I went to the doctor because my stomach and my whole body aches so bad.  He said he wanted to run some tests on me.  He came out and told me that I have a rare disease or disorder.  It called something like "cold worry" or "cold war".  What it is that I have another soul inside of me.  He said, anyone or anything was trying to distract me......that it won't distract me but it will distract the other soul inside of you.  I told him that I remembered that something was trying to distract me and it didn't.  I said there were times when the lights will flicker on and off or if I try to touch the door....the door will fly off the handle.  I told him that I feel exhausted when this problem occurred.  He said I have to go see this doctor named "Dr. Jasper". 

(HINT:  Beginning of this year I was playing this game called "Wild ARMS 2" on playstation.  There was a monster/ghost that I had to fight.  He will used his power called "Life Force" to drained  my energy or kill me right on the spot.  It was more like taking your soul.  Guess what his name was.......his name was JaSoul).
    Scott and I went to go to my parent's house.  As we pulled up the driveway and couldn't believe our eyes.  The house sank into the ground.  The roof of the  rec room was leveled to the driveway/platform.  I walked up to the house and there is a screen door still standing on the platform.  I touched the door and it went down into the ground.  There is a hole between the platform and to the roof.  I looked down into the hole and the light in the rec room was still on.  The only way I can get in the house is the back of the house.  Top floors was leveled to the ground.  Mom and dad made one bedroom window  a door.  I remembered walking in, down the hall and went downstairs.  I saw everyone even our relatives from New York were there chit chat.  Lights were still on in the house.  I guess everyone came down to see the house because they say they couldn't believe it unless they go see it for themselves.

This dream was back in March 2005.
    Scott, Scotty and I were heading out to the door to go to Scotty's volleyball tournament.  There was a school bus that came to pick us up.  On the way out to the arena, the school bus has stopped to pick up all of the kids that are in Scotty's team one by one.  I realized when I was sitting in the bus, I looked around and realized Scotty and us were the only white people on the bus.  (nothing against black)  I was thinking to myself, I just don't see black people playing volleyball.........basketball...yeah, lol.  I asked Scotty where will the game be at.  He said, it's at DC.  We arrived at the arena.  Scotty and his team went one way and Scott and I went another way.  Scott and I were at the lobby sitting.  There was a window but it has a board on the middle of the window where you only can see the top or the bottom of the window.  I had something in my hand and needed to throw in the trash.  I saw a tin can like by the window and thought maybe it was a trash can.  As I walked over there and wandering around trying to find a trash can.  A security guard walked up to me and told me that I wasn't allow to be over by the window.  No one is not allow to look out of the window from the top or the bottom.  Anyone want to see the game, they would have to buy a ticket and go out to the stand.  I told the security guard that I wasn't looking outside...........I was looking for a trash can.  I was getting frusterated and look somewhat lost trying to find this stupid trash can.  Scott finally came up and told the security guard that you will have to excuse her because she can't see well and I said, I was only looking for the trash can.  Scott and I decided to go and get the tickets.  Scott walked up to the ticket booth and I walked right behind him.  The security guard told me that I have to go the other way and I told him that I was with him.  He was still arguing with me that I have to go the other way but I keep telling him that I am with him.  So I ended up going the other way.  I looked up and saw Scott walking down the hall.  I was hollering and calling his name.......he couldn't hear me.  For some reason, everyone in there knows who I was looking for.  They all told me he went that way so I turned and went down the hall.  There was like several different rooms there.  A lady came up to me and asked me if I needed help.  I told her that I was looking for my husband and was describing her what he look like.  She pointed the room where he might be in.  I walked in there and it wasn't him.  Scott didn't come back and look for me either.............he just kept on walking to go see the game.  I decided to go back to the lobby and wait.  I had to go to the bathroom.  I ran into Jody Powell and I asked her where is the bathroom.  She showed me where it was.  I heard this big annoucement that the game is over.  I walked back to the lobby and waited.  Scott finally showed up.  Someone came out and told us that we have to stay a little longer because Scotty just went to go and signed up for Shakespeare's play.  A lady came up to me and said I've noticed that you have been sitting in the lobby for the entire time.  I would like to give you some crabs to take home.  They served hotdogs, popcorn, hamburger.etc.....and even crabs.  Scott got excited and said, oh boy I can't wait to get home to eat some crabs.  I was like what.....you left me and you didn't turn around to find me.  The lady overheard Scott and I talking.  The lady told Scott that he doesn't deserve getting any crabs.  The lady gave me big bag of crabs.  The end!

April 27, 2005
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