What I thought I wanted 28/5/2006...8.00pm

What I Thought I Wanted
by Sara Groves


Tuxedo in the closet, gold band in a box
Two days from the altar she went and called the whole thing off
What he thought he wanted, what he got instead
Leaves him broken and grateful


I passed understanding a long, long time ago
And the simple home of systems and answers we all know
What I thought I wanted, what I got instead
Leaves me broken and somehow peaceful


I keep wanting you to be fair
But that’s not what you said
I want certain answers to these prayers
But that’s not what you said


When I get to heaven I’m gonna go find Job
I want to ask a few hard questions, I want to know what he knows
About what it is he wanted and what he got instead
How to be broken and faithful


What I thought I wanted
What I thought I wanted
What I thought I wanted
What I thought I wanted


Staring in the water like Esops foolish dog
I can’t help but reflect on what it was I almost lost
What it was I wanted, what I got instead
Leaves me broken and grateful


I’m broken and grateful
I want to be broken and grateful
I want to be broken, peaceful, faithful, grateful, grateful
I want to be broken, peaceful, faithful, grateful, grateful


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Camp video 23/5/2006...10.11pm

So no need to describe the whole thing already, everything is explained in this video shoot. LOL...
Ooh, I hurt my hips...better now. Hope can dance properly by June 3.





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Wakakaka 18/5/2006...10.41pm

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Sandy...the guy shown above is the famous Pang Lih Jien...lol...there's a story behind his lil' duckie...but will tell you later on...


Busy busy week...lotsa tests...gotta study!


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Long 14/5/2006...12.50am

It's been a long time since I've last posted. Been really busy with a lot of stuff. First off was homework and second, CF and lastly fun activities. Just wanted to move around the area a little bit more than usual, so went out for a few trips before I really get down to studying. Need motivation!


Finally learnt how to take the LRT to KL and all, quite standard. It's the old way of using the MRT back in Singapore where you used a soft flexible card to slide in at the edge and it slides out in front of you. They also have touch'n'go but not sure whether it works or not. LOL...


Watched MI:3, guaranteed swooning and crooning sessin. JRM got half-naked!!! His accent was perfecto and charming to the ears. Then when Maggie Q came on screen in the sexy red number, I had to close the guys' jaws for them. LOL...

But the stupidest thing ever was that there were kids sitting behind Cason and I. So it was like, they kept talking sooo loudly kicking our chairs. It's TGV in KLCC. So Cason even said the kid was playing with his hair until he got fed up and swatted the kid's hand off. We were shooting weird looks at each other because the kids were really disturbing!


Ah, had lots of ice-cream. Now got to go on a low-fat diet and save more money. Spent too much on ice-cream...Took lunch on Saturday in Oon-Ee's place. The macaroni was not bad, I like the sauce and sausages. Didn't take much, as per usual...Dad called during that time and hurried me to make my decision of what course I'm going to take next year. Got to make the choice by August. That's what he said. Now I'm just sighing, wondering in bafflement what I'm going to do about it. *SIGH*


Now I'm going to do something...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I love you Mommy dearest! Your present will arrive later than Mother's day, 'coz I sort of did it quite late, but don't worry, I hope it arrives safe and sound. LOL...Sister said she would frame it up.


I'm getting nostalgic here, so shan't waste your time reading all my deja vus and nostalgic memories of my past.


Oh, may change my layout again. But it's not going to be made by me. No time to do so, but guaranteed the change is going to be real cute...


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Camp 1/5/2006...11.45pm

Camp was awesome...more details in next entry, but for now just going to say somthing simple...

God is a surprising God.
He is overwhelmed by our love, just as we are overwhelmed by his Love.


I have never thought that God was pleased and so enraptured by my love for him. Used to think that Oh...God has billions of people to love, and billions who love him more than me back too. Never thought that he would take my love into consideration, never thought that he was Overwhelmed by it. That's so totally awesome!


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