I was laying bed and that's were i usually refect about my day.I noticed i felt a little diffrent. I don't know how to describe it. It was like i was worring about something. So i sat there and thought about what I have to worry about. I know alot of people don't think i worry about alot of stuff but last night the list was getting pretty long. So i thought i would put it here so when i come back to it in 10 years i can hopefully cross some of them off my list.So here is my list. Weight : I've always worried about my weight. I try not to show it thought. It's really hard to lose weight alone. I don't have any freinds that have a weight problem. I've tried going to a gym alone but it's really hard with no one there to talk to and you feel like everyone is looking at you. I haven't been able to put a bathing suit on confidently in about 5 years. So i think this is the biggest thing i worry about. Work : I worry about it because .. well i don't know why.. It's just always there in the back somewhere. School: that incluse passing and homeowork. I'm so scared that's going to fail and will have to re-do all this schooling again. I worry about loosing point for homework that i worked hard on, My family: I always worry about them. Well maybe not my brother but my parents. I've always worried about them and i think i always will. Especially during these last few months it's been hard at home. Cleaning: I don't know why a worry about cleaning my room. I never do it but it bothers me sometimes. Weird Love: I always worry that i'm going to be alone at the age of 40! Everyone says you just have to wait and it will come. And everyone says that'll i'll find someone soon. It's really hard to belive that when i'm going to be 19 and still no one. I don't know what i'm going to do if i'm alone all my life. What if i don't find anyone?? them what??  I worry about this alot! My dental hygine:  I think it's cause i work at a dental office and the poeple who look at my teeth are my co-worker and my boss... It's very worng.... and weird My freinds: I worry about what  is going to happen to them. I worry about what they are going to do in life i worry about them getting a broken heart and i worry about them in general. i think that's about it for now. I didn't know my list was this long. Some of them are really stupid but some of them are an everyday thing for me to worry about. So i will leave it at that.