Illusions ~ 27/07/2005 9.45PM GMT+8

Illusions - Ryan Carbrera
Middle of the night and it's getting so hard to breathe
You can't sleep, can't think, can't hardly dream
Do you fear what the world wants you to be?
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by
We'll find what we need in our lives
We'll find what we need in our lives

I spent a lifetime hoping it would come to me
Getting lost in the lies I believed
We're covered by a mask that we think is our sin
But never realizethat the truth is within
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by

And what are you hiding from?
Is it safe there inside your walls?
'Cause your chance is bound to come
If you're strong enough to live at all
We'll find what we need in our lives
We'll find we we need in our lives
Open your eyes and just see what the world is
Open your mind and you're free

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by
Pass you by

There's more in this world than we see
Just leave these illusions behind and run with me
if all of the things that you thought you would be
Pass you by
We'll find what we need in our lives
We'll find what we need in our lives


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Tired, funny, interesting ~ 24/07/2005 7.10PM GMT+8

Boy! Yesterday at Shaun's party...it was ludicrous! Somebody stripped at request because of a challenge to the chinese song 'Tuo Diao'. Of course, not totally...until the shorts only. The most funniest thing was he actually danced while he stripped. Man, a few of them recorded it down on their hps and told the guy that they would use it to blackmail him. Also, partying with rich kids tend to give you something. Good Food. We had abalone soup, pork ribs, we even had roasted lamb that was actually roasting at the side of the house. BBQ wings and fish and sotong. Man...ate until so full. We kept exchanging Brian's coke with an empty can and seeing his stupid expression when he demanded who changed it. Then Myron added Heineken to the coke. Later, I got a bit bored, so I took my coke and went outside for some sight-seeing alone. I was the only girl among the group of them that I know, Zin and Sandy didn't go. Soon the guys came out looking for me, they thought I was missing. If you ask aiai, that area is quite surrounded by greenery and forest so it was quite dangerous to be walking alone. Well, then all of us took a walk along the road. At least there were lighting there. Then all of a sudden the light vanished. This guy said, "I smell fish!" Then we laughed and turned back to go back to the house. There were sooooo many dogs there. In one house, there were 3 Rottweilers! Apparently I think the area had quite a few robberies.

Today's church sermon was rather interesting. Kinda long, so not going to say much. Maybe Joyful aka aiai or Mel may have it in their blogs. But bottomline is: "Trust God in everything you do. Don't hold back. Trust him to take care of you. Don't rely on your own strength, for if so, you may find yourself having not enough in this world. But with God and faith, you will have enough in life to see you through."


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I'm not really sure about this result..lolx..but at least they mentioned social scientist. I would have thought that it would be kinethestic or interpersonal...but i guess i could be all. everybody is different.


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For Shaun Loh ~ 23/07/2005 12AM GMT+8

For you my dear godbrother...lolx...hope you like it!





HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!

PS: Please listen to the recording I made on my phone when you view this page...call me into the room when doing so. I can't seem to make the voice and animation go together...lolx...


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Something really weird happened today ~ 17/07/2005 8.45PM GMT+8

Man, the chinese listening comprehension went alright. I think I may have lost 2 marks but oh well...sighs...anyway today was children's sunday and the kids were all soooooo cute!!!! I think Joyful and OneOfaKinD would so totally agree with me. lolx...the Heaven is in my heart dance was like kinda mixed up, but they did alright for just two practises only. The centurion soldier march was like, also so funny. The 'LEFT LEFT LEFT RIGHT LEFT' was kinda cute.

Then came back home, so tired, plopped on the bed and slept till 7pm until I got up to do my chem on chemical energy and fuels. Which reminds me I gotta do the mind map for it soon. Ah, then later my cousin, Richard, asked me to phone Mayble. So did lor, he was like so crushed when he heard that she has a boyfriend. lolx...serves him right. Then he wanted to 'yue' call her out...but she said she'll only go if I go. I went like..."Okay.. I wish, but I can't since I gotta stay at home to study for my beloved O'levels." So yeah...too bad for him. Richard kept on pleading, but in thought for my future, I think better not..lolx...how bad am I? *sneaks*

So now trying to pull in people and updating Waterfall RPG site. Put in a few more fanart for Richmond. Oh and make a graphic present for G.G and buy two presents for daddy and shaun koko. Shaun's one..I think I'm gonna laugh!!! I'm getting him some designated briefs that I decorate myself. lolx...cheap and simple but wacky. Hey, I'm WACKY!!!!! Maybe I should draw a cow as my signature on that piece. lolx...maybe it'll get hanged in a museum for great artpiece or if he wears it, I'm really going to get a pic of that.lolx...

See ya guys...gotta go back updating waterfall.


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Over, not really ~ 12/7/2005 9.20PM GMT+8

Hi guys, long time since I've updated. Been rather busy lately. Eyes are going to shut soon too. Anyway, I read this book that I borrowed from my friend. Didn't exactly finish yet but to where I'm reading it's quite good and well-written. "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris

Really good. I recommend this book to all of you guys out there. Makes you think more of your relationships not just Boy-Girl relationship but also family and friends. It also talks ALOT on relationship with God and the walk with God. It's not just another self-help book. The stuff written are so vividly real and I know in some ways you can apply it to yourself. I know the 7 defectives of dating is very true and my father agrees with me when I read it out to him. Those 7 defectives, I see it in all my friends' relationships with guys and such. All I pray is that God will guide me through and maybe save me from heartbreak. Of course, Let God's will be done and not mine (ours).

Anyway I updated the RPG pics in "Imaginings". Made use of stock photos from Resurgere in Deviantart.com.

Well, today's chinese oral went alright. I was nervous and cold. Then did a few 'erms'. But at least I didn't misunderstood the question which quite a lot of people did. Oh well...gtg now...cya guys soon!~

You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

Explanation: This powers speaks pretty
much for itself. Though you don't need wings
for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people
may consider it as telekinesis since they can
also fly, but you can't make material things
move like they can. This ability could be a
relaxing activity when you want to get away
from everyday troubles. Also it is good when
sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound.
When going over to the "dark side"
the power could be used to harrass and break
into building through windows etc.
You are quite similar to this power since you
like to have your head in the clouds.
Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life
does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a
little too far you might be zooned out all the
time, even when you are having a conversation.
Your desires and/or goals tend to be
unrealistic even if you know those would
probably never happen. Travelling is something
you would be interested in doing since seeing
exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of
escaping your plain life. You can also have
some creative ability (writer, playing an
instrumen etc) that interests you.
Negative aspects: The whole reason you
may be escaping life could be fear of being let
down by it. So if that would come to happen,
and an important dream had been crushed you
could get depressed.

Burn-out soon ~ 9/7/2005 1.00AM GMT +8

I'm soon going to have some kind of burn out. My eyes are now going to fall soon and I'll be off to dreamland. But for now I'm going to rant for a while...

I'm nervous of my chinese o'level oral coming up this tuesday on the 12/7/2005. I pray that I'll have the confidence and the quick thinking mind on that day. Listening Comprehension was totally hard to concentrate on during the mock practise in school today. I was nearly falling asleep at every question. Then after school (or rather still during school curriculum) we had biology practical and I think I missed out a few words in the question that can lead to the wrong answer. I hope I did it correct.

Ok, I wish to do some graphics now. A little bored, tired but wanna do something. So see ya soon!~


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A little something ~ 1/7/2005 11.25PM GMT+8

Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades is not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.

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Just a little something on a quiz I took. Wonder what happens now. School is pushing us to the limit and Orals are drawing near. I'm getting nervous. I need to pray. Now.


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