It's my party , i can cry if i want to........ That's kinda what i felt like... It was ok.. I was expecting everything that happen. But I think it turned out ok considering it was us. It was acutally the 5 of us. The boyfreinds went to get pizza and we talked about what was bothering us. My mom was willing to talk to us and help us sort it all out. But i told her it was ok.. Could you just see my mom talking to us about our freindship. But other than that i got a cool lava lamp from Crusty Ham , i love it. .. I got booze from brad  , very good. .i'm buying that for grad party , i got a cool rugrats toy from pat.. it's cool.. i love rugrats... And Mel and Jess decieded there were going to blind fold me and kidnapp me and take for a walk around sudbury.. they brought me to Kissiane's house but it was really scary being blind folder. I don't like being blinf folded. I so have pity for calvin now. It's really scary. It feels like everything is really close around you... Plus i had a really bad guide. MEL!!!!! She keeped forgeting about me and letting me bump into walls and cars.. but it still was fun... After a night of boozing we went to timmies and them for walk and just talked about having children. It was really cool. I had alot of fun. it was the best birthday ever... i realized how much i missed everyone... and i can't belive everyone came... But the next morning pat drove brad home and he drove me to porte overte at boreal.. i was waiting for kissiane and i was going to help hugues with the lab. it was really cool talking about the program and how much i like it.. it's sooooo cool to tell people what i know... But it was only me and hugues. So i got to know him a little more... and for the last hour it was just me and marcel. It was cool talking to him about everybody and everything.. he agrees that i lived in the project!!! HAHAHAH!!!! And he went to notre dame too.. but he left after grade 11. I didn't even know that.. It was fun... but now i'm really tired and i think i need a nap. Oh yeah.. i got to see julie.. she looks really good... i was sooo happy to see her i just had to give her a hug.. it's going to be soo cool to have her and kissiane with me next year... so... if i don't see you good morning , good afternoon , good evering and goodnight.