Though
They say that i am lucky,
to have two guys that care.
But even though they love me,
I'm filled with great despair.

The guilt i have is valid,
I feel it everyday.
Even though i can hardly stand it,
it's the price i have to pay.

For i love them both very dearly,
but i really should decide.
Do i give my love completely,
to the one i'm supposed to like?

Though his love i cannot doubt,
there's no way i can live without,
the touch of my other love,
fo he is simply from above.

Though i can't help but wonder,
if the love we have is real.
So it's time for me to consider,
what they really feel.

It seems that people can't grasp,
why i can't decide today.
But the live i have for my past,
gets caught up in the way.

Though i smile and though i laugh,
though i pretend that i'm ok.
They don't know the half of what,
I go through everyday.
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(written for my friend Beth)