that holiday!      i really don't like valintine's day! i know.. If your in a relationship you love this holiday . But i really thing that it,s the only holiday that alot of people are not included. Eveny other holiday everyone can enjoy the festivities.. But on the fourtheeth day on the second month alot of people get depressed! I don't get depressed, i don't know what happens to my emotions , i feel alone.. But hey , i've never had anyone to celibrate this holiday with. And the way it looks right now this holiday will be another day for me. people keep saying that one day.. it will happen .. but i'm really tired of waiting for that day.. i thought maybe in junior high , no , maybe in high school.. everyone seems to find at least someone in highschool... but.. once again... no.. not me.. Well i mean.. college is my time .. i thought it would be a little better.. people would be .. somewhat diffrent. But i was wrong.. people never change. And i guess my situation will never change. But i'm kinda getting used to being alone on this day. But i'm kinda hoping that somewhere in this world there's someone alone on this day . maybe we could be alone together.. that would be fun.. but i really doubt they will be reading this.. so.. again.. i will sit in my room.. reading a book or something...      I've tried to make it a day just for me... like a kim day..but that never works when you surrounded with people who have people to be alone with..     i wish it was like when i was a little kid. Everyone gets a valintine and no one is better off than the other. But all that changer about 5 or 6th grade. It became for me a day for love and couples. That's when i first realized how much i don't like this day.. Well i think you people ware tried of hearing me talk about this subject.. so.. i really like these lyrics.. it"s what i want to tell everyone.. Alone again tonight without someone to love The stars are shining bright so one more wish goes up Oh, I wish I may and I wish with all my might For the love I'm dreaming of and missing in my life You'd think that I could find a true love of my own It happens all the time to people that I know Their wishes all come true so I've got to believe There's still someone out there who is meant for only me i guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star It seems like someone else Keeps gettin' what I'm wishin' for Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky But I can't give my heart one good reason why Everywhere I look it's lovers that I see Seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me