I have to try to convince you one more time. First of all let me tell you, Ive changed. Ive changed for the better. I was tired of always feeling like crap. I can honestly say I feel much better now, I think your the missing peace, I dont really know what to say, so im just going to ramble on and on until you give in and give me one more chance or tell me no, one last time. I think you should give me one more chance. All though we never really went out, I need a chance to prove to you how much I love you. I know after reading this so far youve probably made up your mind, or you might already have someone else in mind, But im asking you please dont do it, Reconsider for me, Ive made great improvements, for you more than anything. I figured if I kept feeling the way I did, my chances were pretty slim to none, actully me acting the way I was Id have no chance in hell, I feel pretty confident now, I have to go into this with a good mind set, thinking something good will come out of this. I hope you can see it in your heart to give me a shot. I dont think you know how much you mean to me, I want to show you, But I think by reading this letter you'll come to the conclusion that one I want to treat you right or i just wont leave you the hell alone...well theres some truth to both of that I guess they both go hand in hand, I wont leave you alone because i want to treat you right. We'll start by going to the mall, I know you'll have a good time with me. Just think if we do get toghter thats more stuff coming to you on Christmas lol. But seriously, we should really hang out and see how it goes. Atleast one time, you can give me that can't yah? I know you can, whats the least that will happen, you'll go home and say "Mom, dad...I just had a mother fucking good time"...which isnt that bad. I just want to show you a good time and how much my outlook on things has changed, myself in general...im a new person. But this is a little cocky but when you spend one day with me you'll see how much of a better guy I am than him, and you'll realize that being with me isnt that bad at all. Now I hope you dont get mad, but thats just some confidence shining through, If you want something you have to go after it, so Here I go. Well all thats left is for you to read it and make up your mind, I cant do anything else. If you was here now Id beg like a baby! But your not, so this will do. God I really hope this works...And if it doesnt, thats fine, not the first time and im sure it wont be the last cause I always come back and try again lol. You cant get rid of me.