OASIS

Written By : Sora < Mail to : Japanesse_fuxxer_family@yahoo.com >

Pairing : Toshiya x Shinya

Band : Dir en grey

A/N : (Please continue straight to the story if you don’t want to read this) . Okay. This is my first fic of Dir en grey, since I have been their fans only for a month …! But I’ve watched a lot of their concert , interviews, and videos, since their unique characters and music captured my heart completely. I don’t love OOC much, so I try to make their characters like what it is stated in the internet, concert and day life videos. Please be easy on me for the bad grammar, since I never thought about grammar when I write. It’s really getting into my nerves ~_~;
Thanx to my ‘editor’ for helping me a lot in characters and storyline. Sorry for not paying you well ^ ^

If you think it’s worth it, please e-mail me … ! Any honest comment will highly appreciated, because your reviews what keeps me alive !!! ENJOY !!!!


Chapter 1 : ‘ A Happy Little Boy ‘

The day is getting late, but streets in Tokyo never seems to fall asleep.

This evening, Terachi Shinya pops out from a well-known pet shop, invincible smile resting on his lips.
“ Thank you so much..! “, A cheerful gratitude echoing behind him.
He pull out his newly bought dog’s food, eyeing it sheepishly.
“ I hope Miyu will be happy.. he’s been pretty lanky lately.I wonder what’s wrong with him?“
He said to himself, his mind flying far away to his beloved dog, which waiting for him at home. With that thought, he push his stride faster.
That time, sakura was full blooming. If it’s not because Miyu’s sickness, Shinya must’ve been go with the rest of band members for sakura viewing.
“ Well… there will still be sakura next year. That’s alright…! “
He tried to encourage himself, still lost his thoughts on stuff inside his palm. Didn’t pay attention to where he headed, he felt something hard bump on his legs, and without warning, he fell on his knees.

“ OOWWW !!!! “

He heard someone was screaming at the top of his lungs, before pain started to crept his own legs.
“ Ouch…” , he whispered, and then realized something: The can in his palm was gone. Spontaneously, he turned around quickly, and surprised by the scene before him.

A boy, maybe around his age, sit there on the asphalt, his hands gripping his own head, his face twitched with pain. Pretty lanky and tall, with tee and blue jeans, his blue and ruffled hair hanging on his shoulders, covering almost half of his face. And to his surprise, Shinya found something interesting on top of that boy’s head ; his dog food.
“ Go—Gomen—“
Shinya whispered nervously, and that boy stare at him. For that moment, he thought he’s going to hit him. But instead, that boy got up to his feet and started to pick up Shinya’s stuff that scattered on the ground for him.
“ You knocked me out ! Watch out where you walk to next time ! “ , That boy said, grinning widely.

Shinya blinked. – he’s not going to hit me? –
and blinked. – he’s not going to scowl me? –
and blinked again – or even mock at me ? –

If it was Die or Kaoru, maybe he’s been fed to Hyena alive… what’s wrong with this boy?

Finished picking up his stuff, Shinya point his finger to the boy’s head, made him jerk with disgust.
“ Eek! What the hell is this…!!? “
Showing the now broken dog food can in silence, Shinya thought to himself,
“ I’m doomed. Now he’s going to slap me or spit on me --- “

Shinya blinked – that boy blinked – and they stare each other in silence .
Suddenly, a big laugh burst out into the air.
“ Hahaha ! What’s wrong with that face … !? Don’t make expressions like you hit someone by a truck … it’s only dog food, okay? I won’t sue you for this or something… “
He said, grinning, and rub his head with his hands. Quickly, Shinya grab his handkerchief from his pocket, and give it to him.
“ Thanks. “ , He said, rubbing his head clean.
And while that boy struggle with his hair, Shinya found himself turn around and took a fast stride away. Miyu is waiting for him at home, alone. He had to be faster.

“ Hey! “ , He swore he heard that boy called.
“ Maybe it’s just wind … “ , he thought to himself, then walk even faster.
“ Hey wait !! “
“ I have a bad feeling about this … “ , he thought again, and started to run. Whatever happened, he trusted his intuition more than anything else.
“ Hey!! Wait … ! Please wait … ! “
That boy called again, and Shinya can heard his footsteps echoing behind him. In no minute, with his long legs, that boy run and keep up with him.
“ You had knocked me out, and do nothing but left … ? “, he said, grinning again.
“ I’m finished. “ , Shinya thought, but remain silence, his expression stay still. Like always.
“ Can you do me a favor … ? “ , he asked him politely, and Shinya can do nothing but nodded.
“ Great. Listen. I’m new here, at Tokyo, you see… “
He pointed to his lousy travel bag, and continuing.
“ Can you take me somewhere I can sleep and eat cheaply ? I’m sort of out of money now…“
Shinya shook his head. You try to find cheap room in Tokyo? Forget about it.
“ Hmm… none, eh? So where should I sleep tonight? “
He said desperately, rub his head in despair. Deep inside, Shinya took pity on him .
“ Ah ! “
In a second, that boy’s face seemed come to life again. Shinya stared at him, questioning about what kind of idea popped out from his brain.
“ Is YOUR room available … ? “

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Shinya just couldn’t stop to scold himself that night.
“ Why am I such an idiot? Why Couldn’t I just say no? Oh, God …. “
They arrived in Shinya’s place at eight, The boy followed him nosily. He can’t stop making comments about this and that, made him adorably cute. But of course, not for Shinya.
“ Why can’t he just shut down his voice…? I think I have a headache – “
He opened his door lock open, popped inside, turn on the lights.
“ Miyu… Tadaima … ! “
He said, and his beloved Chihuahua, Miyu, running madly from nowhere and jumped into his embrace. Smiling, Shinya peck its forehead, and pet him slowly.

“ GEEZ… “, he heard a voice behind her back.
“ YOU—YOU ARE A MAN … !!!! “ , the boy shouted so loudly, made Miyu snuggled deeper to Shinya’s arms in horror.
Shinya had expected this to happen, because everyone seemed to say that to him. Does he looked that womanly … ?
He didn’t say anything, completely ignored the boy , and fed his dog. The boy followed him, and make question again.
“ It’s just your voice … or you really are a man … ? “
Shinya turn his body to face him, and then he seemed to understand.
“ Oh… I see… so it’s flat. He hee. “
He grinned again, and Shinya can’t help but laugh inside to see such a childish smile like that. rare enough nowadays…
“ Disappointed?” , he asked to the boy.
“ Not really. “

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“ So, my name is Toshimasa Hara, and you can call me Toshiya …! Nice too meet yoo !! “
Shinya nodded dumbly, stare at the boy—uhm… Toshiya. He had taken a bath a while ago, and wash his hair clean. Now Shinya can have a good view of his face. And to his surprise, this Toshiya in front of him is a very good looking person ! With honest eyes, childish smile and perfect lips, Shinya sure that taking a walk with him is a bad idea. They’ll be center of attention for sure…

“ And yours..? What’s your name? “
“ Un—Shinya. Terachi Shinya. “
“ So I see. Nice to meet you, Shinya…! And thanks for your help. I’ll pay for the room, of course. “
“ You don’t have to. It’s okay. “
“ Really? “
“ Hai. “
“ You sure? “
“ Yes. “
“ Okay, then … ! “
“ … “
“ ……. “
“ ……… “
“ GEEZZ !!!! Why are you so damn quiet …. !!!?? “
“ You are the one who’s too noisy. “ , Shinya said to himself.
Suddenly, Toshiya got up his feet and walk to a door – Shinya’s room.
“ This is your room? “
He asked, and before Shinya can do something about it, it’s too late. He already popped in, make himself like home.
“ Whoaaa… so simple and clean… !! “
He said, and lying flat onto the bed.
“ What the … !? That’s my bed—and Miyu. Nobody can sleep there…! “
Shinya thought, but can do nothing but keep quiet about it.
“ Do you have another room … ? “
He asked again, now bounced himself on the bed. Shake, shake, shake.
“ No. “
“ He? So where should I sleep? “
“ … “
“ Okay. I’ll sleep on the couch… ! “

They walk back to the living room, sitting on the couch.
“ Uhm… don’t you have a plan to turn on the TV? It’s so quiet. “
“ I don’t like watching TV that much. “
Toshiya gave up. He pull out something from his pocket, and light it up. – a cigarette –
“ Smoking? “
Shinya shook his head and frown, and it didn’t take a while before he started to cough himself to death. He hates smoke—VERY MUCH.
“ Aa ! Do you want some water !? “
Shinya couldn’t answer anything, due to the screaming of his lungs. Toshiya then quickly rose to his feet, and run to the kitchen, Miyu barking like crazy.
“ Here. “ , He said, sipping the water into Shinya’s lips, patting his back.
After a while, Shinya his lungs back to normal, and he’s breathing heavily.
“ You hate smoke that much ? Why don’t you tell me … !? Phew. “
“ Sorry … “
“ Sorry ? I’m the one who should say sorry! “
Toshiya laughed , then walk to the balcony, continuing his smoking session there.

The scenery of him smoking at the balcony gave Shinya a strange feeling. Nobody ever come to his house… only himself alone, and Miyu. Maybe he is alone anyway. Have someone in his house felt slightly weird… but yet comforting. It’s been a long time since he had someone to talk to, which are his parents. All of this time, he spent all of his time talking to his dog… and it felt kinda… lonely. Deep within his heart, he need a person who he can talk to, and maybe this person come to help him a little bit. Just maybe …

So he rose and follow Toshiya to the balcony, inhaling the cool night air.
“ Can I … know what business you have in Tokyo … ? “
Shinya suddenly asked, made Toshiya jumped in shock.
“ Maa .. ! You scared me! How come you can walk soundless like that …!?
Uh—Sorry. “
He quickly put off his cigarette, Lean onto the railings to face Shinya.
“ I have a promise with someone. “
“ A very important one ? “
Toshiya felt silent, because Shinya’s sudden curiosity. But since it’s better that way than said nothing!
“ Yes, maybe it will change my life though. We’ll never know. “, he grinned.
They fell silent again.
“ Ne, don’t you feel bored ? “
“ No. “ , Shinya answered shortly
( ~_~; ) “ Yesss… but I do. Let’s do something fun ! “
“ … ? “
“ Have playstation? “
Shinya shake his head.
“ dart? Pool table? Ping-pong? PC game? Manga? “
Shinya Shake, shake, shake, and shake his head … Kyo, Kaoru and Die have them, but definitely not him.
“ So you don’t have anything FUN in this house… !? “
“ There IS something fun. “
“ Then bring it here…! “
Shinya got off his feet and go inside, leave Toshiya alone.
“ Geez… I never know someone like her before… no games!? How could she lived like that !!? “ ( without realizing that he mentioned ‘she’ that is supposed to be ‘he’ )
“ Here. “
Shinya said, shoving his DOG to Toshiya.
“ Hhh… I should’ve have known… WELL ! It’s fine! Let’s play, doggie-chan … ! “
“ It’s Miyu. “ , Shinya frown.
“ Yes. Miyu-chan. Are you a ‘he’ or a ‘she’…? I don’t want to be tricked twice today ! “
“ It’s a he. “
“ Really? But you named him MIYU !! <x_x> I don’t believe you… I’ll take a look by myself…! “
Toshiya said teasingly, then lift up Miyu from Shinya’s laps, looked closely at his private area. But without warning, Miyu scratch his face by its tiny legs.
“ YEOWCH !!!! ITAI !!! “
Shinya laugh silently, then take Miyu back to his lap.
“ Who told you for being such a pervert to my dog… !? “
“ That’s too much ! You little spoiled brat – “
“ I’ll go get some medicine. “
Shinya said, still laughing inside by the look on Toshiya’s face.

When he’s back, Toshiya still grasp his right cheek, scowled faintly.
Shinya expertly pour the alcohol to a bunch of cotton, draw it closer to Toshiya’s cheek.
“ Move your hand. “ , he ordered.
“ L-Let me do it myself … ! “
Toshiya answered, a pink tint formed on his cheek. Shinya looked a lot like a girl, and that didn’t give him a very good feeling to be very close to him.
“ Ouch … “
So Shinya sit there, watch Toshiya struggled with medicine and bandage, taking care of his own scratch. It’s very amusing, and Shinya, unconsciously, started to smile. But too bad, Toshiya too busy with his cheek and didn’t realize a very rare chance in front of him.
“ How is it? “ , Shinya asked him, a strange warm feeling that has gone for long time started to crept up into him.
“ It’s nothing! Just a scratch … ! “ , Toshiya answered firmly.

But not a long time after, he started to looked bored again.
“ Hmm… so we can’t play with your dog… than how about playing cards… !? “
Shinya nodded, and Toshiya quickly get a set of playing cards from his bag , shuffle it expertly.
“ What to play? “
“ Black Jack ? “
Shinya have a confident in this. His band mates teach him playing it since long time ago, and he’s been pretty good at it.
“ WAIT ! I have an idea .. ! “
“ What now … ? “

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“ Did I already told you that I don’t drink … ? “
“ It’s just for fun! It’s okay to drink once in a while ! “
“ Yes, but not that much … ! “
Shinya looked at his newly friend grab bottles of beer in horror.
“ I’ll pay ! It’s for the room, ok? I told you I’ll pay … ! “ , he grinned again, THAT smile again, and Shinya can do nothing but silent, followed him suit to the cashier.

What he was before becoming truth. In their walk back home, COUPLES of eyes, girls or BOYS raking over Toshiya, made him a little nervous. He never love to be a center of attention. But the tall man beside him seemed like he felt nothing strange. Maybe he used to it already. It’s a sin to have such a good looking face, anyway. Even with a scratch on his cheek…!

“ Do you feel something strange? “
“ Huh? ‘bout what? “ , he answered, then continuing humming slightly.
“ Nothing. “
“ You’re weird. “
“ Yes. I do. “

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“ YEAH !!!! I WIN AGAIN !!!! 3 CONSECUTIVE TIMES !!!!! YEAH !!!! YOU DRINK !! DRINK !! DRINK !!!!!! “
Toshiya screaming MADLY for third time tonight, and Shinya afraid that his neighbors will come and cut their heads off.
“ Right. I’ll drink again… just shut your voice down … ! “
“ DRINK !! DRINK !!!! DRINK !!!! “
That boy seems like didn’t hear anything, busy laughing and throwing his hands up in the air, enjoying his victory.
Shinya then finished his third sip of beer, and started to feel a little lightheaded.
“ YEAH !! WIN AGAIN !! DRINK !!! “
“ YEAH !!! DRINK !!! “
“ YEAH !! YEAH !!! “
And it’s repeated until seven times. Shinya himself have no idea how that boy can play that good. Now, his head felt TERRIBLE. He want to say something, but it only comes out in murmur.
“ Let’s Stop… I think I’m drunk … “
“ Huh !!? What? Shinya, I can’t hear you …! “ , answer Toshiya honestly, too happy to hear anything.
“ I’m …. Hmm …. “
“ Hey… ! Shinya! “
And with that last word he heard from the boy, Shinya fell asleep.

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The next morning, Shinya felt so comfortable. Where is he … ?
“ Oh… of course… it’s my bed. “
He murmur, then a sharp pain rush through his head. He tried to recall what happened last night, and suddenly remembered anything.
“ I’m drunk … damn … and today… I have practice… at Nnn… at ten . “
He then opened his eyes, and felt sunlight blinded his eyes, made his head pounding even more. Struggle, he grab his watch and try to focus his sight. Damn. It’s ten past fifteen. He’s late. For the first time of his life, he’s late.
Not even have time for anything else, Shinya started to do his routines at morning. Clean up himself, pick clothes, fed Miyu, grab his cell phone and wallet. But today is special. He really need sunglasses.
So he run back to his drawers, and find something there.

A letter, with quite messy handwriting on it.


Shinya,

Thanks so much for your help.
I’ve waited for you to got up this morning, but it seems like you drunk so much, and snore like crazy. ^ ^
So I have to go first, since I already late for the meeting. That important meeting. Remember … ?
And sorry to got you drunk last night. I’m kinda out of control when playing, y’know?
Geez.. you don’t smoke and don’t drink ! It’s hard to find a man like you these days. Keep it up !
I have bought you something this morning for eat. I put it on the living room table. It’s delicious! Try it !
And I’ve forgive about what Miyu had done to my face. Remember that.
You are quiet but very kind… ! I wish we’ll be good friends, Shinya … ! See you next time !!

Toshiya


“ That idiot … “
He clutch the letter inside his palm, stared at it glumly.
“ See you next time …? He didn’t even leave his number … “
He folded the letter neatly, and shoved it into his wallet.
Walking limpidly to the living room, he spot it on his table. A burger.
“ I’m not eating junk… but this time I’ll forgive you. “
He said, sad smile forming on his lips.
“ I’m going, Miyu … ! “


~ end of chapter one ~

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