I wouldn't call it sad... I guess i just think i could be happier... I don't really have problems right now but i still don't feel like the happiest person in the world.... I kinda feel alone.. Even though i have freinds who love me and would do anything for me there's still something missing. " I am not lonely , swear to go i'm just alone" -jane arden I think that's the best was to describe how i feel right now. i don't know why i feel like this all of sudden.. i just do.. I have no life. Plus it dosen't help that everyone is still in school right now. That really sucks. I have to find something to do. On top of that i'm really worried about my exams..what if i don't pass.. what am i going to do??? Just talking about exams my heart just drops. I really don't want to fail but there is a big chance i might fail.  And that's not cool. He ( he as in the teacher) said we could call him and find out if we passed. But i don"t think i can do that. I don't think i would face the humiliation of failing while on the phone with him. So i think i'll just wait for the report card to come in and try not to think about it too much. You see it's kinda hard not to think about when your days are spent alone with only your own thoughts to keep you busy. So yeah , I hear everyone talk about there better half and it makes me think about how much it would be cool to have someone there to share my worries with. But there's nothing i can so about it. So i'll just let this pass and i should feel better in a few days. I get like this sometimes and it always passes. Stuff it all in a bottle deep down and i should feel better very soon. I didn't want to write about this.. i don't want pity.. but for the lack of things to write this will have to do.. I think Crusty Ham said it the best.. ( sorry crusty Ham.... i'll pay you for the copywrite violation) "Being sad sucks" So if i don't see you , good morning , good afternoon , good evening and goodnight...