[Remember when we never needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood we'd never be alone]

I always love my habit when I wake up in the middle of the night. I like to watch the stars from the half-opened window. Watching those beautiful things sparkling high up in the blue sky. Then, I will turn my body. Letting my back caress by the cold breeze of the night wind. It is cold, but it's nothing than what I feel when I enjoy the sight right in front of me. The sight of you sleeping so soundly.

Your face always looks so peaceful and innocent. Your eyes shut so peacefully, like sure that nothing will come to harm you. A stray of blue black silk falls and covers your forehead. I reach out to slip it behind your delicate ear. A little smile performs on your precious lips. Those thin pink skilful kisser that I adore so much. I lean my head forward to kiss you.

[Those days are gone now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say, never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight]

I feel a warm touch press against my lips. A soft and tender touch I always feel in the middle of my sleep. I know it's you. I always want to open my eyes and kiss you back but I always keep my eyes shut. I know that you're doing this all the time. I know you often wake up at night. I know you don't notice. But every time I hear the soft rustle of the bed sheet, I know you're awake. I slowly open my eyes and watch you staring at the star for a moment.

I love watching you like that. Staring innocently at the stars. Your almond-shape eyes sparkling exactly the same like the stars. Your tempting mouth pouts. You're always pouts. Slowly, you will turn your body to me. I quickly shut my eyes again. I don't want you to know that I know what you're doing.

I love your kiss. I always love it. I just…love it.

[I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight]

I slowly withdraw my lips. Wondering are you going to react like usual. I think you're instinctively gets along with my secret habit. And there you are, smiling and murmuring my name sweetly and instinctively snuggle up your body to me. Resting your head between the crooks of my neck. My body shiver every time I feel your hot breath on my skin.

I wrap my arms surround you. Holding you tight in my arms. My hand go caressing your back, feeling the wonderful sensation every time I touch your delicate skin. I never feel so possessive about something. But, I always feel this possessiveness whenever you're around. I always want to reach you and hold you, not wanting to let go. You are mine. Just mine.

[I wanna say this right and it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this lie, I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life]

I feel your touch on my bare skin. Your hand moves slowly and lovingly. So careful and gentle. You're always threat me like that. Like I'm something fragile for you don't want to break me. I bury my face deeper into your neck and smile. Do you know? You're never going to break me unless you stop loving me.

I know you're staring at me right now. Really, koi, I'm wondering how you're going to react if I open my eyes right now. Are you going to be mad because I catch you staring at me? Or are you just smiling? I can't help it, so I slowly open my eyes.

[What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?]

I stun as those brown eyes slowly open and staring at me. I smile and let my point finger lingers on your cheek.

"Hi…"

You smile. "Hi… What time is it?"

I glare to the digital watch on the nightstand. "It's still two a.m."

"Can not sleep?"

I shook my head. "I'm just awake…"

"And what are you doing?"

I lift my eyebrows, "Nothing…"'

You laugh. Do you know how beautiful you are when you laugh? And how the sound of your laugh affects me?

"Jiro…"

"Hai?"

You're staring right into my eyes, not saying a word then you kissed me. "Aishiteru…" you say.

Our eyes meet as I look down at you. "Ore mo, Hisa…"

You fall asleep again in my arms. And I can't stop my habit to stare at you. I keep staring at you until I feel my eyes become heavy.

[What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything changed, we never knew
How did I fall in love with you?]