My night was a total disapointment, I sleeped when i didn't want to. Well I presented my project on hirosihma and eveyone loved it. So i took the bus to mcdonalds and had supper. Then i took the bus home. I couln't belive i was soo tired. I just couldn't keep my eyes open! So i watched crocidile hunter and noticed i was getting even more and more tired. But i know i can't sleep cause i won't sleep at night. I have to fight it. Now i know why your naps where cut out when you were little. So.. at around 7 , guess what happen? I fell asleep like i didn't want to . I awoke around 10:30.. I'm thinking maybe since i'm still a little tired i could just crawl into bed and fall asleep again.. But that didn't happen. I was wide awake. Great! Now i will never sleep. So at around 11:30 i decided to maybe watch some tv and that would make me tired again. And to my suprise ellen was on. I loved that show. I couldn't belive it was on. It was a good one.. it was after she came out. Those were my favorite ones. I forgot how much i loved that show. It was soo funny. That ended at around 12 and i was still awake. So i watched tv till about 1. Then i thought maybe i was tired and didn't know it. Boy , was i wrong. Awake till 2!!! But it did give me time to think about a lot of stuff. Mostly about highschool and how much i missed out in grade 12. I didn't go to prom. I will never get the chance to do that again.. Why didn't i just go . I probably would of had a good time. But stupid me said no.. i won't miss a thing . Maybe it was because i didn't have a date. But i still could of gone alone. I hear everyone talking about how much they are looking forward to prom. I was also thinging about how much i missed out on other things. I really didn't saver every moment cause all my freinds were coming back the following year. I should of graduated with them. I didn't even have one single freinds at my graduating. That really hurt me.That was the one thing i think would of been the best. No one was there to see me get my awards. No one cheered for me.  I should of invited someone. But no , i didn't. So i spent the biggest day of teen years alone all because i was being stupid. But i can't change that now. I'm going to go to there graduation. I wouldn't miss that for the world.And i'm going to cheer my heart out when there name is said.  I guess i should of taken it more seriously that i was leaving. But i can't change the now. I,m in college now. I have to be an adult. Oh my god. I'm sitting in class and my eyes are watering up. I guess i wanted those memories more than I thought. Evreyone is looking at me now. I',m going to go now before this turns into tears:0( if i don't see you goodmoring   , good after noon , good evening ad goodnight ,.