diegobabe19 (11:51:41 AM): BABY!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (11:51:51 AM): hi baby!!!!!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (11:52:13 AM): sup honey!
diegobabe19 (11:52:22 AM): lol ha not a lot just got up
diegobabe19 (11:52:26 AM): how about you sweet cheeks!!
JanellzPapi (11:53:10 AM): woooohooo lol haha um Im tired and Im :-( packin up some
stuff not much other than that....but now talkin to you!!!
diegobabe19 (11:53:54 AM): why r u packin...but cools
JanellzPapi (11:54:20 AM): just like reorganizin stuff and packin things I dont really use
diegobabe19 (11:54:47 AM): oh ok cool.
JanellzPapi (11:55:34 AM): :-\
JanellzPapi (11:57:08 AM): howd you sleep
diegobabe19 (11:57:08 AM): aawwww what.....
JanellzPapi (11:57:25 AM): Im gonna be off tomorrow most likely and i dont know whens
the next time I'll be on :-(
diegobabe19 (11:57:45 AM): :-\:-(:'(
JanellzPapi (11:58:16 AM): nnooo dont do that :'(
diegobabe19 (11:58:29 AM): :-\okay....
JanellzPapi (11:59:02 AM): and I wont be able to stay on as long anymore, as I've told you
diegobabe19 (11:59:23 AM): :-\ooohhh......ok......
JanellzPapi (11:59:43 AM): :-( I kno
JanellzPapi (12:02:37 PM): so howd you sleep honey
diegobabe19 (12:03:11 PM): I twisted and turned ..but it felt good to be in my own bed
JanellzPapi (12:03:22 PM): thats good
diegobabe19 (12:03:34 PM): yeah....
diegobabe19 (12:03:36 PM): how about u
JanellzPapi (12:03:41 PM): not at all
diegobabe19 (12:03:45 PM): aw why not
JanellzPapi (12:05:14 PM): thinkin about you, and just bein happy that you're back but
also upset about the time we'll have after this
diegobabe19 (12:05:30 PM): :-\Im sorry....
JanellzPapi (12:06:05 PM): me too...but Im talkin to you now while Im workin so Im
gonna cherish this time right now...
diegobabe19 (12:06:14 PM): aww..
JanellzPapi (12:06:57 PM): I Love You
diegobabe19 (12:07:07 PM): I Love You too baby..
JanellzPapi (12:09:49 PM): whatcha doin honey =]
diegobabe19 (12:11:10 PM): thinkin about you and listing to music.. a week without was too
much..lol
JanellzPapi (12:11:26 PM): aww, and you didnt take a cd player?
diegobabe19 (12:11:34 PM): no...lol....
JanellzPapi (12:11:42 PM): no no tsk tsk tsk lol
diegobabe19 (12:11:49 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (12:19:56 PM): baaaabbbbbbbbyyyyyyyy
diegobabe19 (12:19:58 PM): whats upppppppp
JanellzPapi (12:21:44 PM): sorry honey
JanellzPapi (12:22:05 PM): but um got a little distracted started starin off into nothin...but
Im just thinkin about you and takin my medicine
JanellzPapi (12:22:06 PM): you?
diegobabe19 (12:23:12 PM): want me to leave you alone?...
JanellzPapi (12:23:43 PM): no no baby never...Im ok..
diegobabe19 (12:23:51 PM): ok...
JanellzPapi (12:25:33 PM): what are you doin tho
diegobabe19 (12:25:41 PM): not much...
diegobabe19 (12:25:47 PM): just talking to you..
JanellzPapi (12:26:27 PM): kool
diegobabe19 (12:26:42 PM): yeah.
JanellzPapi (12:29:47 PM): how's Kayla doin
diegobabe19 (12:31:41 PM): she's pretty good She didnt go with us. she stayed with my
grandmother.. but right now she's just playing with my hair
JanellzPapi (12:32:45 PM): :-\ thats kool
diegobabe19 (12:32:55 PM): aw what...
JanellzPapi (12:33:08 PM): she's doin what III wanna do right now
diegobabe19 (12:33:32 PM): aw.. u'll get too
JanellzPapi (12:33:43 PM): :-(
diegobabe19 (12:33:54 PM): aw come on no sad faces..
JanellzPapi (12:34:01 PM): :-\
diegobabe19 (12:34:14 PM): hey!!!!!!!!
diegobabe19 (12:34:15 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (12:34:18 PM): come on baby
JanellzPapi (12:34:25 PM): :| k sorry
diegobabe19 (12:34:39 PM): its ok...
JanellzPapi (12:45:36 PM): brb baby k
diegobabe19 (12:46:41 PM): ok...
diegobabe19 (1:01:51 PM): hey i have to go I'll be back in like 30 minutes..
diegobabe19 (1:01:55 PM): bye bai
diegobabe19 (1:01:59 PM): love you
diegobabe19 signed off at 1:02:02 PM.
diegobabe19 signed on at 1:27:59 PM.
diegobabe19 (1:28:30 PM): back..
diegobabe19 (1:31:15 PM): ok well Ur not so Im gonna go sleep for a while cause im still very
tired.. I'll talk to you later I guess.. Love you.. Bye babe...
diegobabe19 signed off at 1:31:28 PM.
diegobabe19 signed on at 1:46:52 PM.
JanellzPapi (1:47:07 PM): wb
diegobabe19 (1:47:26 PM): What's up man!?
JanellzPapi (1:47:30 PM): who's this? lol
diegobabe19 (1:47:31 PM): It's Julie
JanellzPapi (1:47:34 PM): hhheeeyyyyy
JanellzPapi (1:47:39 PM): whats up baby!!
diegobabe19 (1:48:14 PM): HEY!! not too much just kickin back
diegobabe19 (1:48:23 PM): what about you bro!?
JanellzPapi (1:49:08 PM): thats kool, guys just got back huh, and me, feelin kinda shitty
right now bein that I wont be able to talk to Janell as much as I have been and stuff, so
:-( with that....I sent her like 7-8 emails or somethin and like 4-5 of them were cards
lol, long ones too, so Im so glad to have talked to her today
diegobabe19 (1:51:41 PM): Yeah We added a extra day to our trip and Nell got mad so we
would of been here a day earlier but we decided to stay Im sorry man forgive me!?.
Anyways Nell was happy to be home She wasnt herself after something went wrong but it
was all good She missed you
JanellzPapi (1:52:30 PM): :-( no I dont forgive you but I cant hold a grudge...and Im glad
thats kool, I've missed her too...so Im happy to have her back
diegobabe19 (1:53:10 PM): :-\yeah
JanellzPapi (1:53:30 PM): I wont be on tomorrow for the most part that I know of, and I
dont know whens the next time I will be after that
diegobabe19 (1:53:51 PM): oh damn does Nell know that
JanellzPapi (1:54:04 PM): yeah...she does
diegobabe19 (1:54:32 PM): Oh okay well thats good
JanellzPapi (1:54:39 PM): nu uhh lol
diegobabe19 (1:54:59 PM): why not
JanellzPapi (1:55:20 PM): its bad, I didnt wanna tell her but she deserves to know the
heads up, I also wont be up as late as I have been anymore
diegobabe19 (1:55:41 PM): Whats going on?
JanellzPapi (1:56:21 PM): had a accident awhile ago and a lot of important stuff I cant
remember, stuff with my job, and I have to go through this long ass therapy deal to try
and remember now
JanellzPapi (1:56:34 PM): I remember just SOME stuff but I just feel like I dont know shit
now
diegobabe19 (1:56:57 PM): Yeah, I remember Nell saying something about that Im sorry
JanellzPapi (1:58:13 PM): she asked me a question about one of the tests that I took, and
I was like huh? then like it just hit me right there to how much it is that I dont
remember...I feel like a retarted stupid kid or somethin man seriously...like before when
people called me stupid, I took no offense to it even if they were joking
JanellzPapi (1:58:27 PM): now I totally take it seriously, and even if they are joking, it
offends me and I get hurt
diegobabe19 (1:59:13 PM): Dude, Your not a retarted stupid kid okay? So dont even say that
JanellzPapi (1:59:33 PM): I just feel that way when people ask me stuff that I KNOW I
knew, but dont remember
diegobabe19 (2:00:14 PM): Man its alrite it isnt your fault you dont remember something
happend and u just cant remember so dont put yourself down
JanellzPapi (2:01:15 PM): damn though..Im sorry Julie but its just really frustrating, I have
to learn ALL of the procedures over, all these abbre. and stuff, tests I've taken and
study them again, and if it takes too long I dont know what they're gonna do to me
diegobabe19 (2:01:45 PM): who's they
JanellzPapi (2:02:13 PM): commander and everyone else who is in charge
JanellzPapi (2:02:22 PM): and who ever else* sorry
diegobabe19 (2:02:47 PM): Well whats the worst that can happen
JanellzPapi (2:03:14 PM): I dont know, they could send me somewhere other than here,
kick me out for good...just give up basically
JanellzPapi (2:03:23 PM): and I was high up in position I know that
JanellzPapi (2:03:33 PM): so what the hell I just fell off the ladder
diegobabe19 (2:03:54 PM): All you can do is try your best
JanellzPapi (2:04:25 PM): :-\I suppose, losin hope here though
JanellzPapi (2:04:39 PM): the only reason why Im still tryin is because of Janell
diegobabe19 (2:05:37 PM): why
JanellzPapi (2:05:57 PM): I wanna get back to be with her
diegobabe19 (2:06:43 PM): I know and you will
JanellzPapi (2:07:36 PM): my baby...I swear I would have given up a long time ago
otherwise
diegobabe19 (2:10:27 PM): I know you would of. but you cant go back you dont have to
prove anything to her She loves you for you she's going to love you no matter what and you
know that she knows you'd to anything and im sure you know she would do anything for
you as well just dont put yourself down
JanellzPapi (2:11:32 PM): k...:-\I wont...it's just hard to deal with, but I wont then
diegobabe19 (2:12:31 PM): Your perfect Ben in your own way Yes its going to be hard but u
have to do it you have to do it for yourself
JanellzPapi (2:12:56 PM): thank you Julie
diegobabe19 (2:13:14 PM): For what?
JanellzPapi (2:13:19 PM): for saying that
JanellzPapi (2:13:28 PM): and just talkin to me
diegobabe19 (2:15:27 PM): Dont thank me man Thank your girl Me and her talked lastnight
and thats what she said I just resaid it but I mean it as much as she did
JanellzPapi (2:16:40 PM): aww, :-) well THANK YOU ANYWAY, =P nothin you can
do about it lol...but likewise because she's just perfect to me, I dont care what her flaws
are its nothin I cant deal with...I Love Her....plain and simple, and I Love You too!!
diegobabe19 (2:17:29 PM): aw! Well your welcome ! :-) LOVE YOU TOO!!
JanellzPapi (2:18:10 PM): :-) I havent smiled almost all day besides when J got on...and I
was pretty bummed after that with letting her know what was up....but now Im smilin
again!
diegobabe19 (2:18:42 PM): Yay!! keep smiling!
JanellzPapi (2:18:59 PM): I am I am!! lol :-) <<==== ssseee!
diegobabe19 (2:19:12 PM): GOOD!! lets keep it that way!
JanellzPapi (2:19:20 PM): I will do my best lol
JanellzPapi (2:21:28 PM): so what are you doin sweetie
diegobabe19 (2:21:53 PM): Laughing at Nell sorry. lol
diegobabe19 (2:21:56 PM): what about you
JanellzPapi (2:22:36 PM): I thought she was sleeping? lol whats she doin...and me not a
lot, I dont know if she showed you or not the picture I drew for her so Im just drawin
more stuff right now that I might send...and talking to you
diegobabe19 (2:25:25 PM): she is sleeping lol her and kayla are on the couch and kayla is on
her chest sleeping Nells like singing to kayla in her sleep or something lol
JanellzPapi (2:26:10 PM): lucky ass Kayla * damn * but yeah lol kool...I'd probably laugh
too if other people were there...if not, whole different story but yeah thats off
topic...ANYways lol
diegobabe19 (2:27:23 PM): haha yeah you would probably take addvantage of it huh!?dont
be jealous of Kayla she's just a baby!!.lol
JanellzPapi (2:27:49 PM): lol ha hell yeah you know I would...and I know shes just a baby
but damn lol...
JanellzPapi (2:27:57 PM): hard not to be...no pun intended
JanellzPapi (2:27:59 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (2:28:35 PM): lol uh huh
JanellzPapi (2:28:41 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (2:30:28 PM): I wrote a poem for J ( another one ) that I sent her while you
guys were away...she liked it, so that was kool...then when I wrote her 1 of the many
emails I sent her lol...I was kinda happy cause I talked a lot about havin kids in
it...which was kool I think
diegobabe19 (2:31:27 PM): Janell's the mommy type lol
JanellzPapi (2:32:35 PM): it's weird though, all of the stuff that I thought i was scared of
before, its like with her I WANT to do that you know, I guess it was because before I
was so worried about if that person would be the right one for me that I didnt want
anything to go wrong you know, I wanted to KNOW that she was the one who was
gonna spend the rest of her life with me just as I would with her, and I was scared that I
wouldnt find that person so Marriage and children scared me, I didnt want them to be
with the wrong person but with her its a completely different story, lol and so I've
heard, everyone keeps sayin when Im a dad if ever Im gonna be a kool one, she said of
the same ( Janell ) so I smiled when she said that
JanellzPapi (2:32:42 PM): comin from her its important
diegobabe19 (2:34:20 PM): Yeah you guys would make a cool mom and dad
diegobabe19 (2:34:33 PM): Shit i wish you guys were my parents lol
JanellzPapi (2:34:35 PM): :-) aw man now I got the butterflies
JanellzPapi (2:34:40 PM): lol haha and whys that
diegobabe19 (2:37:38 PM): because just the way Nell is she's just that fun outgoing caring
wild crazy person that people always wish were there mom and at the same time its easy to
talk to her and she's very understanding and she not all up tight about things and you
because u just seem like the type of dad that would be cool and you guys together DAMN
talk about hot children lol
JanellzPapi (2:40:29 PM): LOL!!! haha hott children huh lol wow, I havent even seen her
but you've seen me so yeah lol, oh man that made me laugh lol, thanks for the
compliment!, people may look at me and think Im a jock and Im cocky and all uptight
when Im not at all and there's way more to me than that...but youre right she is all of
those things, and thats why I Love her so much among so many other reasons, so to
have kids with her would be yet another dream come true, that I know for sure
diegobabe19 (2:43:50 PM): people allways take one look at someone and think they know
them and thats not Nell and thats not me but yeah let me just tell you right nooooww if you
guys have girls ooooooweeeeeee watch out for the guys
diegobabe19 (2:45:26 PM): you'll probably end up being like pops LOL!
JanellzPapi (2:45:47 PM): lol haha and if we have boys well, I wont go there...lol him and
the ladies but yeah...LOL haha hey if we have a girl then hell yeah Ima have to get a
shotgun too!
diegobabe19 (2:46:09 PM): lol!
JanellzPapi (2:46:39 PM): but yeah haha Im scared of him....uh uhh Im not goin anywhere
near that man ( knowing that I have to...ay yi yi )
diegobabe19 (2:47:05 PM): lol Right now your on the right side dont worry!
JanellzPapi (2:47:41 PM): haha yeah...I guess i dont have to, but I'll never be on the wrong
side that I know, not because Im scared of him ( hell yeah I am ) lol but I wont ever
have a reason to be on that side you know
JanellzPapi (2:50:48 PM): we both wanna have like 3 though lol
diegobabe19 (2:50:59 PM): good! man you should of seem how he was when Nell brought
her first boyfriend home she was bellydancing at the time and dad was like how do you do
that and he tried to do it and it just wasnt workin so she started dancing and her Boyfriend (
at the time) his eyes were clued on her and Dad started staring him down all evil lol it was so
funny
diegobabe19 (2:51:15 PM): 3 kids?
JanellzPapi (2:51:56 PM): and if that was the case, I'd wanna have the boy first so he
could protect his little sister....lol hahaha well hey I'd be just like pops in that situation
watchin his every move lol, and yes 3 kids
diegobabe19 (2:52:51 PM): lol see you and Pops are alike lol Nells going to have twins just so
you know
JanellzPapi (2:53:40 PM): yeah she told me which would be awesome lol
diegobabe19 (2:54:42 PM): lol its in her blood shes the next one to have them
JanellzPapi (2:54:53 PM): lol woohoooo and Im gonna help lol
diegobabe19 (2:55:00 PM): yeah it'd be awesome I'd have little kids to play with..lol
diegobabe19 (2:55:04 PM): hahaha!
JanellzPapi (2:55:28 PM): LOL ha yeah it would...just cant spoil em as much as I probably
would want to lol...
JanellzPapi (2:55:48 PM): her dad said to me " Make me proud " lol I just started
laughin...
diegobabe19 (2:55:55 PM): Yeah leave it to Nell you gotta watch her though she'd spoil like
crazy
diegobabe19 (2:56:11 PM): yeah i heard. lol
JanellzPapi (2:57:09 PM): lol no problem here I'd spoil her anyhow, I planned a 3 week (
yes 3 week ) trip for her and I to go to Vegas like as SOON as I get back lol...stay long
enough just to meet everyone and talk to pops then we're gone, and she isnt payin for
ANYthing, and if she wants somethin while we're there...Im buyin...
JanellzPapi (2:57:33 PM): this is for her lol, Im takin her out to have a good time and its
the least I can do, and she got mad at me when I made her promise that she wouldnt
pay for anything at all...
JanellzPapi (2:57:39 PM): but I'll only feel right doin so
diegobabe19 (2:57:39 PM): haha good luck!
JanellzPapi (2:58:16 PM): thanks!!! lol, lookin at a house cause I wanna move anyway, so
thats gonna be our place lol, and I sold one of my Lambz. too ( you should know what
that is )
JanellzPapi (2:58:31 PM): she wont be comin back a virgin though, and neither will I lol
diegobabe19 (2:59:10 PM): She's doesnt like it when people treat her out I think she feels like
she doesnt desurve it or something WHAT WHY DID u do that!? she's gonna kill you if
she doesnt know already and haha I hope she doesnt 20 years is long enough
JanellzPapi (3:01:45 PM): lol yeah why does everyone keep sayin that though? it's not like
if you lose it any later somethings wrong with you, I mean c'mon when I told my friend
that I was savin myself for her and no one else he was like " youre still a virgin!? " and I
said " yeah, you heard me " and he was like " thats sad " and started laughin...I didnt
find it funny though, but its important to me so I dont care if Im 35 ( hypothtically
speakin ) if I dont lose it to Janell, Im never to anyone...period you know...and as far as
her deserving it goes, she does, and to me she doesnt give herself enough credit, and I
sold the car because well, I wanted to use the money for other purposes...
JanellzPapi (3:06:41 PM): its hard as hell enough to have resisted and kept it this long but
I felt no need to rush into anything at all whatsoever...and if we never get a chance too
well guess what, believe it or not, Im never havin sex
diegobabe19 (3:06:41 PM): Yeah that happens to Nell all the time but its not by girls its mostly
guys that tease her they find out shes still a virgin and their like " what!? aw baby come on I
can fix that " or " are you serious!? I'll show you what a real man feels like " or " I bet you i
can make your body feel real good just give me a minute " and she just starts laughing at
them because they think its going to work She isnt a complete Virgin she's done some things
but she hasnt takin it to the extream but she's gonna go all out with you that I know because
she's said what she's gonna do to you lol AND DAMNNN your gonna sleep for days
HAHA
JanellzPapi (3:08:48 PM): LOL!!!!!! haha * ddddaaaayyyuummmm sleep for days huh *
well I can return the favor, lol but haha ahem, she's gonna remember the night before
when she's walkin around the next day I can tell ya that....I can lol, Im serious...and
yeah I've done some things too but never THAT far, never the actual sex so yeah, but
damn that has me crackin up now haha...wooooo, hot shit
diegobabe19 (3:09:59 PM): LOL it will be hot She'll do anything for you just tell her what u
want and bam you got it
JanellzPapi (3:10:38 PM): lol oooooohhhh believe me dont I know, she's told me but
IIIIIII wanna be the slave, she wants to be my dominatrix so hurt me baby hurt me
hahaha
diegobabe19 (3:11:21 PM): lol! You guy's will have a good time
JanellzPapi (3:11:26 PM): the first time, and the first night that we decide too...its not just
gonna be, JUST doin it you know, its gonna be special, Im talkin about candles, rose
petals, music, everything....
JanellzPapi (3:11:35 PM): haha and I DONT doubt that
diegobabe19 (3:12:28 PM): good! thats the best way Nell feels the same on that it has to be
special
JanellzPapi (3:13:14 PM): man I swear we never ever run out of things that we have in
common, and this is another thing that we do...lol I even had a dream about that very
night so now I just wanna bring it to life and re-inact it as I dreamt it you know...
diegobabe19 (3:14:34 PM): all she wants to do and make sure she does is make you feel
special You guys do have a lot in commen and that good did you tell her about your dream?
JanellzPapi (3:15:32 PM): yeah we do, and vice versa Im wanna make her feel special
too....and about the dreams? ahem, well...I tell her just about every 1 that I have...
JanellzPapi (3:15:55 PM): one of these days Im gonna find the email that I sent her about
her birthday...and Im gonna show you what I said to her, or I can look for it now if you
wanna see it
diegobabe19 (3:16:39 PM): Its up to you sweetie
JanellzPapi (3:16:54 PM): k, well just so I dont make you wait, we'll keep talkin while Im
lookin for it
diegobabe19 (3:17:07 PM): awesome
diegobabe19 (3:17:43 PM): hold on though this person whats to talk to nell so Im going to
wake her up for a sec and she'll probably fall right back asleep so Ill brb
JanellzPapi (3:17:50 PM): k
diegobabe19 (3:18:39 PM): hey babe...
JanellzPapi (3:19:08 PM): aww hey baby
diegobabe19 (3:19:18 PM): hey hey hey...
JanellzPapi (3:19:32 PM): gonna fall back to sleep soon? sorry about earlier
diegobabe19 (3:20:24 PM): probably i was sleeping with kayla and J just woke me up tellin
me someone wanted to talk to me
JanellzPapi (3:20:40 PM): oh ok, yeah she told me, but after that go back to sleep k
diegobabe19 (3:20:46 PM): k..
diegobabe19 (3:23:54 PM): ok im going to go.....
JanellzPapi (3:24:00 PM): k, Love You
JanellzPapi (3:24:02 PM): ttyl
diegobabe19 (3:24:08 PM): love you too bye..
JanellzPapi (3:24:11 PM): bye
diegobabe19 (3:25:32 PM): Okay Im back
JanellzPapi (3:25:36 PM): wb J
diegobabe19 (3:25:49 PM): thanx
JanellzPapi (3:25:54 PM): no prob
JanellzPapi (3:26:48 PM): so whats up?
diegobabe19 (3:27:12 PM): Lookin at Nell she doesnt look good
JanellzPapi (3:27:21 PM): uh oh, eh she sick?
diegobabe19 (3:27:53 PM): She has a fever
JanellzPapi (3:28:01 PM): thats not good
diegobabe19 (3:28:34 PM): no
diegobabe19 (3:29:21 PM): So whats up with you
JanellzPapi (3:29:35 PM): still lookin for this stuff, thinkin about her and talkin to you,
you?
diegobabe19 (3:30:17 PM): watching her and talking to you
JanellzPapi (3:30:41 PM): doesnt that get boring...( the second half of what you just said
lol ) and ok, yeah keep an eye on her
diegobabe19 (3:31:11 PM): Ha no it doesnt get boring I havent talked to you in a while
diegobabe19 (3:31:19 PM): i gotta know how fam is doing!
JanellzPapi (3:31:41 PM): awesome! lol I still smile when you say that...so kool, I always
say that to Nell and she gets mad at me when I do lol
diegobabe19 (3:33:36 PM): yeah I bet cause your not boring!!!and YES you are fam!
JanellzPapi (3:33:53 PM): lol I just SEEM boring then...:-)
diegobabe19 (3:34:37 PM): NO you dont
diegobabe19 (3:34:39 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (3:34:50 PM): well I just think Im boring then hows that lol
diegobabe19 (3:35:02 PM): well you suck then! lol
JanellzPapi (3:35:10 PM): nope, sorry baby, I lick lol
diegobabe19 (3:35:31 PM): uh huh!
diegobabe19 (3:35:35 PM): lol sure
JanellzPapi (3:35:39 PM): haha hheeyy I do...
diegobabe19 (3:36:00 PM): uh huh uh huh uh huh
JanellzPapi (3:36:05 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (3:36:06 PM): s s s s suurrr eeee
JanellzPapi (3:36:21 PM): you can ask Nell AFTER we get back from the trip then ok lol
diegobabe19 (3:36:50 PM): HAHA
diegobabe19 (3:36:54 PM): ok i will
JanellzPapi (3:37:00 PM): lol alright then you do that
diegobabe19 (3:37:11 PM): lol alright i will!
JanellzPapi (3:37:16 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (3:39:59 PM): damn I have more conversations than I thought saved
lol...whats up
diegobabe19 (3:40:24 PM): lol thats what you get but me im just watching Nell
diegobabe19 (3:40:32 PM): and talking to you at the same time
diegobabe19 (3:40:35 PM): how about you
JanellzPapi (3:40:49 PM): hey these things are important lol...and thats kool, and lookin
for this convo, starin at her ring and just talkin to you right now
diegobabe19 (3:41:28 PM): When are you going to put that on her finger!!?! lol cool
JanellzPapi (3:41:38 PM): as SOON as I get back....
diegobabe19 (3:42:01 PM): lol you better!
JanellzPapi (3:42:02 PM): family dinner everyones comin ( damn, gotta think about justin
tho, aint too fond of that ) but yeah, family dinner, everyones comin and Ima do it right
there
JanellzPapi (3:42:03 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (3:42:30 PM): you've seen it...she said her jaw dropped when she saw it...but I
dont want it to be with me, I want it on her finger
diegobabe19 (3:47:16 PM): im sorry..i had to get nell some water
JanellzPapi (3:47:21 PM): its ok
diegobabe19 (3:49:05 PM): k
JanellzPapi (3:50:32 PM): so whats up
diegobabe19 (3:51:08 PM): not a lot really just helping nell and talking to you
JanellzPapi (3:51:21 PM): kool
diegobabe19 (3:52:03 PM): yea man!!
diegobabe19 (3:52:06 PM): you!?
JanellzPapi (3:52:26 PM): lol haha, still lookin for this! workin a little and talkin to you
while thinkin boutz my baby
diegobabe19 (3:52:37 PM): awesome!!??!!
JanellzPapi (3:52:41 PM): tattoos finally healed too lol...
JanellzPapi (3:52:42 PM): yes it is!
diegobabe19 (3:53:13 PM): yay!!
JanellzPapi (3:53:20 PM): lol ;-)
diegobabe19 (3:53:31 PM): :-D
JanellzPapi (3:53:36 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (4:02:15 PM): whats up...and Im still lookin for this damn convo, lol while
talkin to you and thinkin about Nell
diegobabe19 (4:03:18 PM): aww cool!!
diegobabe19 (4:03:25 PM): ha its funny your starting to call her Nell
JanellzPapi (4:03:49 PM): I dont know whats up with that...lol I call her a buncha names...
diegobabe19 (4:03:54 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (4:03:59 PM): it's cute
JanellzPapi (4:04:08 PM): lol :-D
diegobabe19 (4:04:16 PM): lol! dork
JanellzPapi (4:04:30 PM): haha well at least I admit it, but Im Janellz dork lol
diegobabe19 (4:04:48 PM): yeah your right lol
diegobabe19 (4:04:52 PM): hey hold on okay
JanellzPapi (4:05:07 PM): lol, k
diegobabe19 (4:28:50 PM): Okay im sorry Nell had a bloody nose
JanellzPapi (4:28:59 PM): its ok, but is she alright?
diegobabe19 (4:29:32 PM): I think so first we couldnt get the blood to stop but right now
she's just laying down with stuff up her nose
JanellzPapi (4:29:53 PM): oh ok :-\
diegobabe19 (4:30:10 PM): I'll brb im going to see if i can get her to take a shower to cool off
JanellzPapi (4:30:16 PM): k
diegobabe19 (4:31:16 PM): ok yeah she wants tot ake one so im going to go help her and
make she shes alright Im sorry bro for leavin you so many times
JanellzPapi (4:31:35 PM): its ok, not a problem at all especially if its concerning her
JanellzPapi (4:31:37 PM): go ahead
diegobabe19 (4:31:39 PM): I'll be right back though ok
JanellzPapi (4:31:42 PM): k
diegobabe19 (4:46:55 PM): okay back
JanellzPapi (4:47:04 PM): k, wb
diegobabe19 (4:47:13 PM): thanx
JanellzPapi (4:47:16 PM): yw
JanellzPapi (4:54:06 PM): so whats up
diegobabe19 (4:57:04 PM): not too much just watchin Nell shes laying down again now
JanellzPapi (4:57:16 PM): oh ok, thats good
diegobabe19 (4:58:02 PM): Yeah I dont know whats wrong with her She ok now i think
JanellzPapi (4:58:27 PM): awesome, hope she gets better
diegobabe19 (4:59:11 PM): Yeah me too she scared me for a second
JanellzPapi (4:59:39 PM): :-\ me too
diegobabe19 (5:00:40 PM): So whats up with you man
JanellzPapi (5:01:23 PM): not a lot I cant find the convo, too many to be lookin through
so Ima just type that stuff up for you lol, and Im thinkin about my Wife and just talkin
to you, relaxin
diegobabe19 (5:02:20 PM): Awesome
JanellzPapi (5:03:19 PM): you tired?
diegobabe19 (5:04:17 PM): a little but im ok
diegobabe19 (5:04:18 PM): u
JanellzPapi (5:04:38 PM): oh ok...and hell yeah its like 2 or 3 somethin here, Im not near a
clock so I cant tell but yeah
diegobabe19 (5:15:04 PM): do you want to talk to Nell
JanellzPapi (5:15:51 PM): no let her rest
diegobabe19 (5:16:07 PM): Okay well when you want to just let me know
JanellzPapi (5:16:17 PM): k, thanks Julez
diegobabe19 (5:16:41 PM): no prob man
JanellzPapi (5:20:00 PM): sorry about that
diegobabe19 (5:20:09 PM): It's all good welcome back
JanellzPapi (5:20:22 PM): thanks
diegobabe19 (5:23:43 PM): not a problem
JanellzPapi (5:24:05 PM): so how have you been doin...you're still w/ ur bf right
diegobabe19 (5:25:44 PM): ha no
JanellzPapi (5:25:51 PM): what?! since when...
JanellzPapi (5:25:56 PM): lol no one tells me these things
diegobabe19 (5:27:00 PM): It was nothing but sex he wasnt serious and to tell you the truth i
wasnt that serious either
JanellzPapi (5:27:32 PM): damn...I see
diegobabe19 (5:27:58 PM): its alrite though!! cause it means Im FREEEEE
JanellzPapi (5:28:20 PM): haha uuuhhh huh....well Im done with bein that kinda free thats
for sure lol
diegobabe19 (5:29:02 PM): you better be or your askin for an ass beatin
JanellzPapi (5:29:25 PM): hey hey now...
JanellzPapi (5:29:52 PM): me saying that, Im done with being that kinda free should tell
you SOMEthin lol...I wont be unless its her decision, which I hope doesnt happen
diegobabe19 (5:30:09 PM): what do you mean
JanellzPapi (5:30:53 PM): we say we Love each other and will always be together but
sometimes unexpected things come up, I just wrote her an email about that too...sayin
that if she ever wanted to take a break not to be scared to tell me
diegobabe19 (5:31:31 PM): She said something about that to me lastnight..
JanellzPapi (5:31:42 PM): do you remember what
diegobabe19 (5:31:53 PM): she was scared by it
JanellzPapi (5:32:00 PM): what I said?
diegobabe19 (5:33:24 PM): Okay look a guy told her that once before and he hinted that he
wanted a break he wanted her to be the one to call it off he told her that because that is
what he wanted
diegobabe19 (5:33:39 PM): so that just kind of made her feel weird
JanellzPapi (5:34:08 PM): oh, well no Im never gonna do anything like that
diegobabe19 (5:34:27 PM): oh okay
JanellzPapi (5:36:53 PM): see this is the email that I sent to her
JanellzPapi (5:36:58 PM): about it for the most part
diegobabe19 (5:37:03 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (5:37:33 PM): Janell My Love,
Baby right now I miss you so so so much. I haven smiled or laughed since you left and,
by the time you get back, it's gonna be a while before we talk bein that Im gonna be so
hooked up on medication.
You're probably havin fun now, with the guys. And it hurts me that I cant be there
because I really wanna be. So bad. I wanna hold you and just kiss you right now
JanellzPapi (5:37:42 PM): Hurts so bad...it really really does. Now since Im not talkin to
you I think about you even more so than I did before. Its like, when I did before, while
talking to you, I thought about you at the same time as far as what were you doin and
how you were feeling and stuff. And now, its just like I wanna know what you're doin,
who you're doin it with, are you thinkin of me as Im thinking of you type of thing now.
And its frustrating because this makes me realize all the more that Im just left out of the
picture. Yeah I know you and some of your friends know of me but you know who's
gonna remember that while youre out havin a blast with your friends.
JanellzPapi (5:37:50 PM): It just hurts babe...it does.
JanellzPapi (5:37:57 PM): Im in a little bit of pain right now but Im fine. Since you're not
here all the free time that I had that I'd spend talking to you I spend like just lyin down
or sleeping now. And it sucks without you .
JanellzPapi (5:38:04 PM): I wont be on as much anymore after the 12th though . I have to
get back into this therapy for so long. And its really gonna cut the time that I talk to
you, out. Not completely, but it wont be as much as before baby and Im sorry.
JanellzPapi (5:38:13 PM): I feel like...sometimes, at some point that maybe even for a
second that you wish you hadnt said yes to me when I asked you to be my girlfriend. Im
not saying that its at all true so dont get upset with me for saying that k sweetie? But I
cant help but think about that now. I mean, we'd still be really good friends, and yeah
I'd be jealous of every guy you got if any like I was before, but they'd still be able to
give you what I cant . Comfort, physical support, just, everything. When you're hurt
how am I suppose to feel not being able to support you. When you're alone and need
something how do I suppose to feel not being able to get it for you. I'd do anything, and
everything for you and I cant. Not cause I dont want to, but because all of this is just
working against me. And it's not fair to you.
JanellzPapi (5:38:21 PM): You're gonna have my heart forever Janell. Nothings gonna
change that. And the only way we'd ever break up, is if its what you wanted. I'd respect
your every decision to do so. But I just wanna know if this is still what you want, and as
long as I know, like I'll feel a little better about this. But at the same time its not like I
dont know now? I just need you to re-assure me because Im gettin kinda scared. All
these people are tryin to break us up.
JanellzPapi (5:38:31 PM): And I just talked to Julie before you guys left ( your J ) and she
said maybe we should take a break from each other. And I told her thats what I didnt
wanna do, but I would if thats what you wanted to do. She knows we Love each other
so so much and she cares about us too I know. And I know you Love me, and I feel that
you do...but I dont ever want it to come to a time where you I guess I'd say doubt us,
and not tell me. Because I would really want you to. Always be honest and tell me
whats on your mind whether you think it'd hurt me or not. If its on your mind, we need
to talk about it ok? So just remember that baby.
JanellzPapi (5:38:40 PM): I Love You with all the pieces of my heart and never will I let
you go. I just long for the day that I get to hold you, and squeeze you tight and kiss you
and finally say I Love You. Staring straight into your eyes. Sealing that moment with a
kiss, right now would be the only dream that I'd want to come true other than the day
that I propose, and make Love to you. Sweet sweet tender Love Janell. To show you
how much I Love You. Im gonna give to you whats most sacred to me, something that
no one else has had. And something that no one besides you will have either.
JanellzPapi (5:38:49 PM): You are on my mind everynight as I fall asleep sweetie. And I
hope that you're thinking of me too.
I Love You, Forever...
Love Always,
-Your Husband, Benjamin
diegobabe19 (5:42:28 PM): Aww..
JanellzPapi (5:43:03 PM): yeah....I feel so much for that woman and you know I just had
to tell her...I dont ever want it to come to a point where she's scared to tell me anything
at all...
JanellzPapi (5:43:14 PM): she knows how I feel about her...and from reading that you see
that I do
diegobabe19 (5:44:50 PM): Your going to make me cry! but Yes i do see that you care for
her and she cares for you more then anything in this world
JanellzPapi (5:46:26 PM): aww, only happy tears baby happy tears!....she's all that matters
to me though, and I can never stop writing good things about her like that, and at the
same time I feel like " what more is there to tell...what can I possibly say to make her
feel that I Love her more than I do now when I never thought I would this much "...I
cant even explain it
diegobabe19 (5:47:17 PM): Thats the best
JanellzPapi (5:47:35 PM): thank you..
JanellzPapi (5:48:00 PM): I've done things to the extreme for her Julez you dont even kno
lol
JanellzPapi (5:48:44 PM): I was partial and nervous to gettin any type of tattoo before, let
alone even daring to put someones name on me....but, I got 2 just for Janell...
diegobabe19 (5:48:48 PM): You and her both you guys are love crazy
diegobabe19 (5:49:02 PM): Aw!!!!
JanellzPapi (5:49:23 PM): sold my friggen car, lol...never thought Id do that either but
Love makes me do crazy things....and yeah I am...I truly am for her, she DOES make
me Love crazy dammit and Im proud to say that
diegobabe19 (5:50:06 PM): I cant believe you did that
JanellzPapi (5:50:14 PM): sold my car?
diegobabe19 (5:50:27 PM): you guys make each other do some crazy things man lol
diegobabe19 (5:50:35 PM): yeah that would of been the last thing on my mind
JanellzPapi (5:50:59 PM): if it wasnt Janell I was doin it for then I probably wouldnt have
gone through with it....but, she's definetly not everyone else...I did it in a heartbeat and
didnt think twice, nor did I doubt
diegobabe19 (5:51:36 PM): aw
JanellzPapi (5:52:03 PM): just so happy with her, so so happy
diegobabe19 (5:52:21 PM): well thats good everyone should be happy
JanellzPapi (5:52:38 PM): yup!, sucks that some arent but I know I am
diegobabe19 (5:53:00 PM): lol yeah
JanellzPapi (5:53:29 PM): I wrote a song for her on my guitar and as soon as I can record
it Im gonna send it to her
diegobabe19 (5:54:13 PM): aw that'll be sweet. but how are you going to sing with no voice?
JanellzPapi (5:54:29 PM): I wont be able to, Ima just play it though so its gonna be a lot
longer since I cant sing
diegobabe19 (5:54:45 PM): oh ok well that'd still be cool
JanellzPapi (5:55:12 PM): yeah, wish I could though...cause I know as soon as I get my
voice back Im gonna wanna call her all the time just to do that lol
diegobabe19 (5:55:39 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (5:56:33 PM): hey, after this I'll shut my mouth because I know youre gettin
sick and tired of me talkin about how much I am in Love lol...but real quick do you
wanna see the poem I wrote for her while you guys were away
diegobabe19 (5:57:36 PM): Nah man its cool I Like seeing my baby sister and her man happy
and Sure why the hell not
JanellzPapi (5:57:51 PM): k :-) kool...
diegobabe19 (5:58:11 PM): lol yup
JanellzPapi (5:58:29 PM): its not as strong as all of my others at all but here it is...
JanellzPapi (5:58:34 PM): Lonely nights that I spend awake
Without you here, for my sake
I didn't know that this pain could be so great
But still all in all I made no mistake
Im with the one I Love and care about the most
Even though we are on opposite coasts
No one can take from me this feeling that is felt
For never have I had this much pain dealt
The things I'd do for Love, my one and only, you
JanellzPapi (5:58:36 PM): And all of these feelings, are wrapped and ensued
In my heart as its sealed as I lay rest at night
Wishing that my waking eyes would be to your sight
My mind has never been occupied so much
By the wanting that I feel, of your constant touch
JanellzPapi (5:58:43 PM): Our hearts beating at the same rythym throughout the night
As our Love and naughtyness of our loins take flight
Lay rest till the morning, as the sun breaks day
Baby you are the only thing that matters to me so come what may
Everything that I've longed for, has been found inside of you
And when it was to my discovery I had no clue
I was scared, nervous, and my world came crashing down
And when it was to my seeking, you were the one to be found
I contemplated the thought continuously
JanellzPapi (5:58:52 PM): It was of the only thing that consumed my head
I'd give up everything to my name, leave it all behind instead
My butterfly, my little Angel, My Love is what you are to me
I just wish that at times other people could see
No one else matters, you and I are it
Love conquers all and so whats to come of it?
The day we say I do, the nights we lay rest together
You've captured my heart and soul, and I feel as light as a feather
As I dream the night away Im lifted of my stress
Baby for you to be with me I can say that Im truly blessed
To have your heart as you have mine
JanellzPapi (5:59:00 PM): Together they are as they intwine
Our Love and devotion that's felt for each other
That will never from now on be felt for any other
The ocean sits still as I stare at it alone
As I wish that you were by my side
You've accepted me and my flaws as the person I am
And for each wrong you've helped to make it right
A ring that symbols my Love, and undying devotion
Will be placed on your finger in honor of mine
JanellzPapi (5:59:07 PM): I will say I do and reveal my soul in honor of yours to keep
As for each night that Im not with you now, I rest my head and weep
These words as they are written are verses of my soul
And time with you is the element that will make me whole
For it will be spent with you, every hour of the day
To make up for lost time, as it was locked away
By obstacles that were beyond our grasp too far to reach
No doubt whatsoever in my mind till this day, that you were meant for me
My Love, My Lady, the Mother soon to be of my kids
To be in each other presence is now my only wish
JanellzPapi (5:59:15 PM): For one wish has been granted, 'cause I have found you
When I was hurt and all alone, and mentally confused
As to if I'd ever Love again, was it Love that I felt
But it doesn't matter now, with the situations I have dealt
Pain and agony, but I'd repeat it all again
If I knew that it would be, you and I in the end
Never leave my side, you will always have my heart…
Just as you always have…..
…..From the Very Start….
diegobabe19 (6:02:55 PM): Aw! thats so sweet Ben
JanellzPapi (6:03:15 PM): :-) thank you Julie!
diegobabe19 (6:03:20 PM): I wish i had a boyfriend like you!!!
diegobabe19 (6:03:30 PM): im jealous now damnit!
diegobabe19 (6:03:32 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:03:43 PM): lol!!! aww well thank you for that compliment, I hope you find
him one day too, lol nooo dont be jealous, there's no reason
diegobabe19 (6:03:55 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:05:35 PM): did she let you read the long ass one when I asked her to be my
gf lol
diegobabe19 (6:06:22 PM): everyone saw that one lol she said she was going to put in on her
profile
JanellzPapi (6:06:45 PM): what?? when was this?? lol yeah thats the lloonnggeesstt one
diegobabe19 (6:07:09 PM): like the other day lol
JanellzPapi (6:07:14 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (6:07:38 PM): you wouldnt mind if she did would you
JanellzPapi (6:08:40 PM): I kinda would with that first one....not because I dont want her
to put it up, because I do...but the last time I put up somethin personal to me about her
( one of the other poems ) turns out people copied it and reworded it a little to make it
their own
JanellzPapi (6:08:47 PM): and I didnt like that really...
JanellzPapi (6:09:39 PM): that was when you guys went on your last trip, late last year or
somethin
diegobabe19 (6:12:34 PM): oh ok
JanellzPapi (6:13:04 PM): whats up
diegobabe19 (6:13:17 PM): not much just watching Nell and talking to you
diegobabe19 (6:13:20 PM): how about you
JanellzPapi (6:14:03 PM): she's still the same? and not much, talkin to my sister ( you ;-)
) and kinda got tears in my eyes right now
diegobabe19 (6:14:16 PM): aw why?
JanellzPapi (6:14:37 PM): thinkin about the first night she told me she Loved me and the
night I confessed it back
diegobabe19 (6:14:55 PM): aw! i cant believe you guys remember all that
JanellzPapi (6:15:01 PM): October 8th was the day...would never forget anything like that
JanellzPapi (6:15:10 PM): of course its too important for me to forget!
diegobabe19 (6:16:28 PM): lol you guys are so cute!
diegobabe19 (6:16:57 PM): and it took you till feb to ask her out!
JanellzPapi (6:16:58 PM): lol thank you!!!
JanellzPapi (6:17:08 PM): well...because of the situation and circumstances baby
diegobabe19 (6:17:25 PM): I know im only teasin!
JanellzPapi (6:17:36 PM): not everyone is comfortable with a long distance relationship
you know....but yeah, Feb. 9th stop teasin! haha
JanellzPapi (6:17:45 PM): believe me I would've asked her sooner
diegobabe19 (6:17:47 PM): lol! ok
JanellzPapi (6:19:39 PM): did she let you read the song I sent her when I sent her the
bracelet...( dammit, the one that broke in the mail lol )
diegobabe19 (6:22:26 PM): lol I saw the bracelet but not the letter
diegobabe19 (6:22:34 PM): she doesnt let a lot of people read her letters
JanellzPapi (6:23:14 PM): oh ok...well whenever you get a chance tell her to let you read
the song that I wrote her, lol if she doesnt, then I'll type it up and show it to you that
way once I go back to get it
diegobabe19 (6:23:34 PM): k i'll ask her
JanellzPapi (6:23:39 PM): k
JanellzPapi (6:27:32 PM): sup sweetie?
diegobabe19 (6:28:05 PM): not much just watchin a old tape while talking to you
diegobabe19 (6:28:11 PM): what about you
JanellzPapi (6:28:43 PM): thats kool, not a lot, stretchin, tryin to move my broken fingers
and talkin to you lol, while worryin about my baby
diegobabe19 (6:29:35 PM): By the way how are your fingers
JanellzPapi (6:29:45 PM): gettin better...
JanellzPapi (6:29:49 PM): still hurts a little though
diegobabe19 (6:29:52 PM): :-\ your baby isnt doin well
JanellzPapi (6:30:09 PM): I know :-(...not good
diegobabe19 (6:30:09 PM): Im sorry see dont punch out windows no more!
diegobabe19 (6:30:24 PM): You know she had a bad dream about you
diegobabe19 (6:30:35 PM): while we were gone
JanellzPapi (6:30:36 PM): lol sorry! I got pissed off Im sorry....punched like 12 wholes in
the wall so gotta get those fixed
JanellzPapi (6:30:42 PM): and no...I didnt know :-(
diegobabe19 (6:30:57 PM): oh then maybe i should keep my mouth shut
JanellzPapi (6:31:10 PM): so should I not ask her about it then
diegobabe19 (6:31:21 PM): ask her about it if you want too
JanellzPapi (6:31:30 PM): :-\ k
diegobabe19 (6:31:33 PM): im not the right person to tell you i dont think
JanellzPapi (6:31:44 PM): its ok, I understand
diegobabe19 (6:31:52 PM): k
JanellzPapi (6:32:18 PM): just makes me wonder a little bit...I'll ask and if she isnt
comfortable with tellin me then thats alright too
diegobabe19 (6:35:50 PM): why what do you think its about
JanellzPapi (6:37:09 PM): that Im dyin or somethin....I dont know extreme stuff, that or
me runnin off with another girl, because she's told me that its one of her insecurities
just as it is one of mine, and the dying, well doin this and at one point bein up in the air
scared her a lot...
JanellzPapi (6:37:21 PM): I could be way far off...but I dont know I wont know until I
know if she decides to tell me
diegobabe19 (6:37:42 PM): actually damn your right on
JanellzPapi (6:37:59 PM): oh man...see what I mean...:-\ I remember this stuff even if it
sucks
diegobabe19 (6:39:17 PM): :-\ yeah she was crying in her sleep and i was sleeping right next
to her and normally she doesnt move when she sleeps but when she does i always wake up
and ask her if she is ok and this time she didnt answer me she just kept crying
JanellzPapi (6:39:36 PM): :'(
diegobabe19 (6:39:46 PM): yeah she scared the shit out of me
JanellzPapi (6:40:10 PM): sorry, and as you can see again its me thats at foult but
yeah...see how Im hurtin her Julez
diegobabe19 (6:40:33 PM): no! baby your not hurting her
diegobabe19 (6:41:02 PM): it wasnt about you running off with some girl
JanellzPapi (6:41:03 PM): why was she cryin then, this is what hurts the most, having no
control over it either
diegobabe19 (6:41:14 PM): its was about you dying
JanellzPapi (6:41:16 PM): but just as bad if not worse with what she was thinkin then
diegobabe19 (6:41:45 PM): its not like she wanted to dream about it?
JanellzPapi (6:41:51 PM): I know
JanellzPapi (6:41:58 PM): but just the thought
diegobabe19 (6:42:17 PM): I know
diegobabe19 (6:42:31 PM): but yeah Im not going to say anymore about it i probably already
said to much
JanellzPapi (6:42:39 PM): ok..I understand...sorry
diegobabe19 (6:42:59 PM): i just think she should be the one to tell you.... sorry baby
JanellzPapi (6:43:17 PM): dont apologize, Im not mad at you for it its completely alright
diegobabe19 (6:43:32 PM): ok..
diegobabe19 (6:43:50 PM): Just let me know when you want to talk to her cause she awake
JanellzPapi (6:44:03 PM): oh ok, whenever she wants to then you can ask her
diegobabe19 (6:44:23 PM): want me to ask her now then
JanellzPapi (6:44:34 PM): sure
diegobabe19 (6:49:00 PM): hi baby....
JanellzPapi (6:49:13 PM): hi baby!, how are you feelin sweetie?
diegobabe19 (6:49:45 PM): a little dizzy but im okay what about you!? i misseddd youu Julie
stole you from me!
diegobabe19 (6:49:47 PM): no jk jk
JanellzPapi (6:50:14 PM): lol haha aww no dont be mad at Julie! we actually had a pretty
awesome talk...I missed you too baby but I wanted you to rest first
diegobabe19 (6:50:45 PM): lol okayz how much you miss me!??
diegobabe19 (6:50:53 PM): little?
diegobabe19 (6:51:06 PM): or a LOT!?
JanellzPapi (6:51:08 PM): a wwwwwhhhhoooooolllleeeeee lot!!! way more than a little
baby!!!!
diegobabe19 (6:51:15 PM): lol haha
JanellzPapi (6:51:23 PM): why, hhmmm how much did you miss ME
diegobabe19 (6:51:41 PM): tooooo much!!
JanellzPapi (6:51:53 PM): aww too much? I guess thats what made you sick then huh lol
JanellzPapi (6:51:54 PM): ;-) j/k
diegobabe19 (6:52:06 PM): lol! watch it
JanellzPapi (6:52:20 PM): haha I'd rather be watchin you but ok
diegobabe19 (6:52:43 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:52:53 PM): baby, I have a question...
diegobabe19 (6:53:09 PM): k whats that babe
JanellzPapi (6:53:55 PM): Julie said you had a dream about me, but if I wanted to know
I'd have to ask you...I told her that I got a funny feelin as to what it was about after she
mentioned that, and well...I wasnt off....do you wanna talk about it? or would you
rather not
diegobabe19 (6:54:37 PM): Julie has a big mouth...
diegobabe19 (6:54:45 PM): but i dont care
JanellzPapi (6:55:17 PM): no she doesnt she asked if I knew and then when I was like no,
when..she was like oh maybe I should shut up, she doesnt babe...
JanellzPapi (6:55:24 PM): but if you dont want to talk about it you dont have to
diegobabe19 (6:55:48 PM): it was just a very messed up dream..
JanellzPapi (6:56:05 PM): does that mean a yes? :-\or no
diegobabe19 (6:56:36 PM): I'll tell you if you want too know
JanellzPapi (6:57:01 PM): yes, I'd like to
diegobabe19 (6:57:07 PM): ok......
diegobabe19 (7:05:30 PM): well first off i get a phone call from some lady and i said hello?..
and she was like hi, is this Janell and I said yes and she was like Hi this is something
something from the united states Air force Im just calling you to inform you that there was
an accident today Benjamin didnt make it and at that point i was going into shock and i
started crying and stuff and i asked her how and i dont remember what she said but it had
something to do with not getting enough Air and she was like saying sorry and all this stuff
then all of a sudden a kid comes up and grabs my leg asnd starts pulling and starts saying "
mommy mommy whats wrong why are you crying" and at that point i was really crying like
and J woke me up but yeah when i woke up i couldnt breathe
diegobabe19 (7:05:48 PM): see i only have bad dreams..........
diegobabe19 (7:07:06 PM): but yeah whatever you do from now on make sure you have
enough air k cause i dont ever want that to happen or ever get a phone call
diegobabe19 (7:07:30 PM): I dont even know why i had a dream like that
JanellzPapi (7:07:43 PM): :'(Im so sorry baby...and you know what, that scares me
because I've already had an accident like that, dont know if you remember it, and its
when I could eject myself and like something was wrong with the propeller of the
plane...Nick talked to you about it...
JanellzPapi (7:08:03 PM): I dont know why you did either...and I always make sure that I
do but sometimes things happen, unexpected stuff
diegobabe19 (7:08:40 PM): Yeah I remember...
diegobabe19 (7:08:48 PM): nott hat i want too but i do...
diegobabe19 (7:08:52 PM): that*
JanellzPapi (7:08:57 PM): Im sorry, neither do I
diegobabe19 (7:09:18 PM): its ok...
diegobabe19 (7:10:16 PM): then i remember some guy coming up to the door in a uniform it
wasnt you it was someone else but they gave me something
diegobabe19 (7:10:23 PM): I forget what it was
diegobabe19 (7:10:32 PM): see i dont remember everything in my dreams grr....
JanellzPapi (7:11:08 PM): oh, ok...sometimes depending they give people folded flags and
their pin...but all the time though, but yeah :-( this particular one Im glad that you
dont remmeber
diegobabe19 (7:11:31 PM): :'(
JanellzPapi (7:11:43 PM): :'(baby dont do that
diegobabe19 (7:11:56 PM): im sorry...
JanellzPapi (7:12:05 PM): its ok
diegobabe19 (7:14:02 PM): what are you doing.....
JanellzPapi (7:14:29 PM): thinking now...kinda hurt but bein that I dont know when we're
gonna talk after this Im just tryin to keep a positive head
JanellzPapi (7:14:30 PM): you baby
diegobabe19 (7:15:01 PM): hurt about what??
JanellzPapi (7:15:16 PM): the dream...
diegobabe19 (7:16:08 PM): im sorry see i knew i should of told you......
JanellzPapi (7:16:23 PM): no baby...see this is what Im talking about...
diegobabe19 (7:16:36 PM): what
JanellzPapi (7:16:46 PM): remember that long email I just sent you, telling you that even if
you felt that it would hurt me, I'd still wanna know..
diegobabe19 (7:17:24 PM): yeah.. but i dont want to hurt you
JanellzPapi (7:17:36 PM): sometimes it happens, not your fault
diegobabe19 (7:18:04 PM): yeah.... I had the damn dream..
JanellzPapi (7:18:32 PM): well if its your fault for that, then its my fault for things being
the way they are then, so if you disagree with me, then I disagree with you
diegobabe19 (7:18:47 PM): grr...
JanellzPapi (7:19:02 PM): to both of us they're of things we cant control
JanellzPapi (7:19:06 PM): so they work the same way
diegobabe19 (7:19:55 PM): yea.....
JanellzPapi (7:20:08 PM): I Love You no matter what though
diegobabe19 (7:20:34 PM): you sure..
JanellzPapi (7:20:59 PM): what are you talking about am I sure...yes, of course I am, you
should know that
JanellzPapi (7:21:04 PM): I always will
diegobabe19 (7:21:13 PM): ok..
JanellzPapi (7:21:47 PM): you can grow old and hate me if you wanted to, no matter what
happens, its always gonna be the case for me
JanellzPapi (7:22:34 PM): of course by that time though we're not gonna be able to do as
much as we can now lol, and instead of playin tag and goin swimmin to have fun we'd
steal each others rockin chairs and I'd probably jack your cane but same rules apply
JanellzPapi (7:22:50 PM): jokin honey...even though Im still very serious
diegobabe19 (7:23:04 PM): wtf?..lol
JanellzPapi (7:23:17 PM): lol, yeah, Im spontaneous
diegobabe19 (7:23:30 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (7:23:40 PM): :-DI Love You
diegobabe19 (7:23:58 PM): lol weirdo but I love you too!
JanellzPapi (7:24:29 PM): haha we all know that Im not ordinary, whatd you expect!
diegobabe19 (7:24:36 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (7:29:33 PM): what are you doin sweetheart
diegobabe19 (7:30:35 PM): just thinking
diegobabe19 (7:30:36 PM): u
JanellzPapi (7:30:51 PM): same honey
diegobabe19 (7:31:07 PM): about...
JanellzPapi (7:31:23 PM): you...just you
diegobabe19 (7:31:55 PM): awwwww..
JanellzPapi (7:32:03 PM): :-)
diegobabe19 (7:32:21 PM): :-)
JanellzPapi (7:51:25 PM): whats up baby
diegobabe19 (7:51:46 PM): not much just sitting here thinking about you
diegobabe19 (7:51:46 PM): you
JanellzPapi (7:51:58 PM): thinkin about you!
diegobabe19 (7:52:18 PM): =)
JanellzPapi (7:52:22 PM): =]
JanellzPapi (7:56:57 PM): Aja put up a pic of my lil bro on her website
JanellzPapi (7:57:01 PM): thought that was kool
diegobabe19 (7:57:41 PM): really?! i wanna see
JanellzPapi (7:57:54 PM): lol...ok ok lemme look for the address
diegobabe19 (7:58:02 PM): lol ok
JanellzPapi (8:02:27 PM): I cant find it so Im gonna write her real quick k...cause I kno
she's online lol
diegobabe19 (8:02:37 PM): lol ok
JanellzPapi (8:02:53 PM): she never has time for like anything anymore
diegobabe19 (8:03:00 PM): lol i see
JanellzPapi (8:03:06 PM): what do you mean
diegobabe19 (8:03:18 PM): lol she doesnt talk to me anymore
JanellzPapi (8:03:26 PM): wow lol
diegobabe19 (8:03:31 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (8:04:24 PM): brb
JanellzPapi (8:04:31 PM): k
diegobabe19 (8:10:36 PM): back
JanellzPapi (8:10:46 PM): wb
diegobabe19 (8:10:53 PM): thankz
JanellzPapi (8:10:58 PM): yw
JanellzPapi (8:11:24 PM): Aja wrote back and said that she temporarily put it down cause
she's uploading more pictures so she said she'd email you the link after she was done
diegobabe19 (8:12:15 PM): okie dokie..
JanellzPapi (8:12:33 PM): I've been stretchin all day
diegobabe19 (8:12:47 PM): tired?
JanellzPapi (8:13:01 PM): nu uhh I just havent been able to do it since the surgery
diegobabe19 (8:14:15 PM): oh ok..your ok though right
JanellzPapi (8:14:20 PM): yea
diegobabe19 (8:14:56 PM): k good
JanellzPapi (8:15:03 PM): yup :-)
diegobabe19 (8:15:17 PM): :-D
diegobabe19 (8:27:17 PM): baby what are you doing
JanellzPapi (8:27:43 PM): wantin Aja to hurry up with this site but on TOP of that Im
thinkin bout you...you babe
diegobabe19 (8:27:55 PM): cool
diegobabe19 (8:28:08 PM): gettin pissed but im just talking to you
JanellzPapi (8:28:14 PM): what...why
diegobabe19 (8:28:26 PM): you dont want too know
JanellzPapi (8:28:44 PM): yes I do, but ok
JanellzPapi (8:28:47 PM): sorry
diegobabe19 (8:29:09 PM): well you told me to never talk to you about it again..
JanellzPapi (8:29:17 PM): ok...
diegobabe19 (8:31:45 PM): I Love You........
JanellzPapi (8:32:09 PM): I Love You too...so so much
diegobabe19 (8:32:21 PM): =)
JanellzPapi (8:32:26 PM): =]
diegobabe19 (8:32:47 PM): so 5 months huh baby...
JanellzPapi (8:33:11 PM): yes babe...5 months :-)
diegobabe19 (8:33:22 PM): =) long time...
JanellzPapi (8:33:32 PM): =] just wait till forever
diegobabe19 (8:33:53 PM): i cant wait =)
JanellzPapi (8:34:02 PM): neither can I =]
diegobabe19 (8:34:05 PM): im sorry that i wasnt here though
JanellzPapi (8:34:18 PM): dont be...I cant hold you for that its ok
diegobabe19 (8:34:28 PM): k..
diegobabe19 (8:34:46 PM): haha Julie just reminded me of something
JanellzPapi (8:34:54 PM): whats tha
JanellzPapi (8:34:55 PM): t
diegobabe19 (8:35:24 PM): Did i promise to say something when i came back?..
diegobabe19 (8:35:27 PM): cause she said i did
JanellzPapi (8:35:49 PM): aww well if you dont remember then it isnt important! lol
diegobabe19 (8:36:27 PM): lol i think i said i would say something on the mic
JanellzPapi (8:36:37 PM): yup yup...you did you did lol
JanellzPapi (8:36:49 PM): but...I wanna wait...
JanellzPapi (8:36:52 PM): for 2 reasons....
diegobabe19 (8:37:00 PM): huh wait for what
diegobabe19 (8:37:01 PM): why
JanellzPapi (8:37:26 PM): 1, lol I dont have the computer that has Yahoo...and 2, I dont
wanna hear your voice ( cause its a tease ) now and then not know whens the next time
Im gonna talk to you after...
JanellzPapi (8:37:29 PM): :-( it'd make me sad
diegobabe19 (8:37:59 PM): aww man...............
JanellzPapi (8:38:08 PM): what...:-\
diegobabe19 (8:38:13 PM): nothin'
JanellzPapi (8:38:23 PM): ok I guess
diegobabe19 (8:38:55 PM): Its nothin babe..
JanellzPapi (8:39:01 PM): ok
diegobabe19 (8:39:50 PM): hey hows nick...
JanellzPapi (8:40:07 PM): he's doin better, his Wife is pregnant now
diegobabe19 (8:40:09 PM): I know he hates me but yeah how is he doing..
diegobabe19 (8:40:16 PM): aww thats cool
JanellzPapi (8:40:16 PM): why does he hate you?
JanellzPapi (8:40:28 PM): and yeah it is, he was so happy about it
diegobabe19 (8:40:29 PM): cause of what happend and what I said
diegobabe19 (8:40:48 PM): good
JanellzPapi (8:41:17 PM): oh ok...and yeah its kool
diegobabe19 (8:42:05 PM): yep...
JanellzPapi (8:42:38 PM): how's your hand and knee
diegobabe19 (8:43:03 PM): my hand is better.. my knee is still a pain..
JanellzPapi (8:43:14 PM): :-\I see...sorry
diegobabe19 (8:43:42 PM): its okay
diegobabe19 (8:43:47 PM): ooo hey hows Mike
JanellzPapi (8:44:54 PM): I havent talked to him in a lllooonnggg time but I hear that he's
doin fine, the last tape that the guys sent me he was makin out with some girl and they
caught him, lol Ryan said they hooked up...he liked this girl but never worked up the
nerve to ask her out because he was just cheated on a minute ago...but yeah, they're
happy so its kool, he's doin alright
diegobabe19 (8:45:25 PM): yeah I remember i was talkin to him
diegobabe19 (8:45:30 PM): thats good
JanellzPapi (8:45:43 PM): oh ok, you know then...but yeah it is
diegobabe19 (8:46:18 PM): yepz.. i didnt know they hooked up though.. he was just talkin
about her one day
diegobabe19 (8:46:21 PM): hes brave
diegobabe19 (8:46:28 PM): for just gettin cheated on
diegobabe19 (8:46:58 PM): my ass would be waitin a year before i ever thought about datin
again
JanellzPapi (8:47:00 PM): oh yeah...he was talkin about swearin off women completely so
for him to go back on that, this girl must be pretty damn good to him...
JanellzPapi (8:47:05 PM): same here
JanellzPapi (8:47:16 PM): he said he'd be depressed if it wasnt for her
diegobabe19 (8:47:24 PM): yeah..
JanellzPapi (8:52:00 PM): I still cant get over that
diegobabe19 (8:54:11 PM): what
JanellzPapi (8:56:51 PM): that he's with her, I forgot how long it was but they've been
goin out a lot and its been almost a month for them, and he said that of all his
girlfriends he wants to be with her more than he has with all of his other gfs combined
lol, he said its something about her that makes him crazy, and she's very understanding
and stuff too...and that he's never wanted to be so intimate with anyone as fast as he
does with her....
JanellzPapi (8:57:15 PM): with everyone else he said he wanted to wait at least 2-3
months before anything like that even happened
JanellzPapi (8:57:29 PM): but its different with her
diegobabe19 (8:57:41 PM): really.. thats cool
diegobabe19 (8:57:49 PM): good for him he deserves it
JanellzPapi (8:58:21 PM): yeah, Im proud of him
diegobabe19 (8:58:35 PM): yep..
JanellzPapi (9:08:02 PM): whatcha doin baby
diegobabe19 (9:08:19 PM): nothin really just thinkin..
diegobabe19 (9:08:21 PM): u
JanellzPapi (9:08:54 PM): about what? and not much Aja's almot done but Im thinkin
about and talkin to you
diegobabe19 (9:09:16 PM): aw cool and just about everything we've talked about
JanellzPapi (9:09:32 PM): aww thats kool then
diegobabe19 (9:09:40 PM): yeppppp
diegobabe19 (9:14:30 PM): whats up
JanellzPapi (9:14:57 PM): thinkin about you, and just took my medicine but Im writin
now...you honey?
diegobabe19 (9:15:50 PM): not much just talking to you thinking about you and watching a
movie whatcha writing..
JanellzPapi (9:16:12 PM): watcha watchin? and in your journal babez ;-)
diegobabe19 (9:16:39 PM): aww my journal?...
diegobabe19 (9:16:42 PM): and how high
JanellzPapi (9:17:03 PM): haha, kool, and yes baby your journal
diegobabe19 (9:17:34 PM): aww..awesome baby
JanellzPapi (9:17:53 PM): :-)
diegobabe19 (9:18:03 PM): :-D
diegobabe19 (9:23:27 PM): im tirreeedddddddddd........
JanellzPapi (9:23:40 PM): :-( stay up for like 20 more then go to bed
diegobabe19 (9:23:51 PM): k...
JanellzPapi (9:26:11 PM): what are you doin babe
diegobabe19 (9:26:51 PM): trying to find something to take for a headache
JanellzPapi (9:26:57 PM): :-( o ok
diegobabe19 (9:26:59 PM): but im just talkin to you baby
diegobabe19 (9:27:00 PM): u
diegobabe19 (9:27:03 PM): aw why the face
JanellzPapi (9:27:37 PM): talkin to you, thinkin and worryin about you hopin Aja finishes
within 5 so you can see...and Im just gettin a little sad now thats all
diegobabe19 (9:27:49 PM): aw why?
JanellzPapi (9:28:06 PM): cus I dont know when we're gonna talk again :-\ wont be long
long..I just dont kno
diegobabe19 (9:28:23 PM): =*(
JanellzPapi (9:28:39 PM): =*[
JanellzPapi (9:35:09 PM): I LLLoovvee You
diegobabe19 (9:35:25 PM): I Love You toooooooo!!!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (9:35:39 PM): =]
diegobabe19 (9:35:53 PM): =)
JanellzPapi (9:38:21 PM): wanna see now babe
diegobabe19 (9:38:36 PM): sure...
JanellzPapi (9:38:46 PM): k
JanellzPapi (9:38:54 PM): http://www.oocities.org/tombz2k1/Xerox.html
JanellzPapi (9:42:43 PM): she was right when she said a lot of pics lol
JanellzPapi (9:44:29 PM): there babe?
diegobabe19 (9:44:47 PM): lol yeah sorry lol
JanellzPapi (9:44:56 PM): lol ok
diegobabe19 (9:46:31 PM): k which pic am I suppose to be lookin at..lol
JanellzPapi (9:46:45 PM): scroll down and read the stuff you'll know when lol
JanellzPapi (9:46:52 PM): shes with him in it
diegobabe19 (9:46:54 PM): lol ok
JanellzPapi (9:47:01 PM): you might as well look at all of em
JanellzPapi (9:47:06 PM): before she makes you anyway lol
JanellzPapi (9:47:08 PM): she made me
diegobabe19 (9:47:11 PM): i am..lol
JanellzPapi (9:47:20 PM): o ok, ahead of me lol
diegobabe19 (9:47:29 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (9:48:36 PM): haha Janells guys younger brother
JanellzPapi (9:48:53 PM): lol yeah that had me laughin but she's a dork anyhow lol
diegobabe19 (9:49:01 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (9:51:12 PM): who are you on now
diegobabe19 (9:51:51 PM): her dad..lol
JanellzPapi (9:52:06 PM): oohh ok, Jim, thats kool
diegobabe19 (9:52:18 PM): lol yeah..
diegobabe19 (9:53:19 PM): lol ok done
JanellzPapi (9:53:25 PM): oh ok, kool lol
diegobabe19 (9:53:39 PM): yep yep
diegobabe19 (9:53:50 PM): all though me and her'z is gonn have to have a talkz
diegobabe19 (9:53:55 PM): gonna*
JanellzPapi (9:54:01 PM): how come
diegobabe19 (9:54:13 PM): lol I aint on the list of friends!? i seeeeeee
diegobabe19 (9:54:21 PM): uh huh uh huhhhhhhhhh
JanellzPapi (9:54:26 PM): those are for people she has pictures of baby lol
diegobabe19 (9:54:27 PM): lol jk
JanellzPapi (9:54:36 PM): she's workin on that whole shoutout list....youd be on that I
think
diegobabe19 (9:54:37 PM): i know i know im only messinnnn
JanellzPapi (9:54:37 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (9:54:41 PM): yeah yeah uh huh lol
diegobabe19 (9:54:44 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (9:55:16 PM): stretchin again
JanellzPapi (9:55:19 PM): aall day
diegobabe19 (9:55:25 PM): i sorryyyyyyyy
JanellzPapi (9:55:40 PM): :-\ lol
diegobabe19 (9:56:01 PM): lol what! why the face
JanellzPapi (9:56:15 PM): lol nothin babe, and I mean it its nothin...I just did it
diegobabe19 (9:56:26 PM): uh huh uh huh!!
JanellzPapi (9:56:32 PM): :-(
diegobabe19 (9:56:39 PM): aww come onnnnnnnnnnn
JanellzPapi (9:56:44 PM): you dont believe me
diegobabe19 (9:57:03 PM): I do I do im only joking around.. i sorryyyyy i'll stop...
JanellzPapi (9:57:08 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (9:57:13 PM): meany
diegobabe19 (9:57:39 PM): ;-) just wait and seeee how mean
JanellzPapi (9:57:48 PM): oooo so you gonna hurt me?
diegobabe19 (9:58:02 PM): lol!
JanellzPapi (9:58:11 PM): haha * please say yes *
diegobabe19 (9:58:34 PM): lol! ***
JanellzPapi (9:58:44 PM): haha
JanellzPapi (9:59:43 PM): whats up
diegobabe19 (9:59:51 PM): not a lot u
JanellzPapi (10:00:09 PM): takin this stuff off
diegobabe19 (10:00:20 PM): what stuff
JanellzPapi (10:00:25 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (10:00:30 PM): my clothes
diegobabe19 (10:00:38 PM): ooooh!!!!! see
JanellzPapi (10:00:42 PM): hahaha
diegobabe19 (10:00:44 PM): you started it!!
JanellzPapi (10:00:49 PM): hell yeah lol
JanellzPapi (10:00:54 PM): and Im gonna finish it too lol
diegobabe19 (10:00:56 PM): you HAD to go there huh!!?? didnt you!!
JanellzPapi (10:01:01 PM): you asked!!!!
diegobabe19 (10:01:03 PM): grr....
diegobabe19 (10:01:08 PM): but but but!!! ahh
JanellzPapi (10:01:08 PM): ;P
JanellzPapi (10:01:10 PM): na na
JanellzPapi (10:01:13 PM): * pppffttt *
JanellzPapi (10:01:20 PM): my butt?
diegobabe19 (10:01:22 PM): :-(
JanellzPapi (10:01:25 PM): wanna spank it?
JanellzPapi (10:01:27 PM): aawww c'mon
diegobabe19 (10:01:30 PM): hahaha! nooo sweet cheeks
JanellzPapi (10:01:43 PM): haha aww what are you gonna do with my cheeks then!?
JanellzPapi (10:01:46 PM): pinch it?? lol
JanellzPapi (10:01:49 PM): spank it???
JanellzPapi (10:01:53 PM): grab it???
diegobabe19 (10:02:07 PM): hahaha
diegobabe19 (10:02:10 PM): dont you wish
JanellzPapi (10:02:17 PM): c'mon spoil me and do all 3 haha
diegobabe19 (10:02:26 PM): lol!!!
JanellzPapi (10:02:35 PM): LOL ;-)
diegobabe19 (10:02:50 PM): uh huh...lol
JanellzPapi (10:02:55 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (10:03:04 PM): aww does Benny get some Lovin?
diegobabe19 (10:03:48 PM): Bennys gotta work for it..lol..
JanellzPapi (10:04:14 PM): I can do that lol...uh huh, just hope you have enough energy to
do all that to me after Im done provin myself lol
diegobabe19 (10:04:53 PM): baby I can do all that and mooorreeee...lol
JanellzPapi (10:05:07 PM): oo la la I cant wait dont tease me....lol
diegobabe19 (10:05:24 PM): haha tease you??
diegobabe19 (10:05:29 PM): u think this is bad??
JanellzPapi (10:05:31 PM): haha yeah...
JanellzPapi (10:05:34 PM): hell no
JanellzPapi (10:05:40 PM): not yet anyway lol
diegobabe19 (10:05:49 PM): ooo you got another thing coomminnnn
JanellzPapi (10:05:55 PM): hahaha
diegobabe19 (10:05:56 PM): haha just wait
JanellzPapi (10:06:01 PM): likewise baby likewise
JanellzPapi (10:06:18 PM): if you thought those dreams and hot conversations were
somethin you got another thing comin lol
diegobabe19 (10:06:19 PM): uh huh lol
JanellzPapi (10:06:24 PM): oooo??
diegobabe19 (10:06:29 PM): lol!
JanellzPapi (10:06:33 PM): lol youre makin it worse for yourself
diegobabe19 (10:06:40 PM): oo I am??
diegobabe19 (10:06:41 PM): how soo
diegobabe19 (10:06:51 PM): whats gonn happen whatcha gonna do baby huh huh huh!??
JanellzPapi (10:07:02 PM): you'll find out when I give you your punishment...and Im
spankin that ass too lol cant forget about that
diegobabe19 (10:07:14 PM): LOL!!!
JanellzPapi (10:07:26 PM): LOL haha ;-)think Im jokin!?
diegobabe19 (10:07:41 PM): u better not be!..lol
JanellzPapi (10:07:48 PM): youre gonna have one red ass baby lol so take a good look at it
now hahaha
diegobabe19 (10:08:08 PM): hahaha hurt me baby hurt meeee
JanellzPapi (10:08:20 PM): haha aww youre takin my stuff!!!
diegobabe19 (10:08:30 PM): no i aint!!!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (10:08:51 PM): but I will dont worry sweetheart lol...yes you are!!! just for that
Ima leave you sore so you feel it all next mornin, and it hurts when you walk lol
JanellzPapi (10:08:52 PM): haha
diegobabe19 (10:09:14 PM): lol i aint gonna be walkin..
JanellzPapi (10:09:31 PM): oh yeah thats right, youre still gonna be on top of me ;-)
diegobabe19 (10:09:38 PM): lol my ass will probably be sleepin allll day..lol
diegobabe19 (10:09:43 PM): haha well that too
JanellzPapi (10:09:44 PM): hahaha
JanellzPapi (10:09:53 PM): yeah thats what Julie was talkin to me about today...
diegobabe19 (10:10:02 PM): what
JanellzPapi (10:10:04 PM): that was crazy, and she said we're gonna have some hott ass
children lol
JanellzPapi (10:10:12 PM): ha lemme see if I can go back up to show you
diegobabe19 (10:10:14 PM): hahaha
diegobabe19 (10:10:17 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (10:11:25 PM): baby screw this you might as well just read all the sweet things
I said about you to her...so Im gonna paste most of it k!
diegobabe19 (10:11:48 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (10:11:52 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (10:12:03 PM): laughin at me huh lol
diegobabe19 (10:12:10 PM): hahahahahahahaha
diegobabe19 (10:12:15 PM): lol jk
JanellzPapi (10:12:28 PM): lol youre gonna get it
diegobabe19 (10:12:37 PM): give it too me baby ..lol
JanellzPapi (10:12:43 PM): haha 10fold
diegobabe19 (10:12:51 PM): haha yeahhh baby
JanellzPapi (10:12:56 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (10:13:28 PM): diegobabe19 (1:47:26 PM): What's up man!?
JanellzPapi (1:47:30 PM): who's this? lol
diegobabe19 (1:47:31 PM): It's Julie
JanellzPapi (1:47:34 PM): hhheeeyyyyy
JanellzPapi (1:47:39 PM): whats up baby!!
diegobabe19 (1:48:14 PM): HEY!! not too much just kickin back
diegobabe19 (1:48:23 PM): what about you bro!?
JanellzPapi (1:49:08 PM): thats kool, guys just got back huh, and me, feelin kinda shitty
right now bein that I wont be able to talk to Janell as much as I have been and stuff, so
:-( with that....I sent her like 7-8 emails or somethin and like 4-5 of them were cards
lol, long ones too, so Im so glad to have talked to her today
JanellzPapi (10:13:45 PM): diegobabe19 (1:51:41 PM): Yeah We added a extra day to our
trip and Nell got mad so we would of been here a day earlier but we decided to stay Im
sorry man forgive me!?. Anyways Nell was happy to be home She wasnt herself after
something went wrong but it was all good She missed you
JanellzPapi (1:52:30 PM): :-( no I dont forgive you but I cant hold a grudge...and Im
glad thats kool, I've missed her too...so Im happy to have her back
diegobabe19 (1:53:10 PM): :-\yeah
JanellzPapi (1:53:30 PM): I wont be on tomorrow for the most part that I know of, and
I dont know whens the next time I will be after that
diegobabe19 (1:53:51 PM): oh damn does Nell know that
JanellzPapi (1:54:04 PM): yeah...she does
diegobabe19 (1:54:32 PM): Oh okay well thats good
JanellzPapi (1:54:39 PM): nu uhh lol
JanellzPapi (10:14:01 PM): diegobabe19 (1:54:59 PM): why not
JanellzPapi (1:55:20 PM): its bad, I didnt wanna tell her but she deserves to know the
heads up, I also wont be up as late as I have been anymore
diegobabe19 (1:55:41 PM): Whats going on?
JanellzPapi (1:56:21 PM): had a accident awhile ago and a lot of important stuff I cant
remember, stuff with my job, and I have to go through this long ass therapy deal to try
and remember now
JanellzPapi (1:56:34 PM): I remember just SOME stuff but I just feel like I dont know
shit now
JanellzPapi (10:14:20 PM): diegobabe19 (1:56:57 PM): Yeah, I remember Nell saying
something about that Im sorry
JanellzPapi (1:58:13 PM): she asked me a question about one of the tests that I took,
and I was like huh? then like it just hit me right there to how much it is that I dont
remember...I feel like a retarted stupid kid or somethin man seriously...like before when
people called me stupid, I took no offense to it even if they were joking
JanellzPapi (1:58:27 PM): now I totally take it seriously, and even if they are joking, it
offends me and I get hurt
JanellzPapi (10:14:32 PM): diegobabe19 (1:59:13 PM): Dude, Your not a retarted stupid
kid okay? So dont even say that
JanellzPapi (1:59:33 PM): I just feel that way when people ask me stuff that I KNOW I
knew, but dont remember
diegobabe19 (2:00:14 PM): Man its alrite it isnt your fault you dont remember
something happend and u just cant remember so dont put yourself down
JanellzPapi (2:01:15 PM): damn though..Im sorry Julie but its just really frustrating, I
have to learn ALL of the procedures over, all these abbre. and stuff, tests I've taken and
study them again, and if it takes too long I dont know what they're gonna do to me
JanellzPapi (10:15:00 PM): diegobabe19 (2:01:45 PM): who's they
JanellzPapi (2:02:13 PM): commander and everyone else who is in charge
JanellzPapi (2:02:22 PM): and who ever else* sorry
diegobabe19 (2:02:47 PM): Well whats the worst that can happen
JanellzPapi (2:03:14 PM): I dont know, they could send me somewhere other than here,
kick me out for good...just give up basically
JanellzPapi (2:03:23 PM): and I was high up in position I know that
JanellzPapi (2:03:33 PM): so what the hell I just fell off the ladder
diegobabe19 (2:03:54 PM): All you can do is try your best
JanellzPapi (2:04:25 PM): :-\I suppose, losin hope here though
JanellzPapi (2:04:39 PM): the only reason why Im still tryin is because of Janell
JanellzPapi (10:15:18 PM): diegobabe19 (2:05:37 PM): why
JanellzPapi (2:05:57 PM): I wanna get back to be with her
diegobabe19 (2:06:43 PM): I know and you will
JanellzPapi (2:07:36 PM): my baby...I swear I would have given up a long time ago
otherwise
diegobabe19 (2:10:27 PM): I know you would of. but you cant go back you dont have
to prove anything to her She loves you for you she's going to love you no matter what
and you know that she knows you'd to anything and im sure you know she would do
anything for you as well just dont put yourself down
JanellzPapi (10:15:34 PM): JanellzPapi (2:11:32 PM): k...:-\I wont...it's just hard to deal
with, but I wont then
diegobabe19 (2:12:31 PM): Your perfect Ben in your own way Yes its going to be hard
but u have to do it you have to do it for yourself
JanellzPapi (2:12:56 PM): thank you Julie
diegobabe19 (2:13:14 PM): For what?
JanellzPapi (2:13:19 PM): for saying that
JanellzPapi (2:13:28 PM): and just talkin to me
diegobabe19 (2:15:27 PM): Dont thank me man Thank your girl Me and her talked
lastnight and thats what she said I just resaid it but I mean it as much as she did
JanellzPapi (10:15:47 PM): JanellzPapi (2:16:40 PM): aww, :-) well THANK YOU
ANYWAY, =P nothin you can do about it lol...but likewise because she's just perfect
to me, I dont care what her flaws are its nothin I cant deal with...I Love Her....plain and
simple, and I Love You too!!
diegobabe19 (2:17:29 PM): aw! Well your welcome ! :-) LOVE YOU TOO!!
JanellzPapi (2:18:10 PM): :-) I havent smiled almost all day besides when J got
on...and I was pretty bummed after that with letting her know what was up....but now
Im smilin again!
JanellzPapi (10:16:03 PM): diegobabe19 (2:18:42 PM): Yay!! keep smiling!
JanellzPapi (2:18:59 PM): I am I am!! lol :-) <<==== ssseee!
diegobabe19 (2:19:12 PM): GOOD!! lets keep it that way!
JanellzPapi (2:19:20 PM): I will do my best lol
JanellzPapi (2:21:28 PM): so what are you doin sweetie
diegobabe19 (2:21:53 PM): Laughing at Nell sorry. lol
diegobabe19 (2:21:56 PM): what about you
JanellzPapi (2:22:36 PM): I thought she was sleeping? lol whats she doin...and me not a
lot, I dont know if she showed you or not the picture I drew for her so Im just drawin
more stuff right now that I might send...and talking to you
JanellzPapi (10:16:22 PM): diegobabe19 (2:25:25 PM): she is sleeping lol her and kayla are
on the couch and kayla is on her chest sleeping Nells like singing to kayla in her sleep or
something lol
JanellzPapi (2:26:10 PM): lucky ass Kayla * damn * but yeah lol kool...I'd probably
laugh too if other people were there...if not, whole different story but yeah thats off
topic...ANYways lol
diegobabe19 (2:27:23 PM): haha yeah you would probably take addvantage of it
huh!?dont be jealous of Kayla she's just a baby!!.lol
JanellzPapi (2:27:49 PM): lol ha hell yeah you know I would...and I know shes just a
baby but damn lol...
JanellzPapi (10:16:39 PM): JanellzPapi (2:27:57 PM): hard not to be...no pun intended
JanellzPapi (2:27:59 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (2:28:35 PM): lol uh huh
JanellzPapi (2:28:41 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (2:30:28 PM): I wrote a poem for J ( another one ) that I sent her while you
guys were away...she liked it, so that was kool...then when I wrote her 1 of the many
emails I sent her lol...I was kinda happy cause I talked a lot about havin kids in
it...which was kool I think
JanellzPapi (10:16:54 PM): diegobabe19 (2:31:27 PM): Janell's the mommy type lol
JanellzPapi (2:32:35 PM): it's weird though, all of the stuff that I thought i was scared
of before, its like with her I WANT to do that you know, I guess it was because before I
was so worried about if that person would be the right one for me that I didnt want
anything to go wrong you know, I wanted to KNOW that she was the one who was
gonna spend the rest of her life with me just as I would with her, and I was scared that I
wouldnt find that person so Marriage and children scared me, I didnt want them to be
with the wrong person but with her its a completely different story, lol and so I've
heard, everyone keeps sayin when Im a dad if ever Im gonna be a kool one, she said of
the same ( Janell ) so I smiled when she said that
JanellzPapi (10:17:10 PM): JanellzPapi (2:32:42 PM): comin from her its important
diegobabe19 (2:34:20 PM): Yeah you guys would make a cool mom and dad
diegobabe19 (2:34:33 PM): Shit i wish you guys were my parents lol
JanellzPapi (2:34:35 PM): :-) aw man now I got the butterflies
JanellzPapi (2:34:40 PM): lol haha and whys that
diegobabe19 (2:37:38 PM): because just the way Nell is she's just that fun outgoing
caring wild crazy person that people always wish were there mom and at the same time
its easy to talk to her and she's very understanding and she not all up tight about things
and you because u just seem like the type of dad that would be cool and you guys
together DAMN talk about hot children lol
JanellzPapi (10:17:22 PM): JanellzPapi (2:40:29 PM): LOL!!! haha hott children huh lol
wow, I havent even seen her but you've seen me so yeah lol, oh man that made me
laugh lol, thanks for the compliment!, people may look at me and think Im a jock and
Im cocky and all uptight when Im not at all and there's way more to me than that...but
youre right she is all of those things, and thats why I Love her so much among so many
other reasons, so to have kids with her would be yet another dream come true, that I
know for sure
JanellzPapi (10:17:42 PM): diegobabe19 (2:43:50 PM): people allways take one look at
someone and think they know them and thats not Nell and thats not me but yeah let me
just tell you right nooooww if you guys have girls ooooooweeeeeee watch out for the
guys
diegobabe19 (2:45:26 PM): you'll probably end up being like pops LOL!
JanellzPapi (2:45:47 PM): lol haha and if we have boys well, I wont go there...lol him
and the ladies but yeah...LOL haha hey if we have a girl then hell yeah Ima have to get
a shotgun too!
JanellzPapi (10:17:56 PM): diegobabe19 (2:46:09 PM): lol!
JanellzPapi (2:46:39 PM): but yeah haha Im scared of him....uh uhh Im not goin
anywhere near that man ( knowing that I have to...ay yi yi )
diegobabe19 (2:47:05 PM): lol Right now your on the right side dont worry!
JanellzPapi (2:47:41 PM): haha yeah...I guess i dont have to, but I'll never be on the
wrong side that I know, not because Im scared of him ( hell yeah I am ) lol but I wont
ever have a reason to be on that side you know
JanellzPapi (2:50:48 PM): we both wanna have like 3 though lol
JanellzPapi (10:18:06 PM): diegobabe19 (2:50:59 PM): good! man you should of seem
how he was when Nell brought her first boyfriend home she was bellydancing at the
time and dad was like how do you do that and he tried to do it and it just wasnt workin
so she started dancing and her Boyfriend ( at the time) his eyes were clued on her and
Dad started staring him down all evil lol it was so funny
diegobabe19 (2:51:15 PM): 3 kids?
JanellzPapi (10:18:24 PM): JanellzPapi (2:51:56 PM): and if that was the case, I'd wanna
have the boy first so he could protect his little sister....lol hahaha well hey I'd be just
like pops in that situation watchin his every move lol, and yes 3 kids
diegobabe19 (2:52:51 PM): lol see you and Pops are alike lol Nells going to have twins
just so you know
JanellzPapi (2:53:40 PM): yeah she told me which would be awesome lol
diegobabe19 (2:54:42 PM): lol its in her blood shes the next one to have them
JanellzPapi (2:54:53 PM): lol woohoooo and Im gonna help lol
diegobabe19 (2:55:00 PM): yeah it'd be awesome I'd have little kids to play with..lol
JanellzPapi (10:18:36 PM): diegobabe19 (2:55:04 PM): hahaha!
JanellzPapi (2:55:28 PM): LOL ha yeah it would...just cant spoil em as much as I
probably would want to lol...
JanellzPapi (2:55:48 PM): her dad said to me " Make me proud " lol I just started
laughin...
diegobabe19 (2:55:55 PM): Yeah leave it to Nell you gotta watch her though she'd spoil
like crazy
diegobabe19 (2:56:11 PM): yeah i heard. lol
JanellzPapi (10:18:49 PM): JanellzPapi (2:57:09 PM): lol no problem here I'd spoil her
anyhow, I planned a 3 week ( yes 3 week ) trip for her and I to go to Vegas like as
SOON as I get back lol...stay long enough just to meet everyone and talk to pops then
we're gone, and she isnt payin for ANYthing, and if she wants somethin while we're
there...Im buyin...
JanellzPapi (2:57:33 PM): this is for her lol, Im takin her out to have a good time and its
the least I can do, and she got mad at me when I made her promise that she wouldnt
pay for anything at all...
JanellzPapi (10:19:07 PM): JanellzPapi (2:57:39 PM): but I'll only feel right doin so
diegobabe19 (2:57:39 PM): haha good luck!
JanellzPapi (2:58:16 PM): thanks!!! lol, lookin at a house cause I wanna move anyway,
so thats gonna be our place lol, and I sold one of my Lambz. too ( you should know
what that is )
JanellzPapi (2:58:31 PM): she wont be comin back a virgin though, and neither will I lol
diegobabe19 (2:59:10 PM): She's doesnt like it when people treat her out I think she
feels like she doesnt desurve it or something WHAT WHY DID u do that!? she's gonna
kill you if she doesnt know already and haha I hope she doesnt 20 years is long enough
JanellzPapi (10:19:21 PM): JanellzPapi (3:01:45 PM): lol yeah why does everyone keep
sayin that though? it's not like if you lose it any later somethings wrong with you, I
mean c'mon when I told my friend that I was savin myself for her and no one else he
was like " youre still a virgin!? " and I said " yeah, you heard me " and he was like "
thats sad " and started laughin...I didnt find it funny though, but its important to me so
I dont care if Im 35 ( hypothtically speakin ) if I dont lose it to Janell, Im never to
anyone...period you know...and as far as her deserving it goes, she does, and to me she
doesnt give herself enough credit, and I sold the car because well, I wanted to use the
money for other purposes...
JanellzPapi (10:19:31 PM): JanellzPapi (3:06:41 PM): its hard as hell enough to have
resisted and kept it this long but I felt no need to rush into anything at all
whatsoever...and if we never get a chance too well guess what, believe it or not, Im
never havin sex
diegobabe19 (10:19:37 PM): WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT
JanellzPapi (10:19:45 PM): what!
diegobabe19 (10:19:47 PM): you sold your car?
JanellzPapi (10:19:51 PM): yeah I told you that
diegobabe19 (10:19:59 PM): U did???
JanellzPapi (10:20:04 PM): I TOLD you lol yes I did
diegobabe19 (10:20:16 PM): when besides just now??
JanellzPapi (10:20:37 PM): no I did that a few weeks ago babe, I told you that, you got
mad at me for it lol
diegobabe19 (10:20:42 PM): I thought Ry was joking??
JanellzPapi (10:20:48 PM): nope
JanellzPapi (10:21:09 PM): put it on your list to yell at me in a sec lol
JanellzPapi (10:21:15 PM): finish readin so I can finish pastin this stuff
diegobabe19 (10:21:34 PM): lol gr ok.
JanellzPapi (10:21:37 PM): here we go...lol ha
JanellzPapi (10:21:39 PM): diegobabe19 (3:06:41 PM): Yeah that happens to Nell all the
time but its not by girls its mostly guys that tease her they find out shes still a virgin and
their like " what!? aw baby come on I can fix that " or " are you serious!? I'll show you
what a real man feels like " or " I bet you i can make your body feel real good just give
me a minute " and she just starts laughing at them because they think its going to work
She isnt a complete Virgin she's done some things but she hasnt takin it to the extream
but she's gonna go all out with you that I know because she's said what she's gonna do
to you lol AND DAMNNN your gonna sleep for days HAHA
JanellzPapi (10:21:50 PM): JanellzPapi (3:08:48 PM): LOL!!!!!! haha *
ddddaaaayyyuummmm sleep for days huh * well I can return the favor, lol but haha
ahem, she's gonna remember the night before when she's walkin around the next day I
can tell ya that....I can lol, Im serious...and yeah I've done some things too but never
THAT far, never the actual sex so yeah, but damn that has me crackin up now
haha...wooooo, hot shit
diegobabe19 (3:09:59 PM): LOL it will be hot She'll do anything for you just tell her
what u want and bam you got it
JanellzPapi (10:22:05 PM): JanellzPapi (3:10:38 PM): lol oooooohhhh believe me dont I
know, she's told me but IIIIIII wanna be the slave, she wants to be my dominatrix so
hurt me baby hurt me hahaha
diegobabe19 (3:11:21 PM): lol! You guy's will have a good time
JanellzPapi (3:11:26 PM): the first time, and the first night that we decide too...its not
just gonna be, JUST doin it you know, its gonna be special, Im talkin about candles,
rose petals, music, everything....
JanellzPapi (3:11:35 PM): haha and I DONT doubt that
diegobabe19 (3:12:28 PM): good! thats the best way Nell feels the same on that it has
to be special
JanellzPapi (10:22:23 PM): JanellzPapi (3:13:14 PM): man I swear we never ever run out
of things that we have in common, and this is another thing that we do...lol I even had a
dream about that very night so now I just wanna bring it to life and re-inact it as I
dreamt it you know...
diegobabe19 (3:14:34 PM): all she wants to do and make sure she does is make you feel
special You guys do have a lot in commen and that good did you tell her about your
dream?
JanellzPapi (3:15:32 PM): yeah we do, and vice versa Im wanna make her feel special
too....and about the dreams? ahem, well...I tell her just about every 1 that I have...
JanellzPapi (10:22:43 PM): JanellzPapi (3:15:55 PM): one of these days Im gonna find the
email that I sent her about her birthday...and Im gonna show you what I said to her, or I
can look for it now if you wanna see it
diegobabe19 (3:16:39 PM): Its up to you sweetie
JanellzPapi (3:16:54 PM): k, well just so I dont make you wait, we'll keep talkin while
Im lookin for it
diegobabe19 (3:17:07 PM): awesome
diegobabe19 (3:17:43 PM): hold on though this person whats to talk to nell so Im going
to wake her up for a sec and she'll probably fall right back asleep so Ill brb
JanellzPapi (10:23:32 PM): __________________________section break
______________________
JanellzPapi (10:23:35 PM): diegobabe19 (3:40:35 PM): how about you
JanellzPapi (3:40:49 PM): hey these things are important lol...and thats kool, and lookin
for this convo, starin at her ring and just talkin to you right now
diegobabe19 (3:41:28 PM): When are you going to put that on her finger!!?! lol cool
JanellzPapi (3:41:38 PM): as SOON as I get back....
diegobabe19 (3:42:01 PM): lol you better!
JanellzPapi (3:42:02 PM): family dinner everyones comin ( damn, gotta think about
justin tho, aint too fond of that ) but yeah, family dinner, everyones comin and Ima do
it right there
JanellzPapi (10:24:10 PM): _________ section break ______
JanellzPapi (10:24:34 PM): JanellzPapi (5:24:05 PM): so how have you been doin...you're
still w/ ur bf right
diegobabe19 (5:25:44 PM): ha no
JanellzPapi (5:25:51 PM): what?! since when...
JanellzPapi (5:25:56 PM): lol no one tells me these things
diegobabe19 (5:27:00 PM): It was nothing but sex he wasnt serious and to tell you the
truth i wasnt that serious either
JanellzPapi (5:27:32 PM): damn...I see
JanellzPapi (10:24:45 PM): diegobabe19 (5:27:58 PM): its alrite though!! cause it means
Im FREEEEE
JanellzPapi (5:28:20 PM): haha uuuhhh huh....well Im done with bein that kinda free
thats for sure lol
diegobabe19 (5:29:02 PM): you better be or your askin for an ass beatin
JanellzPapi (5:29:25 PM): hey hey now...
JanellzPapi (5:29:52 PM): me saying that, Im done with being that kinda free should tell
you SOMEthin lol...I wont be unless its her decision, which I hope doesnt happen
JanellzPapi (10:25:09 PM): diegobabe19 (5:30:09 PM): what do you mean
JanellzPapi (5:30:53 PM): we say we Love each other and will always be together but
sometimes unexpected things come up, I just wrote her an email about that too...sayin
that if she ever wanted to take a break not to be scared to tell me
diegobabe19 (5:31:31 PM): She said something about that to me lastnight..
JanellzPapi (5:31:42 PM): do you remember what
diegobabe19 (5:31:53 PM): she was scared by it
JanellzPapi (5:32:00 PM): what I said?
JanellzPapi (10:25:25 PM): diegobabe19 (5:33:24 PM): Okay look a guy told her that once
before and he hinted that he wanted a break he wanted her to be the one to call it off he
told her that because that is what he wanted
diegobabe19 (5:33:39 PM): so that just kind of made her feel weird
JanellzPapi (5:34:08 PM): oh, well no Im never gonna do anything like that
diegobabe19 (5:34:27 PM): oh okay
JanellzPapi (5:36:53 PM): see this is the email that I sent to her
JanellzPapi (5:36:58 PM): about it for the most part
diegobabe19 (5:37:03 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (10:25:56 PM): ___you can skip the email you've read it...Ima paste it so you
can keep up____
JanellzPapi (10:25:57 PM): JanellzPapi (5:37:33 PM): Janell My Love,
Baby right now I miss you so so so much. I haven smiled or laughed since you left and,
by the time you get back, it's gonna be a while before we talk bein that Im gonna be so
hooked up on medication.
You're probably havin fun now, with the guys. And it hurts me that I cant be there
because I really wanna be. So bad. I wanna hold you and just kiss you right now
JanellzPapi (10:26:05 PM): JanellzPapi (5:37:42 PM): Hurts so bad...it really really does.
Now since Im not talkin to you I think about you even more so than I did before. Its
like, when I did before, while talking to you, I thought about you at the same time as far
as what were you doin and how you were feeling and stuff. And now, its just like I
wanna know what you're doin, who you're doin it with, are you thinkin of me as Im
thinking of you type of thing now. And its frustrating because this makes me realize all
the more that Im just left out of the picture. Yeah I know you and some of your friends
know of me but you know who's gonna remember that while youre out havin a blast
with your friends.
JanellzPapi (10:26:18 PM): JanellzPapi (5:37:50 PM): It just hurts babe...it does.
JanellzPapi (5:37:57 PM): Im in a little bit of pain right now but Im fine. Since you're
not here all the free time that I had that I'd spend talking to you I spend like just lyin
down or sleeping now. And it sucks without you .
JanellzPapi (5:38:04 PM): I wont be on as much anymore after the 12th though . I have
to get back into this therapy for so long. And its really gonna cut the time that I talk to
you, out. Not completely, but it wont be as much as before baby and Im sorry.
JanellzPapi (10:26:28 PM): JanellzPapi (5:38:13 PM): I feel like...sometimes, at some point
that maybe even for a second that you wish you hadnt said yes to me when I asked you
to be my girlfriend. Im not saying that its at all true so dont get upset with me for saying
that k sweetie? But I cant help but think about that now. I mean, we'd still be really
good friends, and yeah I'd be jealous of every guy you got if any like I was before, but
they'd still be able to give you what I cant . Comfort, physical support, just, everything.
When you're hurt how am I suppose to feel not being able to support you. When you're
alone and need something how do I suppose to feel not being able to get it for you. I'd
do anything, and everything for you and I cant. Not cause I dont want to, but because
all of this is just working against me. And it's not fair to you.
JanellzPapi (10:26:50 PM): JanellzPapi (5:38:21 PM): You're gonna have my heart forever
Janell. Nothings gonna change that. And the only way we'd ever break up, is if its what
you wanted. I'd respect your every decision to do so. But I just wanna know if this is
still what you want, and as long as I know, like I'll feel a little better about this. But at
the same time its not like I dont know now? I just need you to re-assure me because Im
gettin kinda scared. All these people are tryin to break us up.
JanellzPapi (10:27:01 PM): JanellzPapi (5:38:31 PM): And I just talked to Julie before you
guys left ( your J ) and she said maybe we should take a break from each other. And I
told her thats what I didnt wanna do, but I would if thats what you wanted to do. She
knows we Love each other so so much and she cares about us too I know. And I know
you Love me, and I feel that you do...but I dont ever want it to come to a time where
you I guess I'd say doubt us, and not tell me. Because I would really want you to.
Always be honest and tell me whats on your mind whether you think it'd hurt me or
not. If its on your mind, we need to talk about it ok? So just remember that baby.
JanellzPapi (10:27:11 PM): JanellzPapi (5:38:40 PM): I Love You with all the pieces of my
heart and never will I let you go. I just long for the day that I get to hold you, and
squeeze you tight and kiss you and finally say I Love You. Staring straight into your
eyes. Sealing that moment with a kiss, right now would be the only dream that I'd want
to come true other than the day that I propose, and make Love to you. Sweet sweet
tender Love Janell. To show you how much I Love You. Im gonna give to you whats
most sacred to me, something that no one else has had. And something that no one
besides you will have either.
JanellzPapi (10:27:22 PM): JanellzPapi (5:38:49 PM): You are on my mind everynight as I
fall asleep sweetie. And I hope that you're thinking of me too.
I Love You, Forever...
Love Always,
-Your Husband, Benjamin
diegobabe19 (5:42:28 PM): Aww..
JanellzPapi (10:27:34 PM): JanellzPapi (5:43:03 PM): yeah....I feel so much for that
woman and you know I just had to tell her...I dont ever want it to come to a point
where she's scared to tell me anything at all...
JanellzPapi (5:43:14 PM): she knows how I feel about her...and from reading that you
see that I do
diegobabe19 (5:44:50 PM): Your going to make me cry! but Yes i do see that you care
for her and she cares for you more then anything in this world
JanellzPapi (10:27:53 PM): JanellzPapi (5:46:26 PM): aww, only happy tears baby happy
tears!....she's all that matters to me though, and I can never stop writing good things
about her like that, and at the same time I feel like " what more is there to tell...what
can I possibly say to make her feel that I Love her more than I do now when I never
thought I would this much "...I cant even explain it
diegobabe19 (5:47:17 PM): Thats the best
JanellzPapi (5:47:35 PM): thank you..
JanellzPapi (5:48:00 PM): I've done things to the extreme for her Julez you dont even
kno lol
JanellzPapi (10:28:10 PM): JanellzPapi (5:48:44 PM): I was partial and nervous to gettin
any type of tattoo before, let alone even daring to put someones name on me....but, I
got 2 just for Janell...
diegobabe19 (5:48:48 PM): You and her both you guys are love crazy
diegobabe19 (5:49:02 PM): Aw!!!!
JanellzPapi (5:49:23 PM): sold my friggen car, lol...never thought Id do that either but
Love makes me do crazy things....and yeah I am...I truly am for her, she DOES make
me Love crazy dammit and Im proud to say that
diegobabe19 (5:50:06 PM): I cant believe you did that
JanellzPapi (5:50:14 PM): sold my car?
JanellzPapi (10:28:25 PM): diegobabe19 (5:50:27 PM): you guys make each other do some
crazy things man lol
diegobabe19 (5:50:35 PM): yeah that would of been the last thing on my mind
JanellzPapi (5:50:59 PM): if it wasnt Janell I was doin it for then I probably wouldnt
have gone through with it....but, she's definetly not everyone else...I did it in a heartbeat
and didnt think twice, nor did I doubt
diegobabe19 (5:51:36 PM): aw
JanellzPapi (10:28:38 PM): JanellzPapi (5:52:03 PM): just so happy with her, so so happy
diegobabe19 (5:52:21 PM): well thats good everyone should be happy
JanellzPapi (5:52:38 PM): yup!, sucks that some arent but I know I am
diegobabe19 (5:53:00 PM): lol yeah
JanellzPapi (5:53:29 PM): I wrote a song for her on my guitar and as soon as I can
record it Im gonna send it to her
diegobabe19 (5:54:13 PM): aw that'll be sweet. but how are you going to sing with no
voice?
JanellzPapi (5:54:29 PM): I wont be able to, Ima just play it though so its gonna be a lot
longer since I cant sing
JanellzPapi (10:28:56 PM): diegobabe19 (5:54:45 PM): oh ok well that'd still be cool
JanellzPapi (5:55:12 PM): yeah, wish I could though...cause I know as soon as I get my
voice back Im gonna wanna call her all the time just to do that lol
diegobabe19 (5:55:39 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (5:56:33 PM): hey, after this I'll shut my mouth because I know youre gettin
sick and tired of me talkin about how much I am in Love lol...but real quick do you
wanna see the poem I wrote for her while you guys were away
diegobabe19 (5:57:36 PM): Nah man its cool I Like seeing my baby sister and her man
happy and Sure why the hell not
JanellzPapi (10:29:18 PM): _______you know what the poem is, its the one I sent you
while you were gone...___
JanellzPapi (10:29:33 PM): diegobabe19 (6:02:55 PM): Aw! thats so sweet Ben
JanellzPapi (6:03:15 PM): :-) thank you Julie!
diegobabe19 (6:03:20 PM): I wish i had a boyfriend like you!!!
diegobabe19 (6:03:30 PM): im jealous now damnit!
diegobabe19 (6:03:32 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:03:43 PM): lol!!! aww well thank you for that compliment, I hope you
find him one day too, lol nooo dont be jealous, there's no reason
JanellzPapi (10:29:53 PM): diegobabe19 (6:03:55 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:05:35 PM): did she let you read the long ass one when I asked her to be
my gf lol
diegobabe19 (6:06:22 PM): everyone saw that one lol she said she was going to put in
on her profile
JanellzPapi (6:06:45 PM): what?? when was this?? lol yeah thats the lloonnggeesstt one
diegobabe19 (6:07:09 PM): like the other day lol
JanellzPapi (6:07:14 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (6:07:38 PM): you wouldnt mind if she did would you
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JanellzPapi (10:30:13 PM): JanellzPapi (6:08:40 PM): I kinda would with that first
one....not because I dont want her to put it up, because I do...but the last time I put up
somethin personal to me about her ( one of the other poems ) turns out people copied it
and reworded it a little to make it their own
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JanellzPapi (10:31:17 PM): wb
JanellzPapi (10:31:31 PM): Ima paste what I last sent you babe, its almost done k
diegobabe19 (10:31:37 PM): k thanks
JanellzPapi (10:31:40 PM): yw
JanellzPapi (10:31:59 PM): JanellzPapi (10:29:53 PM): diegobabe19 (6:03:55 PM): lol
JanellzPapi (6:05:35 PM): did she let you read the long ass one when I asked her to be
my gf lol
diegobabe19 (6:06:22 PM): everyone saw that one lol she said she was going to put in
on her profile
JanellzPapi (6:06:45 PM): what?? when was this?? lol yeah thats the lloonnggeesstt one
diegobabe19 (6:07:09 PM): like the other day lol
JanellzPapi (6:07:14 PM): lol
diegobabe19 (6:07:38 PM): you wouldnt mind if she did would you
JanellzPapi (10:32:06 PM): JanellzPapi (10:30:13 PM): JanellzPapi (6:08:40 PM): I kinda
would with that first one....not because I dont want her to put it up, because I do...but
the last time I put up somethin personal to me about her ( one of the other poems )
turns out people copied it and reworded it a little to make it their own
JanellzPapi (10:32:26 PM): JanellzPapi (6:08:47 PM): and I didnt like that really...
JanellzPapi (6:09:39 PM): that was when you guys went on your last trip, late last year
or somethin
JanellzPapi (10:33:24 PM): ____section break_____
JanellzPapi (10:33:26 PM): diegobabe19 (6:30:24 PM): You know she had a bad dream
about you
diegobabe19 (6:30:35 PM): while we were gone
JanellzPapi (6:30:36 PM): lol sorry! I got pissed off Im sorry....punched like 12 wholes
in the wall so gotta get those fixed
JanellzPapi (6:30:42 PM): and no...I didnt know :-(
diegobabe19 (6:30:57 PM): oh then maybe i should keep my mouth shut
JanellzPapi (6:31:10 PM): so should I not ask her about it then
diegobabe19 (6:31:21 PM): ask her about it if you want too
JanellzPapi (10:33:42 PM): JanellzPapi (6:31:30 PM): :-\ k
diegobabe19 (6:31:33 PM): im not the right person to tell you i dont think
JanellzPapi (6:31:44 PM): its ok, I understand
diegobabe19 (6:31:52 PM): k
JanellzPapi (6:32:18 PM): just makes me wonder a little bit...I'll ask and if she isnt
comfortable with tellin me then thats alright too
diegobabe19 (6:35:50 PM): why what do you think its about
JanellzPapi (10:33:58 PM): JanellzPapi (6:37:09 PM): that Im dyin or somethin....I dont
know extreme stuff, that or me runnin off with another girl, because she's told me that
its one of her insecurities just as it is one of mine, and the dying, well doin this and at
one point bein up in the air scared her a lot...
JanellzPapi (10:35:46 PM): JanellzPapi (6:37:09 PM): that Im dyin or somethin....I dont
know extreme stuff, that or me runnin off with another girl, because she's told me that
its one of her insecurities just as it is one of mine, and the dying, well doin this and at
one point bein up in the air scared her a lot...
JanellzPapi (10:36:09 PM): JanellzPapi (6:37:21 PM): I could be way far off...but I dont
know I wont know until I know if she decides to tell me
diegobabe19 (6:37:42 PM): actually damn your right on
JanellzPapi (6:37:59 PM): oh man...see what I mean...:-\ I remember this stuff even if
it sucks
diegobabe19 (6:39:17 PM): :-\ yeah she was crying in her sleep and i was sleeping right
next to her and normally she doesnt move when she sleeps but when she does i always
wake up and ask her if she is ok and this time she didnt answer me she just kept crying
JanellzPapi (6:39:36 PM): :'(
JanellzPapi (10:36:23 PM): diegobabe19 (6:39:46 PM): yeah she scared the shit out of me
JanellzPapi (6:40:10 PM): sorry, and as you can see again its me thats at foult but
yeah...see how Im hurtin her Julez
diegobabe19 (6:40:33 PM): no! baby your not hurting her
diegobabe19 (6:41:02 PM): it wasnt about you running off with some girl
JanellzPapi (6:41:03 PM): why was she cryin then, this is what hurts the most, having
no control over it either
diegobabe19 (6:41:14 PM): its was about you dying
JanellzPapi (10:36:40 PM): JanellzPapi (6:41:16 PM): but just as bad if not worse with
what she was thinkin then
diegobabe19 (6:41:45 PM): its not like she wanted to dream about it?
JanellzPapi (6:41:51 PM): I know
JanellzPapi (6:41:58 PM): but just the thought
diegobabe19 (6:42:17 PM): I know
diegobabe19 (6:42:31 PM): but yeah Im not going to say anymore about it i probably
already said to much
JanellzPapi (10:37:32 PM): JanellzPapi (6:42:39 PM): ok..I understand...sorry
diegobabe19 (6:42:59 PM): i just think she should be the one to tell you.... sorry baby
JanellzPapi (6:43:17 PM): dont apologize, Im not mad at you for it its completely alright
diegobabe19 (6:43:32 PM): ok..
diegobabe19 (6:43:50 PM): Just let me know when you want to talk to her cause she
awake
JanellzPapi (6:44:03 PM): oh ok, whenever she wants to then you can ask her
diegobabe19 (6:44:23 PM): want me to ask her now then
JanellzPapi (10:37:40 PM): and thats pretty much it babe, you and I talked after that
diegobabe19 (10:38:26 PM): aww =)!
JanellzPapi (10:38:55 PM): =]you seeeee!!!
diegobabe19 (10:39:37 PM): =) thousand times!
JanellzPapi (10:39:56 PM): aawww, see I Love You!!
diegobabe19 (10:40:04 PM): I Love you too!!!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (10:40:17 PM): haha I have the biggest smile on my face right now baby
diegobabe19 (10:40:43 PM): aw well im glad!
diegobabe19 (10:41:00 PM): someone just messed up my mood though but oh well
diegobabe19 (10:41:07 PM): im still happy cause of you
JanellzPapi (10:41:16 PM): aww, well fuck them babe dont worry about it...
diegobabe19 (10:42:04 PM): no babe it seriously just pissed me off....
JanellzPapi (10:42:20 PM): well there goes my smile...what happened
diegobabe19 (10:42:27 PM): nooo baby
JanellzPapi (10:42:36 PM): too late now
diegobabe19 (10:42:40 PM): im still happy cause of you!!
diegobabe19 (10:42:46 PM): im just both right now
diegobabe19 (10:42:50 PM): but you be happy!!!!!
JanellzPapi (10:42:51 PM): you dont seem like it when you say that babe
JanellzPapi (10:43:02 PM): .....its hard to crack a smile now, knowin that youre pissed
diegobabe19 (10:43:29 PM): well how would u feel if u got an email like this ....."I emailed you
back every time" cough BULLshit,
w/e...and hey bitch all I gotta say is, yes, you
ARE cocky, and 2, if you dont care about what
happens to this friendship? then you never cared,
and you dont GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME! so if thats
the case, kiss my ass and FUCK YOU!
diegobabe19 (10:44:03 PM): and...........wait, now U of ALL people that I know should shut
the fuck up about jumping to assumptions ok and I
dont know whether to believe your story about the
whole gone for a week stuff, I emailed you even
before that and you never replied
and uh Im sure out of all your days of goin to
work and school and whatever...you got on to talk
to you boyfriend at some point so why the fuck
couldnt you write me then!
and didnt I tell you that the decision was yours?
Im just asking so you dont waste my time while I
sit here on my ass and write and never get
anything back, so damn let me know what the
fuckin deal is but what the hell were you tryin
to say when you said " and Hey, if you wanna
leave and never talk to me again that is totally
up to you its your call not mine.. but to tell
you the truth I dont think you mean it.. " what
the FUCK was that about. a little cocky arent we?
what makes you think I wont fucking leave your
ass alone! yeah youre a kool friend and all but
if youre gonna bullshit with me I'll treat you
like I do every other single person, the exact
same way, fuck with me, your ass is gone, whether
you think I mean that or not. im not playing
games either ok so whatever
you let me know whats goin on then we'll go from
there
JanellzPapi (10:44:07 PM): ok, who the fuck just wrote that
diegobabe19 (10:44:54 PM): all im gonna say is it was a guy
JanellzPapi (10:45:07 PM): no, tell me
JanellzPapi (10:45:09 PM): right now
diegobabe19 (10:45:34 PM): u told me to never tell u
JanellzPapi (10:45:39 PM): well now I wanna know
diegobabe19 (10:45:49 PM): j
diegobabe19 (10:45:54 PM): ake
diegobabe19 (10:45:56 PM): jake*
JanellzPapi (10:46:07 PM): oh that fuckin does it....
diegobabe19 (10:46:19 PM): baby come on...
diegobabe19 (10:46:28 PM): let talk about something else...
JanellzPapi (10:46:34 PM): there goes 13 holes in the wall instead of 12...Im writin his ass
back
diegobabe19 (10:46:48 PM): BABYYY!!!! why did you just do that!!!!?
JanellzPapi (10:46:57 PM): because Im pissed off!!!
diegobabe19 (10:47:21 PM): baby please come on we'll talk about something else...
JanellzPapi (10:47:36 PM): no
JanellzPapi (10:47:48 PM): this is and has gone way too God damn far
diegobabe19 (10:48:21 PM): I know and I told him to never write me again
diegobabe19 (10:48:44 PM): and great!
diegobabe19 (10:48:45 PM): grr
JanellzPapi (10:48:49 PM): WHAT
diegobabe19 (10:48:58 PM): he emailed me again
diegobabe19 (10:49:03 PM): grr grr grrr
JanellzPapi (10:49:19 PM): I did not need this shit the day before I have to go....I really
didnt...he's gonna be sorry
diegobabe19 (10:49:41 PM): Im sorry.........
JanellzPapi (10:49:52 PM): so the fuck am I...Ima kill im
diegobabe19 (10:50:10 PM): Baby dont let him get too you.....
JanellzPapi (10:50:27 PM): he already has baby this is PUSHIN it
JanellzPapi (10:50:31 PM): and he just did
diegobabe19 (10:50:49 PM): well what are you going to do
JanellzPapi (10:51:04 PM): Ima found out who he is where he lives and pay him a visit
diegobabe19 (10:51:23 PM): he lives in Miami
JanellzPapi (10:51:34 PM): he does? ok that helps thank you baby
diegobabe19 (10:51:44 PM): i dont know where?
JanellzPapi (10:51:56 PM): you just said he lives in Miami
diegobabe19 (10:52:14 PM): oh well i thought you were being sarcastic or something
diegobabe19 (10:52:17 PM): sorry
JanellzPapi (10:52:23 PM): its ok
diegobabe19 (10:52:51 PM): wanna know what he looks like lol
JanellzPapi (10:53:03 PM): yeah...
diegobabe19 (10:53:41 PM): check your email
JanellzPapi (10:53:48 PM): ok
diegobabe19 (10:54:30 PM): let me know when you get it
JanellzPapi (10:54:35 PM): k
JanellzPapi (10:55:08 PM): got it
diegobabe19 (10:55:14 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (10:55:23 PM): he aint gonna look like THAT anymore
diegobabe19 (10:56:23 PM): he keeps sending me little annoying messages
JanellzPapi (10:56:41 PM): well I just sent him one so we'll see if he writes after he gets it
diegobabe19 (10:56:54 PM): what? what'd you say??
JanellzPapi (10:57:33 PM): stay the fuck away from my Wife alright, Im gonna
find out what youre name is, where you live, and
Im gonna FUCK YOU UP! Im not gonna even bitch you
out right now, Im not, you know why. Because its
not gonna have the same effect of my fist poundin
into your fuckin face for disrespectin my lady!
youre gonna be so fuckin sorry, you will regret
everything you said to disrespect her, and Im
gonna see that shit through
Benjamin, youre worst fucking nightmare
diegobabe19 (10:58:19 PM): No thanks! go fuck off
go suck your boyfriends dick
--- janell cappallettie
<poddiego_babe19@yahoo.com> wrote:
>
> go fuck off jerk
> Brett and Jacob Martinez
> <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote: Im emailin
> you back....bitch
>
diegobabe19 (10:58:30 PM): damn uh..ive never seen you like this before
JanellzPapi (10:58:32 PM): he better not write you back now
JanellzPapi (10:58:52 PM): Im sorry...but when Im pushed to certin limits...my actions
change with assholes like this
diegobabe19 (10:59:12 PM): I see....
JanellzPapi (10:59:45 PM): if I was there with you right now I wouldnt give a fuck as
much as I do right now, but when people cant respect me, you and us together?? big big
BIG no no
JanellzPapi (10:59:52 PM): sorry if I scared you or if I am, I'll calm down, Im sorry
diegobabe19 (11:00:26 PM): it's ok....
diegobabe19 (11:00:29 PM): I Love you though....
JanellzPapi (11:00:36 PM): I Love You too baby
diegobabe19 (11:01:19 PM): let me know if he emails you back or not
JanellzPapi (11:01:24 PM): ok
diegobabe19 (11:03:53 PM): he's scared
JanellzPapi (11:04:04 PM): has he wrote you back?
diegobabe19 (11:04:15 PM): no hes scared
diegobabe19 (11:04:17 PM): u
JanellzPapi (11:04:26 PM): I dont know let me sign in again
diegobabe19 (11:04:31 PM): k
JanellzPapi (11:04:52 PM): son of a bitch hold on
diegobabe19 (11:05:02 PM): whattttttt>????
JanellzPapi (11:05:09 PM): he wrote back
diegobabe19 (11:05:20 PM): what did he say
JanellzPapi (11:05:24 PM): hold on
diegobabe19 (11:05:29 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (11:06:17 PM): this is disturbing
JanellzPapi (11:06:23 PM): stay the fuck away from my Wife alright, Im gonna
find out what youre name is, where you live, and
Im gonna FUCK YOU UP! Im not gonna even bitch you
out right now, Im not, you know why. Because its
not gonna have the same effect of my fist poundin
into your fuckin face for disrespectin my lady!
youre gonna be so fuckin sorry, you will regret
everything you said to disrespect her, and Im
gonna see that shit through
Benjamin, youre worst fucking nightmare
JanellzPapi (11:06:32 PM): wait...wrong one, didnt press copy
diegobabe19 (11:06:40 PM): k
JanellzPapi (11:06:46 PM): man pleez youre all jokes just like your fucked
up girl, both of you 2 were made for each other,
youre both asses, piss off to both of you tho, I
aint fuckin with YOU OR her shit anymore, and oh
oh, did she tell you that she said she's loved me
before? and that she liked me but couldnt date me
cause she was with you? i bet your fuckin ass she
left that shit out huh ddnt she, I have emails to
prove the shit 2 we'll see what happens, bluffin
monkey ass, FUCK YOU JUST LIKE HER son of a bitch
both of you
_Jake_
diegobabe19 (11:07:30 PM): WHATTTTTTT
diegobabe19 (11:07:34 PM): WHHHAAATT
diegobabe19 (11:07:37 PM): WhhhhAATTT
diegobabe19 (11:07:41 PM): HAHAHA
diegobabe19 (11:08:01 PM): His ass was talking to J not me!
JanellzPapi (11:08:13 PM): what?
diegobabe19 (11:09:15 PM): when he was talking about me " loving him" that was julie
messing with him u can even ask her!!!
JanellzPapi (11:09:37 PM): this is so just pissin me off
diegobabe19 (11:09:45 PM): what is
JanellzPapi (11:10:01 PM): this whole thing and him
diegobabe19 (11:11:03 PM): what do you wanna ask J? do you even believe me?
JanellzPapi (11:11:09 PM): yes I believe you
JanellzPapi (11:11:17 PM): what kind of a question is that
diegobabe19 (11:11:36 PM): because i dont want you believing what he is saying
JanellzPapi (11:11:51 PM): what in the WORLD could make me
diegobabe19 (11:12:11 PM): I dont know
JanellzPapi (11:12:23 PM): that response should be nothing
diegobabe19 (11:12:42 PM): fine nothing...
JanellzPapi (11:13:00 PM): Im not sayin you had to say it, Im just sayin...cause nothing
will
diegobabe19 (11:13:15 PM): ok...
diegobabe19 (11:13:58 PM): this is just ruining everything
diegobabe19 (11:14:16 PM): are you emailing him back
JanellzPapi (11:14:17 PM): yes it really fuckin is now I feel bad, Im pissed off and I dont
know where to go from here...
JanellzPapi (11:14:19 PM): yeah I am
diegobabe19 (11:14:40 PM): why whats the use?
JanellzPapi (11:14:49 PM): to let him know Im serious
JanellzPapi (11:14:57 PM): he thinks Im bluffin
diegobabe19 (11:15:06 PM): just fuckin let it be
JanellzPapi (11:15:21 PM): I cant
JanellzPapi (11:15:25 PM): not now after this
diegobabe19 (11:15:54 PM): baby please.......
JanellzPapi (11:16:01 PM): no...not this time Janell
JanellzPapi (11:16:15 PM): if I dont, he'll think Im bluffin and he will still bullshit
diegobabe19 (11:18:42 PM): he wont
JanellzPapi (11:19:07 PM): he will
JanellzPapi (11:19:12 PM): look how he has now
JanellzPapi (11:19:43 PM): you got another thing comin mother fucker and 1!
I dont believe that shit, she Loves ME! Im her
man, not you as much as you fuckin wanna be, all
you mothafuckers wanna be with her so you can
fuck with her, hurt her and take advantage of her
but guess what!! its not gonna fuckin happen!!
Jake, I know what you look like man and I know
you live in fuckin miami, Im not too far off when
I fuckin get back home Im in orlando, still wanna
try me?! I told you Im serious!
diegobabe19 (11:19:43 PM): he wont
JanellzPapi (11:19:46 PM): what I wrote...
JanellzPapi (11:19:48 PM): and yes, he will
diegobabe19 (11:21:26 PM): watch now hes probably going to twist some shit around
JanellzPapi (11:21:45 PM): and say what...he better quit with this shit I know that
diegobabe19 (11:22:08 PM): yeah...
diegobabe19 (11:22:39 PM): dont email him anymore.
JanellzPapi (11:22:46 PM): why not
diegobabe19 (11:22:56 PM): cause im tired of this shit
JanellzPapi (11:23:07 PM): so am I but Im not gonna sit here and take it
diegobabe19 (11:23:10 PM): i just want to fuckin leave
JanellzPapi (11:23:32 PM): he's gonna go back and fourth with me I know but if you
wanna go you can
JanellzPapi (11:23:34 PM): youre tired
diegobabe19 signed off at 11:25:26 PM.
diegobabe19 signed on at 11:25:29 PM.
JanellzPapi (11:25:33 PM): wb
diegobabe19 (11:25:48 PM): thanks
JanellzPapi (11:26:13 PM): yw
diegobabe19 (11:26:19 PM): ok
JanellzPapi (11:26:27 PM): he wrote back
JanellzPapi (11:26:29 PM): let me read this
diegobabe19 (11:26:32 PM): grrrrrr
diegobabe19 (11:28:13 PM): what the fuck did he say now
JanellzPapi (11:28:29 PM): 15 holes in the wall now
JanellzPapi (11:28:41 PM):
but I dont want you to be heartbroken... Dont you
have
a girl that you were with when you forgot about
me?..
--- Brett and Jacob Martinez and never ssay
never...
But yeah Please please please!!! still be my
friend...
<bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> I cant help but be heartbroken now janell
because
> we'll never be together and you know that now
> --- janell cappallettie
<poddiego_babe19@yahoo.com>
> wrote:
> > aww baby come on??...please dont be...
> >
> >
> > --- Brett and Jacob Martinez
> > <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> > > *heartbroken* ok
> > > --- janell cappallettie
> > <poddiego_babe19@yahoo.com>
> > > wrote:
> > > > ok... so you wont be mad at me right..if
I
> didnt
> > > > have
> > > > a bf I would deff. say yes.. but the
problem
> is
> > I
> > > > do..
> > > > and theres not much I can do about that..
But
> I
> > > > wanna
> > > > be your friend and be like we have been
and
> > before
> > > > cause that was cool..and I like you so I
> dunno..
> > > but
> > > > right now my answer is no.... its not
because
> I
> > > dont
> > > > like you.. or anything because like I
said I
> > like
> > > > you.. its just I have a bf and Im the "
> > faithful"
> > > > type..but like I said I like you and
> everything
> > > its
> > > > just the bf issue.. But Ya know I still
Love
> ya
> > > > baby!!!..lol..so hopefully its all
good...
> > > >
> > > > --- Brett and Jacob Martinez
> > > > <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> > > > > ok just spare me and say no now because
it's
> > > > > bullshit
> > > > > by you tellin me " we'll see what
happens "
> > > thats
> > > > > just
> > > > > to make me think that something will
happen
> > only
> > > > > you're just buyin time so later you can
tell
> > me
> > > > > no...if thats the case just say no now,
> spare
> > me
> > > > the
> > > > > wait, and no i wouldnt stop talkin
> > > > >
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diegobabe19 (11:28:47 PM): WHY! DAMN IT!!
JanellzPapi (11:28:54 PM): I'll show ya
JanellzPapi (11:29:08 PM): how do you like my apples now
she said this and it was back and fourth you
prick, you better not come to my place, I still
call your fuckin bluff:
but I dont want you to be heartbroken... Dont you
have
a girl that you were with when you forgot about
me?..
--- Brett and Jacob Martinez and never ssay
never...
But yeah Please please please!!! still be my
friend...
JanellzPapi (11:29:19 PM): how do you like my apples now
she said this and it was back and fourth you
prick, you better not come to my place, I still
call your fuckin bluff:
but I dont want you to be heartbroken... Dont you
have
a girl that you were with when you forgot about
me?..
--- Brett and Jacob Martinez and never ssay
never...
But yeah Please please please!!! still be my
friend...
JanellzPapi (11:29:55 PM): <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> I cant help but be heartbroken now janell
because
> we'll never be together and you know that now
> --- janell cappallettie
JanellzPapi (11:30:07 PM): <poddiego_babe19@yahoo.com>
> wrote:
> > aww baby come on??...please dont be...
> >
JanellzPapi (11:30:21 PM): <poddiego_babe19@yahoo.com>
> wrote:
> > aww baby come on??...please dont be...
> >
JanellzPapi (11:30:25 PM): grrr
JanellzPapi (11:30:29 PM): gotta do it again
diegobabe19 (11:30:37 PM): FUCK THIS SHIT
JanellzPapi (11:30:44 PM): --- Brett and Jacob Martinez
> > <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> > > *heartbroken* ok
> > > --- janell cappallettie
JanellzPapi (11:31:00 PM): ok... so you wont be mad at me right..if
I
> didnt
> > > > have
> > > > a bf I would deff. say yes.. but the
problem
> is
> > I
JanellzPapi (11:31:43 PM): do..
> > > > and theres not much I can do about that..
But
> I
> > > > wanna
diegobabe19 (11:31:46 PM): WHAT THE FUCK
JanellzPapi (11:31:52 PM): be your friend and be like we have been
and
> > before
JanellzPapi (11:32:02 PM): cause that was cool..and I like you so I
> dunno..
> > > but
> > > > right now my answer is no.... its not
because
JanellzPapi (11:32:14 PM): I
> > > dont
> > > > like you.. or anything because like I
said I
> > like
> > > > you..
JanellzPapi (11:32:29 PM): its just I have a bf and Im the "
> > faithful"
> > > > type..but like I said I like you and
> everything
> > > its
> > > > just the bf issue.. But Ya know I still
Love
JanellzPapi (11:32:45 PM): ya
> > > > baby!!!..lol..so hopefully its all
good...
JanellzPapi (11:33:03 PM): Brett and Jacob Martinez
> > > > <bedlovinrockstar@yahoo.com> wrote:
> > > > > ok just spare me and say no now because
it's
> > > > > bullshit
> > > > > by you tellin me " we'll see what
happens "
JanellzPapi (11:33:14 PM): thats
> > > > > just
> > > > > to make me think that something will
happen
> > only
> > > > > you're just buyin time so later you can
tell
> > me
JanellzPapi (11:33:26 PM): no...if thats the case just say no now,
> spare
> > me
> > > > the
> > > > > wait, and no i wouldnt stop talkin
diegobabe19 (11:33:46 PM): tHIS IS PISSING ME OFF
JanellzPapi (11:33:54 PM): me, too
JanellzPapi (11:34:30 PM): and thats Julie
diegobabe19 (11:34:39 PM): SEE I KNEW THIS SHIT WOULD COME BACK OFF ON
MY FUCK JULIE FUCK JAKE FUCK EVERYONE
diegobabe19 (11:35:06 PM): THIS IS BULLSHIT
JanellzPapi (11:35:09 PM): fuck Julie? fuck everyone??? thats a little general
diegobabe19 (11:35:33 PM): YEAH BECAUSE IF IT WASNT FOR HER THIS SHIT
WOULDNT BE HAPPENING
diegobabe19 (11:35:44 PM): AND THAT SHIT WOULDNT OF BEEN SAID
JanellzPapi (11:35:47 PM): she knows how to sound like you then
diegobabe19 (11:35:54 PM): BUT YET AGAIN IM THE BITCH BECAUSE I LET HER
SAY IT
JanellzPapi (11:36:00 PM): 17 holes
diegobabe19 (11:36:07 PM): SEE YOUR FUCKIN BELIEVING IT!!
JanellzPapi (11:36:13 PM): IM NOT!!
JanellzPapi (11:36:17 PM): DONT EVEN go there
diegobabe19 (11:36:18 PM): YES YOU ARE!!
JanellzPapi (11:36:33 PM): dont assume what I believe Janell that is NOT youre place
diegobabe19 (11:36:34 PM): "JanellzPapi (12:07:34 AM): she knows how to sound like you
then"
JanellzPapi (11:36:40 PM): and!???
JanellzPapi (11:36:44 PM): she DOES!
diegobabe19 (11:36:49 PM): WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN!?
JanellzPapi (11:37:34 PM): it means what it means!! did I say " Janell you lied to me, you
are talkin to him, it sounds too much like you " I didnt SAY " oh thats not Julie, you
lied to me " I DIDNT say YOU did or said ANYTHING!
JanellzPapi (11:37:46 PM): FUCKIN SHIT do you NOT think that I dont believe you!?
JanellzPapi (11:38:08 PM): because if thats the problem then we REALLY have a trust
issue right now
diegobabe19 (11:39:24 PM): I DO FUCKIN TRUST YOU AND I HOPE U TRUST ME
TOO AND YEAH IT WAS JULIE SHE WAS MESSING WITH HIM SO SHE WAS
TRYING TO BE ME NOT HER SHEESH BUT IM GETTING A FEELING LIKE
U BELIEVE HIM OR SOMETHING
JanellzPapi (11:40:23 PM): well what the fuck do you want from me...there NOTHIN
MORE I CAN SAY TO YOU other than I believe you, so if you STILL feel like I
believe him?? then what is my WORD TO YOU AT ALL!
diegobabe19 (11:41:21 PM): WTF IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN
JanellzPapi (11:43:04 PM): HOW MANY TIMES DO I TELL YOU I TRUST YOU!
huh??? HOW MANY...thats the #1 THING ON MY LIST THAT I WANT YOU TO
KNOW!!!! and the fact that you cant trust me on THIS?!! makes me FEEL that
way...of ALL the conversations we've had...of ALL of em...I ALWAYS in someway tell
you that I'll always trust you and NO ONE can make me think otherwise...so
what...did you not take them seriously? what MORE DO I HAVE TO DO OR SAY
TO PROVE THAT TO YOU!
JanellzPapi (11:44:23 PM): " diegobabe19 (11:11:03 PM): what do you wanna ask J? do you
even believe me?
JanellzPapi (11:11:09 PM): yes I believe you
JanellzPapi (11:11:17 PM): what kind of a question is that
diegobabe19 (11:11:36 PM): because i dont want you believing what he is saying "
JanellzPapi (11:44:33 PM): " JanellzPapi (11:11:51 PM): what in the WORLD could make
me
diegobabe19 (11:12:11 PM): I dont know
JanellzPapi (11:12:23 PM): that response should be nothing
diegobabe19 (11:12:42 PM): fine nothing...
JanellzPapi (11:13:00 PM): Im not sayin you had to say it, Im just sayin...cause nothing
will "
JanellzPapi (11:44:47 PM): is THAT even not enough!? I just told you right there!!
diegobabe19 (11:46:08 PM): IT WAS JUST A FUCKIN QUESTIN BENJAMIN!!! AND I
DID TOO FUCKIN TAKE THEN SERIOUSLY!!! IM SORRY IM FUCKIN
INSECURE!! IM A FUCKIN BITCH HE WAS RIGHT I GUESS FIRST I HAVE HIM
BITCHING AT ME THEN I HAVE YOU YELLING AT ME SO WTF AM I
SUPPOSE TO DO!!!
JanellzPapi (11:47:52 PM): YOURE SUPPOSE TO BELIEVE ME!!!!! AND YEAH IT
WAS A QUESTION BUT A STUPID ONE!! YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER
ANYHOW!, AND STOP FUCKIN CALLIN YOURSELF A BITCH JANELL
BECAUSE YOURE NOT! and do you know what? I wouldnt have been half as upset
as I am right now if you didnt throw at me the assumption of me believing him
JanellzPapi (11:47:54 PM): not even HALF
JanellzPapi (11:48:23 PM): there's 25 holes in the God damn wall now, and there's gonna
be more...I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU EXPECT ME TO DO!
diegobabe19 (11:48:51 PM): IF YOU KEEP FUCKIN DOING THAT IM GOING TO
FUCKIN GO!!!
JanellzPapi (11:49:10 PM): yeah well THAT I cant promise!
diegobabe19 (11:49:35 PM): GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN FUCK THIS
diegobabe19 (11:49:42 PM): GOODBYE!
JanellzPapi (11:49:48 PM): great
JanellzPapi (11:49:56 PM): bye...nothin I can do now
JanellzPapi (11:50:03 PM): leave and leave me hangin...
diegobabe19 (11:50:18 PM): WELL STOP HURTING YOURSELF DAMNIT!!
diegobabe19 (11:50:58 PM): THAT IS ONE THING I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH
JanellzPapi (11:51:19 PM): whats the difference from anyone ELSE DOIN IT!! you hurt
me!?? by askin that QUESTION...and even when you leave...he's only gonna KEEP
shit goin with me, and Im gonna HAVE to take my agression out SOMEfuckin where
JanellzPapi (11:51:28 PM): what the HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO NOW!
JanellzPapi (11:51:37 PM): I cant STAND this shit anymore
JanellzPapi (11:51:46 PM): it's too fuckin much
diegobabe19 (11:51:47 PM): THEN WTF DO YOU WANT TOO DO!?
JanellzPapi (11:52:03 PM): it doesnt even matter now
diegobabe19 (11:52:09 PM): WHATS TO FUCKIN MUCH
diegobabe19 (11:52:19 PM): IT DOESNT MATTER??
diegobabe19 (11:52:39 PM): WTF ARE YOU TIRED OF LET ME KNOW BENJAMIN
JanellzPapi (11:52:44 PM): I should just fuck it like everyone fucks me..." Benz a toy lets
break him " well this SHITS WORKIN....
diegobabe19 (11:53:06 PM): SO YOUR SAYING THATS WHAT iM DOING?!?
JanellzPapi (11:53:18 PM): Im tired of havin to put up with all of this shit! THATS What
Im tired of Janell...but You know what?! I dont care because Im STILL DOIN IT FOR
YOU!!!
JanellzPapi (11:53:25 PM): NO not YOU, everyone ELSE
diegobabe19 (11:53:49 PM): LOOK DONT DO ANYTHING FOR ME ITS TO MUCH
OF A FUCKIN PROBLEM
diegobabe19 (11:53:55 PM): JUST FORGET IT!!!
JanellzPapi (11:53:59 PM): NO!!!!
diegobabe19 (11:54:11 PM): YES!!
JanellzPapi (11:54:15 PM): NO!!!
diegobabe19 (11:54:41 PM): YES DAMNIT!! I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR
PROBLEM!!
diegobabe19 (11:54:45 PM): IM SORRY IF I EVER WAS
JanellzPapi (11:55:04 PM): YOURE NOT!! SHIT EVERYONE ELSE IS!
diegobabe19 (11:55:23 PM): REALLY!!?? WELL IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE IT
diegobabe19 (11:55:34 PM): AND IF IT IS ITS BECAUSE OF ME STILL!!!
diegobabe19 (11:55:57 PM): IT ALWAYS HAS A WAY OF COMING BACK TO ME!!
diegobabe19 (11:56:12 PM): AND IM FUCKIN FED UP WITH IT!!!
JanellzPapi (11:56:23 PM): SO FUCKIN WHAT!! I LOVE YOU!!...SO WHAT ARE
YOU TRYIN TO SAY??
diegobabe19 (11:57:37 PM): IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING BEING MY FAULT!
EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPEND WRONG HAS HAD SOMETHING TO
DO WITH ME
diegobabe19 (11:57:59 PM): IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT
JanellzPapi (11:58:34 PM): WELL I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT!...IM SORRY
THAT YOURE FED UP WITH IT, AND SO AM I
diegobabe19 (11:58:56 PM): YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT?
JanellzPapi (11:59:44 PM): SHIT THESE OTHER MOTHERFUCKERS ARE TRYIN
TO PULL...AND IT ISNT ALWAYS YOUR FAULT...NO ONE CAN HELP THAT
THEY'RE JEALOUS AND HAVE PROBLEMS?? IM JUST AS SICK OF IT AS
YOU ARE
diegobabe19 (12:01:28 AM): THEN WTF ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO
JanellzPapi (12:01:41 AM): NOTHIN YOU KNOW WHAT, I GUESS NOTHIN
diegobabe19 (12:02:11 AM): WELL IM FUCKIN SORRY BUT I CANT SIT HERE
AND DO FUCKIN NOTING
JanellzPapi (12:02:23 AM): JOIN THE CLUB
diegobabe19 (12:02:34 AM): I DONT WANT TOO
JanellzPapi (12:02:42 AM): DO YOU HAVE A CHOICE
JanellzPapi (12:02:53 AM): I CANT DO ANYTHING EITHER!
JanellzPapi (12:03:03 AM): AND WHEN I TRY??? IT'S NEVER ENOUGH!!
diegobabe19 (12:03:26 AM): NOW HOLD THE FUCK UP! WHAT IN THE SAM
HELL IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!!
diegobabe19 (12:03:56 AM): I HAVE NEVER ASKED ANYTHING OF YOU!!!!
JanellzPapi (12:04:08 AM): I CANT DO ANYTHING AT ALL IN MY FUCKIN
SITUATION!!!!! I TRY TO TELL THESE BASTARDS OFF, AND NO ONE
FUCKING GETS IT!!!
JanellzPapi (12:04:13 AM): LIKEWISE!
diegobabe19 (12:04:57 AM): THEN HOW THE FUCK IS SOMETHING NOT
ENOUGH!!??
JanellzPapi (12:05:03 AM): BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD HURT? IS IF YOU
DID! BECAUSE DEPENDING ON WHAT IT WAS WHOS TO SAY ID BE IN
THE POSITION TO DO SO! NOT EVERYONE CARES? YOU DO AND JULIE
MAY AND A FEW OTHERS BUT TO EVERYONE ELSE IM A GHOST!
diegobabe19 (12:05:59 AM): WHAT WOULD HURT IF I DID WHAT!?
JanellzPapi (12:06:16 AM): ASKED SOMETHIN OF ME!!
diegobabe19 (12:07:17 AM): FINE I'LL NEVER!!EVER!! IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
ASK ANYTHING OF YOU!!!!! NEVER!!!!!!!
JanellzPapi (12:07:36 AM): NO!!!!! DONT DO THAT!!!
diegobabe19 (12:08:01 AM): WHY THE FUCK NOT!!?? I'D HURT YOU IF I DID!!
WOULDNT I!!??
JanellzPapi (12:08:18 AM): NOW! YES YOU WOULD!! SEEIN AS I CANT EVEN DO
SHIT!!