freinds.... right now i see all my friends going through a really hard time right now.. Exams are stressing them all out and it's really hard to stand by and whatch..knowing i can't do anything. I've gone through the same thing but for some reason they are having a really hard time.I don"t know if it's just exams or if there something else. Well for some i know it can't be just exams. For me i think it's because i'm so layed back that i really didn't care. If i could say something to make them feel better that would make me very very happy cause them i would feel alot happier. So I'm going ot give it a try cause i can't let this go on without saying something.. I'm scared of how they will come out of this...and i'm not trying to make things alll better but i just want to tell them how i feel. Jess: You sound really upset right now. I don't know what's bothering you but you sound really depressed and i feel really bad for you. If I could say one thing to make everything better i will. .. I've known you for 10 years now. That's a really long time and i HATE seing you like this. I know i'm not the emothinal kind of person.. I like to make people laugh when there down. But i don't know it you can even hear me anymore. I've been reading you web page and i've noticed that you are getting more and more depresed. Your a wonderful best freinds and you have alot you give to the world.Don't forget that. I'm here for you and will do anything in my power to help you out of this. Just think... there are more that 5 or 6 people around you that do care. They want to see you happy. And i'm one of them.. I'll be with you till the end. Don't forget that.. Mel: I like you mel , I really do... your are very good freind to me. You let me drink when and how much i want .. but that's only one aspect of you i like .. your very good freinds. You make me laugh and you love life...You stand out from all the rest in my eyes. You super cool like all the french people say. hah... You've grown up alot in these past few year and i think you even become better than before. Don't lose that wonder you in all those thoughts in your head. We have to try and look ahead even if it scares the shit out of us. I know it's hard but i think I" starting to see the end result ... You are going to lead a wonderful life . I think life has saved all it's best just  for you.. It's up to you to discover it. Crusty Ham: Yoru my freinds.. Your they only one who shares my longing to stay young. I know some of called you imature but i see you as a very youthful person with alot to give. Growing up is a part if life and it has to be done.. But that doesn't mean that you have to suddenly start reading fact instead of fiction.. Life dosen't become seriuos at the age of 18. Play... have fun.. You only live once. You have such a wonderful personality that it will not do well in the corprate adult world. I think you can do alot with the gift that you already have... you just don't see them. You don't have to be a good writer or a poet. Your life is full of fun and excitement.. don't change that... Stay the same. Calvin: I don't think you ever read my page .. and i don't think you are upset about anything.. So.. you an ok guy.. who care if you can't spell.. but that dosen't seem to bother you..So.. have fun Patrick: Your you.. and that's cool... nothing much else to say about you.. Your very cool and fun to be with.. I like that your real..You don"t change for anyone. well that's it for now.. class is starting... Welll i hope everyone read there thing... exams are alomost over... you can get over this one...