Today was a good day      This morning i was to give a prensentation to a buch of grade 10 students. It was me  , dominique and my teacher marcel. It was one of those workshop things.. they picked before hand the workshops that they wanted to see. So they all got there and marce started talking to them about the program.. I don't want to sound conceided but i really enjoyed the fast that i knew more about the subject. It felt good for once to know more than someone. All through high school i was always a little slower than everyone. I really like feeling confindent about what i talked about with those kids. They were all amazed about what i was going. It was nice to see them all watching me. Yeah.. so that was my little power trip.. I don't think it is going to happen again. Back to the stupid old me. another thing.. i was stitting on the floor in the hall after a test cause the teacher said to come back at 1:00.. everyone was coming out one by one and then charles comes out and asks me to come out with them.. It was a nice day so i went. And we were talking about old kids shows and someone metioned marie soleil .. and i said " i really don"t like that show , one speaks french , one speaks english and one just honks a horn and somehow they all see to communicate fine" and to my amazment everyone laughed... I though no one would even know i was talking. And then Charles say i like your humour , it's really got alot of sarcasm , it like observational humour " i was like " cool... they finally understand. So that i was my good day... i got to be big for one in someone elses eyes and they finally get me. But my good day turned into an ok day... I guess it was too good to be true. To have a birthday party. I though that maybe everyone could put there diffrences aside for one night but i guess that's not the case. But i hope poeple have a good time. Oh god i hope everyone has a good time...i have this really weird feeling in my stomach that something is going to wrong. And it's already turning out to be true. So.. i guess we will have to see what happens when people get here..so if i don't see you , good morning , good afternoon , good everning and goodnight...