Though |
They say that i am lucky, to have two guys that care. But even though they love me, I'm filled with great despair. The guilt i have is valid, I feel it everyday. Even though i can hardly stand it, it's the price i have to pay. For i love them both very dearly, but i really should decide. Do i give my love completely, to the one i'm supposed to like? Though his love i cannot doubt, there's no way i can live without, the touch of my other love, fo he is simply from above. Though i can't help but wonder, if the love we have is real. So it's time for me to consider, what they really feel. It seems that people can't grasp, why i can't decide today. But the live i have for my past, gets caught up in the way. Though i smile and though i laugh, though i pretend that i'm ok. They don't know the half of what, I go through everyday. |
(written for my friend Beth) |