My Birthday plans.. If you didn't already know my birthday is on sunday. I am going to be 19. I don't think it's that big of a deal. I was thinking of having a birthday party but i think everyone is bored of our parties. Well that's what i hear. It sounds like people are tired of the same old " sit around and drink " kind of parties but i can't think of anything else.I could have a mruder mystery but i'm not that good at organizing things like that , and i just read jess's page and it says that denise is having a murder mystery. She is sooooo much better at doing things like that.So i'm going to give leave the murder mystery with her. I think everyone will have fun.  Also alot of people are not getting along. Well on the outside everything looks "normal" But it is fare from that. I don't want to have everyone look like there having fun when i know they all want to just yell.It makes me really sad to know that everyone is unhappy. And i know that's going to happen. Everyone is going to be all happy but annoyed at the same time. I don't want everyone to fake it.   So i've come to the conclusion that i will make my own party. I will get up sunday morning and make myself breakfast. I don't know what i'm going to have. I guess i'll see when i get up. Then i will Probably get on the bus and go for a ride. I don't know where yet. Probably to the liquor store. Cause i will be 19. So i think i might get myself i mickey of something. I'm not going to drink it that day but i will have it so i won't have to worry next time i go out. Next i will take a walk to blockbuster and get a few movies for myself to watch. We have a ticket that says if it's your birthday you get a free movie rental. I will use that to get a movie. So with a mickey and a couple movies i will head home. I might stop at a few places before i got home. Like at pet paradise. I think i might get annie or jack something. after i drop off the movies and the mickey i think i'm going to go for a walk in the dead end. I'll got to the spot i always do and maybe think a little. I don't know about what. I'll just think about the summer coming or what i want to do with my life. I'll do that for about a half hour and then i think i'll have to go home cause my grandma is probably going to come over for supper. Then i will watch my movies. I think it will be  fun. And i had to write this so that i have a plan. Cause if i don't have a plan i won't do anything and i would just sit around and do nothing. It's my birthday.. i want to do something.. So.. yeah.. that's my plan.. Yay for me.. i guess...