He's crushing
Warnings: Shounen-ai/yaoi, lime/lemon
Pairing: 1x5
Author's notes: I don't own GW or the characters! So you can't sue me! I'm just a twisted author, that's all!! I make them do weird things for my amusement!!!! BWA HA HA HA HA HA!!!! Italics are Wufie's thoughts.

I've found myself staring at him in class again today. But then again who doesn't? From his messy beautiful, dark chocolate hair to his gorgeous cold cobalt blue eyes, I just can't help myself. He's the fantasy of every girl and boy in this school. He just-
"Chang, Wufei if you are not going to pay attention in my class then you may go stand in the hallway for the rest of the period!" the history teacher, Ms. Guri, yelled. Her light blond hair swaying as she motioned her head towards the door.
"But sensei-"
"Don't you dare 'but sensei' me! Get out there now or meet me after school for detention. The choice is yours, Chang." She declared walking to the front of the classroom, her long hair swaying behind her.
This is injustice! I swear when OZ wants to blow up THIS school I'll agree to help them. I swear, having to go stand in the hallway for a whole- Wufei looked dup at the clock as he shoved his books in his bag-two hours!!! What has she been doing? Why haven't we changed classes yet?
Those questions and more ran through the young pilots mind as he slipped his bag over his shoulder and started down the aisle. He passed the messy haired boy and was greeted with the smell of soap and a pair of glaring blue eyes.
"Don't ruin this mission for us Chang," he mumbled.
"Right, Yuy. I won't ruin your precious mission." Wufei mumbled in reply.
But when you get close to this beauty the harshness shows and my heart turns to ice once more. Yuy is nothing more then a selfish bastard who needs to get his priorities strait.
"Chang get you behind out of my classroom now!"
Wufei lowered his head and his shoulders slumped, "Yes sensei."
Out in the hallway, away from the coldness of Heero Yuy, Wufei's mind began to wonder toward his comrade again. He is just so perfect. He's everything I'm not, beautiful, strong, focused. The only thing I have for me now if my intelligence and that is starting to fade with each day I stay in this cursed school. I do not see why we must stay here; I'd get a better education by myself. I wonder what he's doing right now? Is he thinking of me? I highly doubt it. Is he thinking about the mission? That is almost guaranteed. How can one person focused so much on one thing? He's like a robot, a very gorgeous robot, but a robot nonetheless. So why have I fallen for such a person? And why is this person a guy? Well Chang maybe if you stopped talking to yourself in hallways you'd know that answer. With a sigh Wufei lowered himself to the ground, his black uniform scrunching up around his back. Readjusting his cloths he took out his history book and began to read the chapter.

It has been two weeks since we entered this school. Two weeks of sharing a room with the man I love and hate the most. How can you love and hate someone just as equally at the same time? Maybe I am destined to be alone, the fates must have decided this. Or they just do not wish for me to be happy. Look at him, sitting there typing away like his life depended on it, while I sit here and admire him from a far hiding behind books! Well no more! My pride has taken as much as it can take! If he rejects me then so be it but the injustice of forcing myself to look at him everyday, my feelings are starting to push through the wall I hide them behind. I might as well come out with it now then have a break down. Putting down the book he had been pretending to be reading Wufei stood, but froze at Heero's words.
"Why have you been staring at me?" The voice was cold; the sentence seemed more like a command then a question. Wufei's blood ran cold.
Okay, I can do this. It isn't that hard just say- "What makes you think I've been staring?" -Not that! Anything else but that! How much of an idiot do you take him for? What did he just say? "Could you repeat that?"
"It was obvious. Look if you're having second thoughts about this whole mission thing then maybe you should stay here."
"Oh yeah that's a good one Yuy." Wufei marched up to Heero's chair a swung it around harshly, "I'm nothing but useless baggage. That's all I'm here for! To just get in the way! Well I'm sorry if I have feelings okay! I'm sorry if I'm not perfect like you! I'm sorry if I stare, it's not like anyone can help himself or herself! Look at you, you're gorgeous! You're beautiful!!!! But since I'm just getting in the way I guess I'll just go and let you take care of a routine mission that I've done millions of times myself! Yeah I'll just screw up a mission that I could complete while sleeping! That's a good one! And to say that I was starting to-" he shook his head violently, then turned on his heel and headed back to his bed. Upon reaching it he shoved a hand under it harshly and yanked a duffel bag out of the darkness. He quickly started shoving his clothes in the bag not caring if his favorite white pants, which he worked so hard at keeping clean, got wrinkled and well completely trashed. Why do I let him get to me like this! He just a stupid baka (as in jerk this time, not idiot)! I could care less…so what is this deep feeling of remorse settling on my soul and why am I about to shed tears! I haven't cried in years! And I'll be damned if Yuy will make me shed them again. He slid the straps of his bag over his shoulders and was at the door when he heard a nearly silent plea.
"Wufei, please don't go."
Wufei spun around looking at Heero with complete confusion. "Nani?"
"I said, please don't go. I don't want you to leave, and you aren't just useless baggage."
Wufei looked at Heero in complete shock. Is he trying to apologize?
"Stop looking at me like that. All I'm trying to do is apologize." Heero ran his fingers through his wild hair in frustration. With a sigh he finally gave into his curiosity, "Do you really think I'm gorgeous?" his voice only held a shimmer of curiosity, but the curiosity was there nonetheless.
"I wouldn't say anything I didn't mean, that would be unjust"(1) Wufei's back was still turned to Heero, but his voice told what his face would. The way he said those words, it seemed that there was so much underneath it so much that Heero just couldn't grasp.
"And you think I'm…'perfect'?" Heero said standing.
"Hai." Wufei said his shoulders slumping as if in defeat, "I think you're perfect." That is why I could not/will not ever tell you how I feel, for feelings are a weakness. You said so yourself. And now I feel a pain that exceeds anything a dagger could inflict. I have lost my heart to one who cannot return my feelings.
"I…Wufei I don't know…" he sighed in frustration, not being able to form the words he wanted to say.
"I understand. I'll be leaving now." Wufei's voice was once again calm and controlled all the emotions and the battle between his heart and his mind carefully hidden.
"NO! I don't want you to leave. I just…how am I perfect? I don't understand?" Heero looked at the ground not wanting to meet Wufei stare.
Wufei openly stared at Heero his mouth slightly open.How could he not know? How can he not know that- "Your eyes are perfect. The perfect shade the perfect shape. Your face," Wufei let a smile show on his face, "is perfect." He walked to Heero, duffel bag forgotten on the floor. Gentle brushing his thumb against Heero's cheek he continued, "You have the softest skin, yet the harshest expressions." he looked at Heero eyes glinting, "And YOU are perfect. Absolutely perfect." he sighed the last two words. "You should be a statue, you know. No one should look the way you do, like a beautiful piece of art. Molded and sculpted perfectly, no flaws even under the strictest of observers. And your mind it's absolutely perfect. You were gifted with natural intelligence, Heero. You could be anything when this damn war is over. This also makes you perfect." Wufei's hand fell from Heero's face, for the touch was getting to familiar to him. "And I hope one day you find someone who appreciates you and your beauty." just like I do.
"But…I thought. Wufei don't you care?"
Wufei froze his duffel bag once again slipping from his hands, which had begun to shake. I can't answer that question! I can't tell him how I feel. The rejection, the humiliation. No I'll never tell. "Wufei? Please Wufei tell me. Do…do you care?"
"Can't answer that Heero. It's best that I don't."
"Best for who? Me or yourself?"
"Both." Wufei once again went for his bag, but was stopped by a hand grasping the one that wasn't reaching for the bag.
"Please Wufei! Tell me! I need to know. I need to know that someone cares. Please."
Wufei made a strangled sound as he felt warmth spread through him, it's source the hand grasping his. "Hai." Noo! Now he'll just hate me and think I'm some kind of hentai freak!!
That small three-letter word sent Heero into shock. The thoughts he cares filled his head until he thought it would burst. He felt something wet roll down his cheek and faintly remembered that it was something called a tear.
"Wufei…why me?" He asked resting his head on Wufei's shoulder blades.
"I honestly don't know. It isn't right."
"Then……why does it feel so……" Heero struggled to find the right word, "…nice."
Heero felt Wufei's back stiffen and thought immediately that he had done something wrong. And was about to ask when Wufei spoke before he could.
"Because the feelings I have for you are not…I'm not suppose to feel this way about a guy. But you just…and…" he swallowed loudly.
"Wufei? Why is has my cardio rate sped up? Why do I feel so warm? Why do I feel so……nice?? Is that the right word? I don't understand. I just feel so…and then…why did you tell me how you felt? Why did my emotions suddenly take over? Why am I…crying? Wufei I think I'm malfunctioning."
Wufei laughed loudly at Heero's last statement, which startled the crying boy. "Heero are you telling me this has never happened to you before?"
"Umm…iie."
"What about Relena?"
"What about her? She's nothing but an annoying rich girl who has an annoy screeching voice, that isn't anything like-" Heero stopped and decided to change the subject, "what about Sally?" he asked the question in a whisper.
"Sally is three years older than me and she's not a-" Wufei blushed furiously.
"You prefer guys Wufei?" the question was innocent enough, but when Wufei didn't answer Heero began to wonder. "Did I-"
"Hai."
"I did? I'm sorry."
"Sorry?…Oh no I like guys Heero." Wufei turned and faced Heero, not noticing that Heero's hand was still in his. He looked at Heero shame, self-loathing, and something else showed easily in his eyes.
Heero reached up hesitantly and stroked Wufei's cheek. "Why do you have that look on your face?"
"Because I'm gay Heero. And you're going to just reject me and think I'm a 'hentai freak' as someone so pointedly pointed out to me."
"I don't think I want to reject you Wufei. But if you want me to."
Wufei's eyes lit up.
"You want me to reject you? I don't know why you would want me to. I don't think I'm going to reject you Wufei. I think I would rather…" he whispered the last sentence as he let the emotions that had broken loose ever since Wufei had said he was perfect. He moved close to Heero, using his free hand to push Wufei's body against his. He hesitated a second before pressing his lips to a shocked Wufei's. The warmth that had flowed through his body and began to focus in one area. Between his legs.
Wufei moaned into the kiss and began to respond. He opened his mouth letting Heero's wondering tongue go inside. He mounded again, his tongue sparing with Heero's. Needing more but not wanting to scare Heero away he slowly pulled Heero's hips close to his and gasped along with Heero as their erections rubbed together from behind their school uniforms. Wufei's head rolled back pleasure coursing through him. Heero took this opportunity to kiss, lick and suck on Wufei's neck. This drove Wufei into another wave of pleasure. He moaned Heero's name and ran his empty hand up Heero's back.
"Wufei? Mmmm!" Heero moaned as Wufei's hand ran up the middle of his back. Heero grabbed Wufei's hips and pushed them against his moaning at the friction.
"Oh gods Heero! Do that again!!!" he moaned thrusting his hips to meet Heero's. Then suddenly reality hit them with a knock on the door.
Heero moaned in despair. "No! Wufei please don't answer it! Please!" Heero's eyes were dark and heavy lidded with lust.
"I have to Heero. But we'll continue this later okay. I promise." Wufei kissed Heero and mumbled, "I love you, you know." you fool! Now he has your heart in his hands! You idiot!!
"You do! Thank god I…Wufei I don't know how to tell you what I feel. I wish I could! I… I feel so strongly about you! I would like to tell you…but I don't know how." the knock came again. "The way I'm feeling now it isn't just lust it's something else. I just wanted to let you know that." he sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. Then gasped as he felt a hand close over his enlarged member. He looked up at Wufei in awe.
Wufei's hand pumped Heero's cock fast and hard so that Heero could cum quickly. He continued to pump Heero even as Heero screamed his name and came into Wufei's hand. He continued to pump Heero until Heero's member was limp and wasted. Then pulling his cum covered hand out of Heero's pants he kissed Heero. Then, knowing it was way to kinky, he licked his fingers and hand clean and kissed Heero again.
Then, hearing the knock once again, he led Heero to his bed and answered the door, surprised to see Duo standing there.
"Man what took you so long? Were you and Heero fighting? Why did he scream you name! What was going on? What's that in your-ohmygoodness!!!! You two-together. Were. I'm so sorry!! I'll go." Nearly tripping over his own feet Duo ran down the hallway.
Smirking Wufei went to the bed he had laid Heero in and decided to relieve his self and then go to sleep next to the already sleeping Heero.
"I would of thought he could've lasted longer. Maybe next time…"
"Yeah, next time it'll last longer Fei." came a muffled reply from the bed. Wufei looked down at the bed in shock, "but until next time," Heero sat up, "I think I'll take care of your…situation."

*Fin* A.N. Well that's it! My first somewhat lime/lemon thingy. How was it? Hope it wasn't that bad!!!! Tell me what you think!!!!!!!! themusegarden@lycos.com send your comments here!