by A.R. Yates

I'll never forget that day I left for the Navy. It had taken a total of six struggling-inside-my-mind months to determine what it was I wanted to do with the rest of my life. A short 20 years had past since I'd entered this world and I knew that where I was, what my reality had been, and the possibilities for my personal success were slim. My final thoughts before hopping on the bus that would take me to my future in the navy were that of a stepping stone. A leap towards opportunity that otherwise would have passed me by.
It was a chilly May morning and I felt as though all my past wrongs were being corrected somehow. Not that I'd had a lot to be shameful about, but there were certain instances I wished I had handled differently. A couple dark spots I wanted cleaned from my slate.
May 3rd, 1993 was my first day of complete independence. I was off on an adventure of a lifetime. An experience that changes ones mind till the end of his days, leaving an imprint on the soul that completes its existence, and validates a reason for being alive. I was finally joining something that was bigger than myself. A body, per se, of unlimited potential and knowledge...so I then thought...
I'd been living with my mother in a small northern Vermont city called Newport. No more than one hundred yards from our house was the bus stop, and that morning she and my sister Sharon accompanied me as I walked down the street to catch my transportation to the unknown.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

The revelation of Thought takes men out of servitude into freedom.

 

Feeling as though a misty cloud was occupying my mind, everything seemed to be moving at half-speed. Yet at the same time missing fragments, of little moments passing, evaporated in the wind while my mind raced thinking of the journey I faced. Sitting on that bus and riding down the interstate was one of those pivotal moments of my life. When all of my conscience was telling me this was a major step. One of them monumental moments when everything I had ever known was about to change because of the decision I had made. It was the clearest thing to an epiphany I can every recall having, and a wake up call to what secrets life had yet to show me.It wasn't until later on that afternoon that I arrived at the same motel I had come to stay just a few weeks earlier for an initial screening. However, this time is was much different. Instead of taking a three hour writing test, then brought to a large nearby building for a physical, we were paired up and shown to our rooms. Shortly thereafter were we down in the dining room having dinner with what seemed to be another hundred young brave souls. Initially I thought we were all in the same boat sort to speak, when in fact many of us were going our separate ways come morning. I came to realize that this was a central push point for all of the five branches of service. A majority it seemed were headed off to the Army while only about ten of us were going into the Navy. There was quite a few that were going into the Air Force, but again, only about ten or so that were headed for the Marines. Then there was this lone guy that was leaving the next morning for the Coast Guard. Only god knows what he was thinking... :-)

While sitting with my paired up roommate, I struck up a conversation with a couple of the guys that were headed off for the Marines. It was kind of neat. There were about twenty of us all at the same table all talking about where we were from, where we were headed, how long we had joined up for, and what fields we were going into while serving. After dinner, most of us from the dinner table had gathered our around on a large patio and continued our discussions. It was really fun, and to that day one of the biggest group of people I had ever opened up to. Not entirely of course, but enough to the point where I felt at ease with talking to them about our future and what our hopes were. It was a good start. Even into the evening, many people were shifting around from room to room, all talking up a storm. Everyone was laughing and having a good time. Right up until two in the morning I had at least 8 or nine people in my room just sitting around chatting. Many of us guys flirting with the few young women we met, most of whom were headed for the Air Force, looking for that one last night of heavenly sin before shipping off for the unknown that morning. I don't think anyone did get lucky that night. :-)

By the look of everyone that morning, not many of us go a lot of sleep those last few precious hours of freedom. We had all been waken, fed, handed plane tickets, and shuttled along in a large van, and going to the airport before sunrise. I can remember feeling as though I was on my first secret mission. I was with a small group of other guys, most of whom were sleeping again, being whisked through the outskirts of some small forgetful city in the dark, and not having the least bit of an idea of where I would be or what I would be doing by dusk that night. All I knew was I was going to a basic training facility some where in the state of Illinois called Great Lakes.

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