What
are these so called tears,
these streaks of jealousy and pain,
that have the gall to mark my face?
They
sting my eyes and sunder my vision,
brewing chaos amidst my thoughts.
I can
barely stand
as the throbbing pain my head,
the howling of these tears,
brings me to my knees.
But
as the pain subsides
and the mist in my eyes clears,
I realize the truth.
It is
not these tears I hear.
It is the wailing of a voice
I know all too well.
I have
been deaf to my own weeping,
as I have been blind to my own tears,
numb to my own sorrow.
No longer
am I a child,
so no longer shall I wear this mask.
And today I am a man,
for I have learned to cry.
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