Chapter Four

~*~ Flashback ~*~

"JOSYYYY!!!!!!!" Piper ran up the stairs and ran into her sister's room totally hyper "JOSY! OMYGOD!"

"What Piper!?!" Jo asked "What the hell's wrong!?" she laughed a little when Piper started dancing around

"Sis!!"

"WHAT?!"

"Sis! Ohhh my fucking GOD! IjusthadthemostamazingnightEVER!!"

"Alright, so tell me!" Jo urged her sister to sit down on her bed

"Ahhhh.. I met the man of my dreams!" Piper sank back on the mattress and sighed dreamily "Ok, so I was at this club with Jess and we met a few guys there, right? We were just dancing and having a good time and all, when suddenly that one guy Jess was with, gets obnoxious and she told him to fuck off, so we went outside for a lil while coz she was like upset. Then when we went back in, some dude bumps into me and spills his beer ALL over my skimpy lil dress! So I yelled at him, and, well, I guess I made kind of an impact coz he was all stammering and apologizing. It was so cute. So then him and his friend invite Jess and me over to their table and buy us some drinks to make up for it. Of course we said yes, because these guys are WAY hot! We had a great time and they were so funny and cute, so they asked if we wanted to go back to their hotel with them, just for a drink in the lobby coz we could hardly hear each other over the loud music. Once we were outside, Jess whispers into my ear that they look really familiar. So we asked them if we hadn't met some place before or anything. They kinda laughed and one of them said that maybe we knew them coz of their work. So suddenly Jess realizes and turns out they're from the BACKSTREET BOYS! They're freaking Brian Littrell and Nick Carter! Nick laughed and said that it took us long enough to find out, real blonde material. He's SUCH a smart ass, sis! But SO fucking hot." Piper giggled

Jo gawked "Shit, Piper, you always do the fun stuff!"

"I know!" Piper grinned "BUT, that's not the end of the night.. Ok so we went back to their hotel and Jess and Brian totally hit it off and soon after they left to his room-"

"Jess is SO naughty!"

"Uhuh! So I was kinda impressed by Nick being famous and all, so I got shy with him.. which he found very amusing. All of a sudden, he kissed me! And GOD that boy is a great kisser!"

"Sis! Omygod!" Jo exclaimed

"So you guess what happened next.." Piper's grin was enormous and her eyes twinkled naughtily

"You fucked him.." Jo stated more than questioned "PIPER!! Damnit, why do you always get to fuck the good guys!?"

Piper giggled "Sis, seriously, I'm SO in love with him!"

Jo turned serious on her "Piper, I don't wanna be the naggy bitch sister, but are you sure tha-"

"Josy, don't start with me. He feels the same way, I just know it!" Piper explained "It just feels so right, I don't know what it is, but I think he's the one for me, Josy."

Jo sighed and looked at her lovefoolish sister "Alright, if you say so.."

~*~ End of flashback ~*~

"Flight 208 to MCO, Orlando International Airport is now ready to board. All passengers for flight 208 to Orlando International Airport, please board the plane at gate D27."

Jo walked up to the gate and boarded the plane, her aunt had left two days earlier because she had to go back to her job, now she was sitting in the plane alone.. and she loved every moment of it. Knowing she was slowly getting further away from home and closer to her haven was a nice feeling. She felt bad about wanting to get away from her life as it was right now, but she knew it was pretty damn logical in her situation too. She knew she needed it, time out...

~*~*~

Dear Piper,

I arrived in Florida today, the first cool thing here was the person that came to pick me up, or persons actually. Since aunt Marianne was working all day, she had arranged for someone to pick me up.. that someone was none other than Nick! With Joyleigh! J
It was kinda risky coz ya know he's still famous (duh) and the buzz about your death is still hangin' around. He had to change his phone number 4 times the past 2 weeks and even stayed at his family's place because some fans kept on stalking him,.. in the middle of the night, how sick.
So we nearly got recognized, but his cover was pretty good and we fooled the girls who came up to us, acting like we were a couple and getting mad at them for bugging us... lol. We should be actors, really.

So now we all just had dinner, auntie Mari, Nick, me and Joyleigh. They're gonna stay here for a couple of days now and then hope they can go home peacefully.
I have no clue what I'm gonna do here.. relax, that's my main goal.
And be lazyyyyyy.. haha you and me were always two lazy bitches!

I'm watching your baby girl sleep, she's laying right beside me in her crib.
She is so beautiful and cute and sweet! She's grown so much already!
One part of me feels so happy and filled with JOY when she sees this wonderful little creature.. the other part feels so sad, because the little girl's mommy isn't here to share the happiness with me.

I wonder if I will ever stop missing you?
I want to, because sometimes this pain, this emptiness I feel is unbearable.
But then again, I don't want to forget about you, I want to always remember you sis,
how much I loved you and how much I always will.

~Jo