"Really?! The fortune teller meant A.J.?"
I had just told Tam about what that woman had
said. The two of us were in her room later that night, rehashing
the events that had happened.
"I can't believe it! It's so romantic!" she
squealed. "What are you going to do now?"
I bit my lip, confused. "That's the problem.
I have no idea as to what I'm going to do! A few hours ago A.J. was
just my friend. Now he's this really close guy I'd like to get
close to." I grew thoughtful. "You know what? I've got to get this
off my chest or I'll never act normal around A.J. again. I jumped
every time he spoke or looked my way! It's impossible that he
didn't notice anything wrong.
"We both have our days off tomorrow. Maybe I
should go over to his house and have a long talk with him."
Tam nodded, smiling slyly. "I guess I'll have
to 'mysteriously disappear' tomorrow, huh? I might get in the
way."
I laughed a little at that but my eyes
pleaded with her. "Just for the morning, Tam. If A.J. rejects me
I'll need a shoulder to cry on."
She slung an arm over my shoulder
companionably. "Cheer up! That's not going to happen. I've been
friends with you and A.J. since time immemorial, and known you
twice that long. So believe me when I say everything will work
out."
I sighed wearily. "The way this day is going,
I suppose anything is possible."
"Yeah," Tam agreed. "This day has been a
rollercoaster ride."
I sighed and lay my head on my arms. "That
isn't the half of it."
It was around six the next morning when I
finally gave up on trying to sleep and got out of bed. With nothing
else to do, I took a cool, refreshing shower. I wrapped my old
terry robe around me and sat down on my bed. As I brushed my hair,
I thought things over. It was OK for Tam and the palm reader to
tell me nothing bad would happen...if they were wrong I would be
the one humiliated. More importantly, A.J.'s friendship had been
one I'd kept and cherished all these years. Was a relationship
worth the risk of losing it forever?
I yanked the brush down on my poor hair,
frustrated. That was a question I couldn't ask of myself. Not now.
Resolutely, I stood up and pulled a book from my shelf. Telling
myself not to think of you-know-who, I glanced at the cover
distractedly. My eyes widened and I threw the book to the other
side of the room.
It was a romance.
It was deja vu all over again. Here I was at
the doorstop of my soulmate's house about to ring the doorbell. But
unlike with the nerdy Keith Harris, I knew this time was for real.
This was it. The big leap. I raised a shaking finger to press the
buzzer -
- and was saved the trouble as A.J. came
barging out. With a wild look in his eye, he seized me by the
shoulders. "Sybil! You can't come in!"
I took a step back and stared at him in
confusion. "What are you talking about?"
He turned his head left and right, searching
for something. "Uh - uh - Richard Simmons is inside!"
Instead of clearing things up, that left me
even more confused. Rich Simmons was another friend of ours. I
couldn't see why he was making such a big deal out of it. "So?"
He refused to look me in the eye. "Well, I
can't let him see you here."
That hurt. "Are you saying you're ashamed of
me now?"
"No!" he yelled. "Just go! I'll talk to you
later." He shoved me backward and disappeared.
I stood still on the front steps, unable to
move. My throat constricted at the thought of what had just
happened. I had come to tell him about what the fortune teller had
revealed to me about us, and he'd pushed me aside as if he
couldn't wait to get rid of me.
I guess I know where I stand, I thought.
Slowly, I turned around and began to trudge back. tears threatened
to spill from my eyes, but I stubbornly refused to let them fall.
Hold on, Sybil old girl, I told myself. Listen to his explanation
first. "That's right," I murmured aloud. "In fact, I'm doing him a
favor by giving him five minutes to invent one. Then I'm coming
in!"
Being around for so long definitely had its
advantages. I knew exactly which side of the house A.J.'s room was
located and that's where I was going now. There was a glass window
in his room which could be pushed up, and it was big enough to
squeeze through. I, of course, knew this. In fact, this is how I
usually got into the Henson home anyway. It was just my luck when
I spotted A.J. inside, strumming a rather tuneless tune on his
guitar. I rapped on the window to get his attention and slipped
inside.
The room was as messy as usual, with rock and
movie posters taped on the black walls haphazardly. He rose when he
saw me and put away his guitar. To his credit, he didn't appear
surprised. I did notice that he had circles around his eyes. Same
as me, I observed absently.
"Rich isn't here," I accused him,
unconsciously kicking the bed posts as I spoke. "Would you mind
telling me what's going on?"
He let out a resigned sigh and slumped down
on his bed. "I guess I might as well tell you." He mumbled, "I know
who K.H. is."
My heart sank. So this was it. He didn't want
me.
"It's my brother."
I gasped in shock.
"When I came home from work, it hit me.
You've known him for as long as you know me, so it fits. There's
something you don't know too. He dropped by Beach Break yesterday.
He came to pick up his wallet just when you and Tam went off on
your quest. Don't you see?You really would have met him if the fake
K.H. hadn't gotten involved." He sighed. "I didn't want you to come
in because I knew you'd figure it out if you laid eyes on him."
"That's a mistake!" I blurted out before I
could stop myself. "I know who K.H. is!"
He stared at me obviously surprised at this.
"Who is it then?" he flatly inquired.
"Well I-" I felt my cheeks grow warm. "Well
what about you?! Why were you trying to hide your brother from
me?"
I had the satisfaction to see that his was
the face that flushed this time. "Oh well..." He shook his head and
remained silent for a long time. When he spoke, his voice was low
and quiet. "Maybe I was jealous."
I had meant to say something witty in defense
of myself, sure he would tease me even more. But at his words, and
the tone he said it, all my comebacks melted away. I could only
stare at him open-mouthed.
"Have you ever thought of...developing our
relationship?"
My heart skipped a beat. Was he saying what
I thought he was saying?!
"Because I have. I've thought about it a
lot..."
I almost didn't trust myself to speak. "Why
didn't you say something?" I whispered.
He shrugged noncommittally. "Maybe I was
afraid... Every boy is with a girl but you're not just any girl.
You're my best friend too. I had to be careful. There were so many
reasons that came popping up. Remember Brad Warner?"
I groaned. I did remember, only too well.
"Well, when he broke up with you, you swore
never to see another guy again. It took you a long time to get over
him, and I could hardly get into the picture then. Afterward, I
guess it was just plain chickening out. That's not what I told
myself then, of course. I had loads of excuses. The time wasn't
right, the mood wasn't right..." He chuckled bitterly. "This wasn't
supposed to be the way I told you. I had lots of fantasies...but
it's too late now." He looked me eye, regret clouding both of his.
"Who's the lucky guy?"
I almost choked trying to get the words out.
My heart went out to him. "It's you. You don't know it
either, but the fortune teller came by when you were in the
kitchen. She told me it was you she meant. She saw your
brother's ID in the wallet you were carrying and assumed
Kenneth Henson was your name. You, A.J. K.H. is
you.
He was staring at me in disbelief and shock.
I gazed right back at him, wanting so much to hug him - or strangle
him for being so clodheaded. Slowly, he began to laugh. Since A.J's
laugh is the infectious kind I found myself grinning, then laughing
along with him. We laughed long and hard, the tension in the room
lightening until it evaporated into thin air. We were the best of
friends again, the best! And maybe something more...
"Guess that 'crummy fortune teller' was good
for something after all," he remarked, his grin growing even wider
(if that was still possible).
"Yes, you sure got your money's worth."
We shared a slow, meaningful smile.
"Well aren't you going to kiss me?" I
whispered, my heart beating like crazy.
He smiled back at me solemnly. "Sybil
Rollins, I've waited sixteen years to kiss you. You think I'd pass
up on the opportunity now?"
I shook my head, not daring to breathe. My
spirits soared. I loved it. I loved him. I loved life! And I wanted
to shout it to the world.
And guess what? He proved it.
The rest as they say, is DESTINY.