saturday, march 27th, 2004
Seeing as how I'm so good at wasting time accomplishing nothing, changing the layout seemed appropriate.
I wish I could start over with a lot of things, and this is an attempt to make it feel like I am with something, anything really.
I realize I use this thing as an attempt to feel intellectual :)
SAT is the test that scares you into doing bad. Honestly, I could care less about my score. But just the fact that its 'the' SAT,
that test you always new about since elementry school, the test that everyone remembers their score on, blah blah blah...
just makes it strenuous in any aspect. Thats how everything seems right now, but i'm so tired of rambling about
how I dont like this, how I'm getting lazier with that, etc...that I'm just going to avoid everything thats on my mind.
The SAT's
are over with. Yet another thing I got out of the way, lets see what else life is going to throw at me.
Ah.
One day I'm going to run away. In complete disguise, to Paris. I will imposter a glamorous
intellectual artist who drinks a cup of Earl Grey each sunday morning,
watches people in the rain from a window, and eat a crossant each morning from the small bread stand
across the street. All I'll do is paint and read.
Well not really. But the things that we are farthest from attaining are always the most appealing...or more appropriately
labeled: idealistic fantasy.
Its okay. I'm happy with going to school each day, having the life sucked out of me by the
swarms of beings around me who
I cannot relate to.
Oh and amber, enjoying the night with you at Balboa and spending all our money on who
knows what is always fun.
Your ideas are genius.
Thank you for the hot date and scandalous good time. Lets go paint the town red again soon.
monday, march 8th 2004
Man aimee, i was thinking..
I totally want to run away and join the circus.