya nodded. " Therefore, Dark Kingdom has got close relationship with Moon Kingdom. They never abandon the plan of takeover us. That's why we need you to be spy in it. And also, since we actually shared same brace, if something happened to Dark Kingdom, we will be affect as well." Queen Shinya paused for a while, continued. "I believe there is something happened to Dark star, becoz Shining Star is unstable these days." "What will happen if dark star destroyed?" Teru asked. Queen Shinya took a deep breath, and said slowly. "If we don't need something, the worst possibility is moon kingdom will be destroy as well. So, I need you go back to Dark Kingdom find out what's happened to the dark star. This is very urgent, I had no one to trust except you now." "Yes your majesty, we will report you immediately after we found out the truth." Teru and Hisashi said together. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Princess Jun took the letter that princess Ino gave him, he was uncertain whether he should gave this to J or not. He knew it very well. If J knew that he kinda forced Ino left, he would never forgive him. After all, he still loves Ino. He was very sure that J would follow Ino to get him back. What should he do? Destroyed the letter and told J that princess Ino left for his brother? While he was still thinking, J came into the room. "Where is he?!" He immediately noticed the disappearance of Ino. "He is gone." Jun couldn't think a good reason in such a short time. "Gone? You mean he did wake up?" Jun nodded. "Then why don't you tell me immediately?" J rose his voice. "HeˇKhe wont let meˇKheˇK" "What's that?" J saw the piece of paper on his hand. "ThisˇKnoˇKnothingˇK" Jun tried to hide it. His attitude made J curious. " Give it to me." Jun passed it to J. "It's fromˇK.Ino?!" J's face turned to white after he read the letter. "Dear J: Don't try to find me, I am not worth for you to do so much things. I believe Jun is more suitable than me. He is right, my existence will only caused you nothing but pain. You shall be with Jun, you deserve someone better than me. Believe me, I bless you two deeply from my heart. Forever yours Ino " "What did you say to him?!" J grabbed Jun's shoulder. "Stop! You're hurting me!!" Tears in Jun's eyes. Not only caused by the pain that J gave him physically and also mentally. He finally understood painfully, no matter what, he could never replace princess Ino in J's heart. "What did you say?! He wont left me if you didn't say something hurt him!" J totally lost control. "IˇK I just told him that he shouldn't stay, becoz he betrays you, and he will only cause you nothing but pain!!" "How can you decide it for me? If he left me, that'll really caused me nothing but pain." "You love him that much, even die for her?" Tears in Jun's eyes. "With no regret." J answered without any hesitance. "He just left a while a go, I think you can find him if you leave now. This time, if you find him, never let him go, I think he loves you more than you can image. Go quickly, else you may miss him." Jun pointed the direction that Ino head on to J. "Thank you!" Without wasting anytime, .J left immediately. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Ino was walking alone. The road seems like endless, but he didn't know where to go. The world is so big, but he felt there was no space for him. Maybe, the best thing for him now is death. Life is meaningless without J, he finally understood now. He knew, royalties of the Moon Kingdom had a special place to die. Crystal Cave. People who went into the cave would frozen to death without any pain, just like fallen into eternal sleep. Maybe it is the only and best place for him now. He wiped out the tears from his eyes, slowly head on the crystal cave. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Jun stood on the edge of cliff. There was nothing he cared in this world now, no one loves him,and he loves no one. He is useless to this world. Jun told himself. "Next lifeˇKif there is someone loves me, I swear I will return my love to himˇK" She threw himself down to the cliff. Kirito was followed Jun. He had a bad feeling that Jun will do something. When he saw him jump down to the cliff, he screamed. "No!!!!" Quickly turn himself to crow in order to try to save himˇK XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Ino stayed in the crystal cave. It was so cold but he didn't feel it, he just knew that very soon, he would feel nothing, no sorrow, no joy, no pain, no loveˇK Like sleeping beautyˇK The only difference was there wont be a prince came to rescue himˇK At the last moment of his life, if he could see someone that he wanted to see the most, if he could, he could talk to him last timeˇK It was too late nowˇK Suddenly, he saw something in this dimly cave. "Who is it?" He asked. Only royalties knew this cave ah. "How can you leave me again?" A low voice asked. "Hun?" Ino's mind was blurred by the coldness. The figure went to his front. "You hate me that much? still wanna escape from me without saying goodbye?" "J?!" Ino was speechless when she saw clearly who stood infront of him. "You rather die in order to avoid me? You know you are killing me as well!" "IˇKI just think that Jun is better partner for you than I am, I..." He suddenly remember where they were. "Ah! You shouldn't be here! You'll die!" "If you want me live without you, I rather die with you now." J said firmly. "ButˇKbutˇK" "I know what I am doing, let's leave this cave first," J hugged him tenderly. "No, you are belong to Jun, not me, I don't deserve your love!" Ino pushed him away. "Well, if that's what you think," J stood on the ground. "Let me die with you, it's only way for me to prove my heart." "Oh~~ you, how can you do that!! You can't die!!! I am not worth for you to die for!!" Ino said vexedly. "No my princess, can't you understand? To me, you worth for everything, even my life." J gently touched his cheek. His cheek was cold as like ice. "Really?" Ino asked with a small voice. "Even after I hurt so much?" "Princess, you know I never lie to you." He suddenly remembered he hadn't reveal his true identity, he added. "About my feeling. I love you, no matter what you've done." "ButˇKbitˇK" Ino murmured. "I am not innocent anytmoreˇK" "I don't care, I know your heart is still innocent as like the day I first met you. Promise me that you'll never leave me again, OK? You don't know when you were in coma, I was so worried, I swear to god, if you wake up, I will never let you go. Now, you still don't trust me?" J stared at Ino. "Believe me, I will take care of you, protect you with whole my heart." Ino threw herself into J's arms. "I'm sorry, J, I am really sorry, please forgive me!!" "It's Ok, don't cry, OK? Everything will be fine! Oh, your body is so cold! Let's leave the cave immediately!" ŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁA Kirito found princess Jun on a grass field. Luckily branches of tree caught his clothes, decrease the force. Else, he would definitely died now. "Princess Jun, princess Jun, are you OK?" Kirito carefully put him into his arms. Princess Jun was in narcosis. Kirito quickly checked him. He was still alive, and some wounds while he fallen off from cliff. Those external wounds were not serious, he was afraid he got any internal wounds. He wanted to take him to see doctor, but afraid it would made him wound more serious. "Ah, what shall I do?" He asked himself, he couldn't let him lied under the sun, so he moved him to the ground which was under the tree. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Felt Ino in his arms again, J couldn't describe his joyness. But he discovered how cold Ino's body was.He knew immediately that it was becoz he stayed in the Crystal cave for too long. His condition was better than Ino becoz he was stronger then him, and the time he stayed in the cave was shorter than Ino. He knew that he need to warm up Ino as fast as he could, else he would really die. He would never let it happen, especially on his own hand. "Ino, we must get out here now." He tenderly combed Ino's hair. Ino buried his head into J's chest deeply, felt it is the most safe place in the world. When he thought that he need to face the complicate world after he went out, he felt so afriad. "No! No! No! I want to be with you alone! Everything will be changed after we get out! I just want to be with you together!" Ino said it passionately. "OK Ok OK!!! Stay here, then we just stay here, J comfort him, he kinda knew that he was worry about Princess Jun and Rayla. Especially Rayla. "JunJun, promise me, no matter what, you will never leave me!" "I wont! I finally found you again! I wont let you out of my sight anymore!" "ThenˇKif I die now, there is no regret for me anymoreˇK"Ino whisper. "No! Don't said that!" J used his power fired a bunches of branches, sit beside it with Ino in his arms. Ino looked better becoz of the warmness of the fire, but it wasn't enough. "J, I'm so cold, am I going to die?" "Of course not!"J hugged Ino tighter in order to let Ino got more warmth from him. "HmˇK It's so comfortable in your arms, I wanna sleepˇK." Ino's eyes closed. "wake up! Ino, you can't sleep!"J patted Ino's cheek. He knew he might never wake up if he fallen asleep. "hmmˇKlet me sleep."Ino wiped out his hand. "Ino, wake up, you'll die if you fall into sleep,you wanna leave me alone? I'll follow you very soon!" "Ah!" Ino opened his eyes immediately. "then what you want me to do? I am really cold and sleepy!" "Well, there is a only way to keep our warmth." J lowered his head, kissed Ino's lips. "AhˇK" Ino blushed. "You..youˇK" "InoˇKdon't you like I kiss you?" J felt a bit hurt. "No~~I was a bit surprise that's allˇK"Ino explained. "YouˇK.you are not kiss me for keep warmth, right?" "Oh~~~ god, of course not! " J kissed him again. "I want to kiss you for a long long! But I was so afraid that I'll scare you or disgrace you, now, finally, my dreams come trueˇK" His kiss gradually turned to wild. J couldn't overbear his impulse anymore. His hand slipped into ino's lapel and whispered. "Your shyness are much more than I expectˇK" "I have no experience!!" "It's OK, I can teach youˇK" "Teach me? Where did you learn it from?" Ino's jealousy was so obvious. "You are jealous? I'm so happy!"J smiled. "That means you really care about me!" "I do care about you, I just don't know it beforeˇK" J started to took off his clothes,let Ino didn't know where to put his hands. J smiled again. "You can put your hands around my neck." He suggested. Ino circled his neck, deducted the distance between them. After took off all his clothes, J started to took off his own. "Ah~~~" Ino covered his face by his hands. J protest on purpose. "Is my body figure that bad? You don't even want to see it!" "NoˇK" Ino peeped J from the edge of fingers, found he was laughing. "Aiya! You are bullying me!" "I will never dare to do so!" J grabed his hands and kissed them. "I'll never leave you, so you better get use to my body as soon as possibleˇK" "AhˇK" Ino blushed and wanted take of his hands off. "you are so evil!" "HmmˇKI'll be more evil laterˇK" J kissed him down and down to his chest. "AhˇK" Ino gasped. J gently caressed his thigh, without any thinking, he grabbed his hand. "Don't be nervous, give yourself to meˇK" Ino relaxed, let him separated his legs. J slowly entered him. Ino wided his eyes, he looked horrified. "JˇK" J was confusing as well, he thought Rayla had relationship with him, how come he was like he had never do it before? "InoˇK" Ino knew what he wanted to ask, answered. "I don't know, after he knock me off, so I don't have any memories, and he told me that weˇKweˇKandˇKandˇK" Ino blushed again. J now sort of understood what happened. He kissed him again. "Ino, I think you didn't do with Rayla." "Eh?" Ino surprised, he wanted to ask for more detail, but a pain caused by J's action interrupted him. J didn't stop. "Trust me, Ino, trust meˇK" Ino whispered with tears in him eyes. "I trust youˇK" ŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁAŁA "JunJunˇK" "Hm? "JunJun all you didˇKwas just for keeping warm only?" Ino asked. "Not reallyˇK" J bit his ear. "I wanted to do it for a long timeˇKkeeping warm was a good excuse." "SoˇK" Ino looked up. "you need to find excuses in order to..to..oh~~" J left his ear, started to kiss his neck. "Don't worry, I will never give up any chance to be with you." "AhˇKyouˇK" Ino felt a bit embarrassed. "Thank youˇK" J suddenlly said. "Eh, for what?" "For trust me, give yourself to meˇK" "IˇK I shall be the one who says thanks..I am very happy that Rayla lied to me. I don't hate him anymore, actually, he is poor as wellˇK" I know, J caressed his cheek gently. After knowing Rayla was lying, he felt much better about him. Although it was him let Ino and him apart. But without him, he didn't know how long he shall wait before Ino finally undertood his feeling. And, he broken up with Sugi partly becoz of Ino, high pride as like him must be very mad. "What are you thinking?" Ino's voice broken his thought. "HmmˇK nothing, I just think that we shall get out nowˇK" He didn't want to let Ino know this. He didn't want Ino bothered by this news. He knew how kind he was. "Do we need to go so soon?" Ino's voice was very small. "You really want us frozen like an ice block in here?" J smiled. "Well, weˇKwe can keep warm togetherˇK" Ino lower his head, daren't to look at him. J surprised for a while, then smiled. He hugged him tighter. "Yeah, we can keep warm togetherˇK." *********************************************** next.... previous... wish index... back to zealous