Love to me I guess to me love is something that I have never had before.Usually people have something to at least say something about love in high school. Me? nothing. I have never experienced that thing called love.. I keep trying to stay positive about this whole subject but each day just gets worst and worst. I really wish i would have at least had someone to experienced it with. People keep telling me that it's best to wait for the right person to come along. And that it sucks to have someone and feel all that heart break when it's over. But with those people have had a b/f or g/f. No one i know can say they feel the same cause there all happy. I see Jess and Andrew and I think " I want that" Or mel and brad that good freinds and it looks like there in love and think how nice it would be. My life is so pathetic it's not even funny. When i was in junior high i thought that high school will my time to shine but it came and when with no shine at all. i wish i could know what i'm doing wrong cause i would fix it. But i've never even had someone tell me they liked me. Now that's really bad. I look back on high school and think about what i remember the most. Of corse my freinds come first but after that I can't think of anything else. But i can't change that now. Now i'm on collge and i don't have my old freinds to hang out with. All these people talk about all there boyfriends and when they ask me i have to say that i have no one. There are only 3 guys in my class and a bunch of girls who they could have why would they pick me. Well i'm going to stop wolloing in self pity and try ad get on with my stupid life. So i guess i'm destined to live this life on earth by myself. I don't mind , if that's what i'm meant to be. Alone. I don't usually tell people this kind of stuff cause no one ever thinks of asking me. And o don't mind.. sometime i just need to let it all out once and a while