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9-25-98

lost in confusion as i try to find my way through the obsticals of my life....

running in circles, running into the same walls time and time again...

the urge to give up, steadily increases as i try to fight it off....

with a sarcastic laugh, i continue on, knowing full well i will return to this place...

shadows looming, faces of the past look on in contemptuous pleasur...

how they love my confusion as they await my defeat...

trying to navigate safe passage, the winds blow, steadily pushing me backwards...

i consider for just a moment, resting my soul...

to stop is to give in...

i refuse to resign myself to that fate....

i push on, hopeing that i have finally found the right path, only to find i am facing the same walls i have always run into...

i sink to the ground, listening to the haunting laugh that blends with the wind, mocking my defeat......