Usagi and Mamoru : The After Math Rated : R By : Sailor Peace Email : SaySayseb@aol.com Rating : R Dear *You Guys* Hey, It's me, *Sailor Peace* and I am busy working on this fic and getting ready for back to school(99-00) and I'll be a Sophmore! (Dang that word sux, don't it?! I mean why couldn't they call us *The Year After Freshmen* or *The year before Juniors* Those MIGHT not SUCK as bad, but all are equally humiliating. I will tell you now that your Freshman and Senior years are probally your best years. Junior year and First Grade are second and dinky old Sophmores are last, but oh well...) Can you tell I don't want to go back to school. I apologize for the shortness and *un-editted* Chapter Five. I realized that it was uneditted right AFTER I sent it (Gomen Gomen Gomen) Okay, I also got alot of Great comments and some great help(Meriellen5, thx for all the help with Chapter Five and thx for talking.) Thx to *IAmSerena2* for WANTING to submit a fic to my page. (Peace secretly bribes IAmSerena2 to submit fic) Just j/k! Anyway, I was REALLY wowed by all the email. I hadn't expected ANY of it and it really surprised me. I got a few emails wondering about Mamoru's sudden MOOD swing. I assure you, it SHALL be expalined in the next chapter. (Okay Okay I'm almost done with the AN's) Um, I would like to recommend some fics to read: Have a little Faith-Jlala ( I loved this, very VERY good Usagi/Mamoru romance) Big Wish-Lilac Summer (Usagi's escapades on seducing Mamoru --but not hentai--) Forbidden-Ria Okay Okay... on with the story..... //Where we left off last time// "I'm.... I'm pregnant..." "NANI?!?" He said raising his voice. "But- How? When? I thought you were on birth control?!" "The when was when we *celebrated* when you passed your finals. The how, Mamo-chan, is your a doctor and know the answer. And about birth control, well Ami changed my medicaiton and I couldn't take it, but then I forgot last time, and I didn't want to worry you, so I didn't tell you..." "SHIT!!!! Usako how could you? I deserved to know!" "Well you know now! It's not liked I'd go have a baby behind your back!" "How far along are you?" "A month or so..." "Well, you stay here...I'm going out... DON'T wait up, dear...I'll be fine..." He growled, walking out the door and slamming it behind him. Usagi's eyes water as she ran into the bedroom and shut the door. //12AM// *USAKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Usagi jerked awake from her nightmare. She was sweating and the bed sheets were twisted around her. All she could remember was Mamoru screaming her name. "Oh Mamo-chan, please be okay..." she whispered and fell back into a troubled sleep. //2AM// Mamoru came in, slamming the door and stomped into the bedroom. He threw the sheets off Usagi and woke her. "Mamo-ch-mmph!!!!" She started, but was cut off by his mouth. She at first thought he was trying to apologize, but he her started to unbotton her night shirt, and she could taste alchohol on his breath. She pushed him off of her and glared at him while catching her breath."Mamo-chan... don't..." Usagi said and pushed Mamoru away from her by placing both hands on his chest. " ..don't even try to make me sleep with you because your drunk..." She said and grimaced when she smelt the stench of alcohol on his breath. "..and you don't know what your doing and you'll regret it in the morning." He laughed evilly and faced away from her. She thought he was going to give up until he quickly turned back towards her, slapping her hard, causing her head to snap to the side. He quickly turned on the lamp beside the bed. "On the contrary, Love, I know exactly what I'm doing..." He grabbed her chin roughly and turned her to face him, their eyes slowly meeting, light blue clashing with void-less black. "I'm here to kill you" "Mamo-chan?" He grabbed her chin roughly again and pulled her closer towards him. "Wrong again, dear, the name is not Mamoru, but it is one I think you'll remember..." He paused and looked deeply into her liquid blue eyes. "...Serenity.." "Endymion...." she whispered in disbelief. "Ah, you remember me love..." he said and kissed her. She could feel all the familiar feelings on her lips when he kissed her and would have kissed him back if she hadn't remembered that the man on top of her was Endymion and NOT Mamoru. When she felt his tounge try to penetrate her tightly sealed lips, she bit his lip in defense from his invasion, and in return he slapped her. "Shimatta! You'll pay for that!" He said and pulled out a knife that's blade gleamed in the moonlight. He placed it slowly against her throat. "To kill you then have my way with you, OR have my way with you THEN kill you?" He mockingly pondered a moment. "OR...I could kill two birds with one stone..." He placed the blade back to her throat. "I prefer the latter, don't you love?" He asked and started running the tip of the knife down her throat and in between her breasts. He then moved it over her stomach and towards her underwear. He placed the tip of it under the hem of her underwear, but then quickly jammed it into her thigh and twisted. Her bloodied scream was muffled by his large hand. "Hurt? Next time play nice, love..." He whispered and began to unbutton her night shirt. "S-stop...p-please" He laughed smugly and cut off the next button with the bloody knife. "Where would the fun in that be, sweetheart?" He cut off another button. "You know, this time my master let me remember everything, unlike that slut Beryl, so I know about the baby, love..." Usagi gulped as he unbuttoned the last button and opened the shirt to reveal her slightly pudging stomach. He took the tip of the knife and drew invisible circles on her stomach. "Too bad it will never be born..." He whispered and jammed the knife into her other thigh. Instead of screaming she clenched her teeth and sucked in air. She wouldn't let him win, she wouldn't die... not like this... not by the hands of Mamo- 'No' she thought 'This is Endymion'... she had to remember that this wasn't her Mamo-chan, but Endymion... She grabbed the closest thing to her body and dug her nails into it. It was Endymion's back. "Unless you want it to hurt more, love, I suggest you remove your nails from my flesh..." He growled and brought the knife back up to her throat. She unclenched her fingers and grasped the bed sheets. "Much better... too bad, though, love. You are so beautiful, yet I have to kill you. Ironic, ne? I'm fantasizing about the person I am assigned to assassinate..." He paused and looked down at her tear filled orbs. "You're wondering how, aren't you? Why your *Mamo-chan* turned so easily to the evil forces? Oh your poor thing!" He said smirking. "You really can't believe he, *I* was brainwashed again, can you!" He laughed for a moment then placed the tip of the knife on her bottom lip. "I hate to tell you, sweetheart, but I was converted back quite easily. Your poor *Mamo-chan* was drunk and passed out when we found him, but he put up quite a fight once he woke up. It took quite a while for my master to convert him, and he's a stubborn ass, I'll credit him that much. Poor bastard, will never get to see his unborn child, although neither will you." He paused and realized Usagi's sobs had silenced, although her tears still ran down her face. A familiar glint Usagi had once seen in Diamond's eyes suddenly appeared in Endymion's, and she knew he would not stop until he got what he wanted. "No..." she whispered as he slit her right bra strap. "I will make a compromise with you, love. Give yourself to me willingly and I will kill you quickly. Refuse me, and well the pain will come slowly and agonizingly..." He said and placed the knife against her neck. "The choice is yours, love... pleasure or pain..." Her mouth formed a line across her face and her crystal blue eyes darkened. "I pity you Endymion, and although you are evil, I forgive you.." He laughed mockingly and played with the knife in his hands. "And Mamo-chan, I know you are still inside Endymion..." She placed a cool hand on his chin and made him face her. "It's not your fault... I know you think it is, but it's not... I love you..." Endymion jerked away from her and placed his knife on her throat once more. "Yes or no, love?" He growled and looked into her eyes. "I love you too, Endymion..." His eyes glinted clear for a second. "Mamo-chan?" He shook his head and then glared at her and slapped her. "Abazureon'na ! ANSWER ME! " "NEVER!!!" He grabbed her wrist and placed the knife against it. "Your choice, whore!!!" He said and slit her wrist. She gathered all her strength and threw it all at him in a solid punch to his jaw. He flinched in pain, long enough to give her time to roll from his grasp. Having only one hand to drag herself away from him, she only made it to the floor. He quickly gathered himself and leapt after her. Picking her up by her hurt arm, he threw her on the bed. "Why are you making it hard?" He asked and kneed her in the stomach. "Oops!" He said in mock concern. "Did I hurt the baby?" Her eyes flared at him and for a moment she saw clear instead of black. Darkness once again filled his eyes. She reached up and slapped him. "It's part of YOU, too!" She screamed at him, he was about to slap her again when she whispered five words that made him freeze. "I forgive you..." She looked him straight in the eye. "...kill me..." He stopped, his blood ran warm again for a moment, his eyes went clear. "Usako...help...me...." He whispered, becoming Mamoru once more. Usagi looked into his eyes and could see the blue and black struggling, black slowly winning over the blue. His eyes falshed blue for a moment before he picked up the knife and swung at her, slihtly grazing her cheek. She looked up at him and saw the blue and black swirling again in his eyes and she grabbed onto him and hugged him tightly. "It's okay Mamo-chan...I believe in you... please..." she choked on the pleas coming from her throat. "..please fight him for me... I love you so much..." He fell from atop her and onto the bed, an inward battle sending convulsions through his body. "No!!! Stop!!! Why are you doing this to me?! - Usako!!!!! Please...use the- NOO!!! I have to kill yo- Usako!!! Help me please... I love you too!!!" Usagi took the opportunity to open her bedside drawer with her good arm, forgetting her own pain momentarily. She searched through her drawer in the darkness until she found the desired object when she felt it's lumpy surface. She pulled it out of the drawer and faced Mamoru. His body convulsed once again and she saw her opportunity. She opened the object and whispered to Mamoru as she placed the object against his chest. "I'm sorry Mamo-chan, forgive me..." she said and closed her eyes. End 6A Sorry for leaving it there, but I am getting to go on Vacation tommorrow and I knew you guys wanted SOMETHING in before the deadline... So this is what I got done. I'm sending this in at 6:00 on Thursday(CT) so I have the rest of tonight to work on 6B. I know this isn't much, but I sent in what I had. I've been gettin alot of emails on Am I finally Normal. I have the chapters written in a notebook, but I haven't typed them yet. But I will get it done.:::everyone glares at Peace and boos::: I will I promise!!!! Okay, I'll be going now... See ya... Sarah AkA Sailor Peace Email:SaySayseb@aol.com ICQ# :29224643 Web page: http://www.angelfire.com/al2/SaySayseb2 WRITE ME!!!!!!! :::blushes:::A-hem...please?