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10-6-98

absorbed in the confusion, i watch as the smoke of my ciggarrette dances its way slowly, rising to the sky...

the stars twinkle through the cloudy haze...

tendrils of smoke lingering like yourtouch...

memories of your face dance upon my eyelids...

how i long to burry my face in you hair, deeply inhaleing the scent of you...

the strength of your arms, wrapping me in a tender embrace...

i close my eyes, feeling again the shivers as your warm breath carresses my neck...

trailing sweet kisses down your throat...

feeling your pulse race...

your breath in short gasps, trying to control the raw emotions coursing through your veins...

shuddering, i am reminded that you are just a memory now...

did i push you away???

did those secrets and desires we sharred mean so little???

how can i make you see??

my love for you is pure and true...

i will wait for you....

none other can fulfill me this way, so compleatly...

i close my eyes as a tear slips out...

i have not even noticed that it is raining....

i curl up as the tears come again of their own accord.....