The Michelle

Chicka Chicka Boom-Boom. This was the first actual relationship that I officially began to delve into the dark and mysterious alternative lifestyle with many memorable moments. Michelle and I were together for four years total Michelle and I got together around November of 2000 - We got married on Oct 31st 2002 - and seperated around - November of 2003. During that time several things had happened including- Patricia and Michelle meeting and the ever memorable hug that sent Patricia into Her monstorous behavior of Hiding My child from Me- Refusing visitations - Manipulating the courts against Me while she had an expenseive Lawyer and I had nothing in My corner to Letigate for Me. Michelle and I visited Kentucky - Her Home state and met Angie which was Her Mistress at the time before she submitted to Me as a "gorean kajira". We attempted a relationship as Master and slave - both of us quite honestly inexperienced at it - yet desiring to try - It was at Angies House that I was introduced too the idea of threesomes- foursomes- awww fuck it down right orgey's - with whoever wanted to play. Michelle was Bi-sexual and brought on the delightful three some parties repeatedly through the four years together and that was any man's Karmic Heavan. We had a okay relationship- the Sex was outstanding and will never be forgotten. Michelle was a bi-sexual nympho that could never get enough and she was learning to S/switch as well fullfilling many of My fantasies. Angie and Michelle together were my first three-some- and later in that four years Michelle and I met - Gelena who became our live in sex puppet of sorts. Unfortunately the only thing I can remember that was great about this relationship was the sex and new experiences of bdsm- where together we tried at a variety of things from; bondage,wax play, edge-play, toothbrushes, paddles,and so forth. Michelle had two kids - one was around age 2 named Sean and the other was age six named Ricky. Both children were born to Her when she was but a child herself at a young age of sixteen. Michelle was of course a young irresponsible mother at such a young age and Her mother was more than eager to raise the children as Her own to the point that the kids grew up calling Michelles mom - Maa-Maww- and there mother, was known as just Michelle - only when the kids really really wanted something did they call her Mom. So Michelle indeed enjoyed the party life and it wasnt until way after she met Me that she was grown up enough to desire to raise her own kids. When I came into her life - we decided to try and move to west virginia which was a impossible three hours away from Ruby- Michelles Mom. Ruby was not ready to part with her grandchildren whom she thought were her own kids - which in a way is understandable - The kids defied any order or command that came from Her mother, and I of course was hit with the " your not my father" line. Living in West Virginia there were a few irresponsibilities during the Winter months of letting the kids stay home from school because nobody was wanting to get up and take them in such weather to the point that the truency officer was ready to take custody action against Michelle in joint to a complaintant of the childrens welfare which happened to turn out to be none other than Michelles own mother Ruby. Ruby disclosed with the kids that our "alternative lifestyle" was inappropriate around the kids. Now of course we never did anything in front of the kids - However the kids did walk in on a locked door by shoving their weight against it to adjar the door open right in the middle of a bdsm scene around 11pm at night three hours after their bedtime. Yes- The kids never obeyed their bedtimes - they never slept it seemed. they sat in their beds talking to the walls and barely slept maybe 3 hrs a day. Both children were diagonosed with ADHD and Obsessive Compulsive Defianant Destructive Disorder. Obessessive Defianant Destructive Disorder for Mommy Michelle was interpretted as - My angels love to take things apart and put things together again - their little scientists - WELL IN FOUR YEARS! I saw them take shit apart - but never put shit back together again dammit! They were the biggiest monsters Ive ever met and I could not personally handle them and at times I hated them. I tried to love and care for them- But to no avail - all my attempts were thwarted. These kids damaged Four televisions with Grape Kool-aide - Each time pouring it down the vent screen and starting a electrical fire - Each time they were punished - and each time corrected - and each time they did it again -and when asked why did you do that again - the inept children replied " we like the sparks and fireworks!! " - They could not learn! - or would not correct themselves - We sought much medical and mental help - The youngiest was diagonosed with schizophrenia - and was seeing creatures like spiders and such that He felt attacked Him - This reminded Me of that movie patch adams where the man thought He saw squirrels attacking Him and would not come out His bed. These kids were seriously disturbed and I was not capable of raising them. I Honestly believe that if Michelle did not have children and we had two computers to not argue over who was going to be on the internet and how long - that relationship would have lasted longer and perhaps through trial and error -we could have had a long lasting relationship. Michelle was a very stubborn arguementative woman despite being submissive. And I also was suffering from a great depression from the loss of My brother due to a DUI and Death that was sudden in my life - It was during this time of My life that I believed that God was strategically eliminating My family. First My Brother died of the DUI - Then My Mother had a Thyroid stroke which left her bed ridden in a Nursing home para-palegic - and finally My father died a year later under some sort of cardio pulmonary disease that had blood leaking into His lungs due to smoking excessively. This depression also was not handled well - and I went through a years stint where I did not work seeking SSI - which was a deep struggle - at this point indeed Michelle lovingly supported Us by Herself- we had low income houseing and things could have been better if I was not having so many issues - with depression and family losses mayhaps things would have been different. Michelle and I did not handle our arguements well- We fought alot over the most stupidiest of things including the internet - We even hit each other on a few occassions back and forth which I totally utterly regret - We struggled alot - We seemed to endlessly be in courts battling over the custody of the children doing our best to get them treatment both medically and mentally - both children having visited several mental hospitals for extended periods of time. Our relationship came to an end after Michelle left three consecutive times after loosing the children to the courts and Her mother- Michelle was advised that Her mother had custody and that if she wanted time with the kids - she would have to be supervised - Due to the Court evidence and the childrens testimony of walking into the bedroom while catching mommy tied up and tony spanking her with a paddle - this was enough for the courts to say the kids were not in a good home enviroment and unfortunately part of me was relieved to see them gone to lesson the stress. After we moved to Nicholasville -Michelle bounced from our house to Her moms house back and forth - three weeks would go by and she missed me and she would come running back for sex and the wicked life - two weeks would go by and she would miss her kids and she would say screw it - I am moving back to my moms. In the end - Michelle now lives in a small trailor outside her moms house always seeing her kids - Michelle and I have been seperated and due to divorce completely soon- its just a matter of affording the divorce honestly. Michelle still and will probably never get full custody of her kids again and is still made to be supervised due to her Moms devestating actions- I was really amazed at how a Mother could treat a daughter to gain what she wanted - I truelly believe that Ruby saw those children from birth as Her own and in the end - Ruby got what she wanted. I also believe those two kids are on a one way ticket to a career in prison because with Rubies Guidance - they are not ever spanked or disciplined - they are allowed to kick windows in and destroy three hundred dollar televisions - without more than a Yell or Bad Ricky, Bad Sean!. These children at this point I dont believe truelly have learned what right from wrong is - They often run away and have the Mounty and the State Police looking for them - and leave a destructive wake in wherever they go. I often fantasize of what it would have been like to have a Hot Michelle Vanhoose who never had kids - and a more bdsm oriented and educated less depressed Me with two computers - One for each of Us - I think that relationship would have worked that way - But the cards we were dealt were a tough hand - and we did our best and ultimately decided to part ways - I could never truelly ask Michelle to give up on her kids no matter how mentally disturbed they were - Michelle might have NOT had motherly instincts for the first six years of their life - but in the end she made a turn around and loved her children for all their cuteness and corruption... Who can blame her for picking her children Over a Man and Bdsm ... and who cant desire to get a voo-doo doll to stick needles into Ruby Vanhooses body for taking her kids away like that for her own selfish desires to raise them as Mummy Only extraidonaire.