TyrNoMitige - Sylas A. Boyle
mystical bronze - his whore ex-fiance
mystical bronze: hey
TyrNoMitige: Heya!
mystical bronze: we need to talk
TyrNoMitige: now?
mystical bronze: i guess this is the best time
mystical bronze: i mean it's not like we ever get to talk on the phone
mystical bronze: or anything
TyrNoMitige: What's the matter, hon?
mystical bronze: um...
mystical bronze: well....
mystical bronze: us
mystical bronze: i don't think we
mystical bronze: should be "us"
TyrNoMitige: *sigh*
mystical bronze: i'm sorry
TyrNoMitige: WHat's wrong?
mystical bronze: the more that i think about it
mystical bronze: the more that i realized that it wasn't love on my side
mystical bronze: it was more lust
TyrNoMitige: I love you, with all of my heart....and nothing will ever change that Melissa. Recently I've been doing some soul searching and realized that (from your reactions, anyways) I could be smothering you. My constant callings and roses and poems, it looked liked you got scared after a while. So, I figured I'd lay off for a while and give you the space you needed, since we are on break and all....I just have one thing to ask of you:
mystical bronze: and that is?
TyrNoMitige: Is there anyway to make us work out...if not immediately, at least in the long run?
mystical bronze: as friends?
TyrNoMitige: Is there anything I did wrong, anything you didn't like, anything at all?
mystical bronze: i just don't love yo
mystical bronze: u
mystical bronze: i lusted for you
mystical bronze: but i didn't love you the way that i thought i did
TyrNoMitige: So were you just using me to make you feel better at that time? I mean, this happened the last time you dumped me....it only lasted a few months, and I felt powerless, I couldn't figure out what I did wrong, why I wasn't wanted anymore.....
TyrNoMitige: I'm not mad, for the record....just.......empty
mystical bronze: if you felt used it's because you let yourself get used
mystical bronze: now
mystical bronze: i seriously don't think that you and i would have ever worked out to start with
TyrNoMitige: because I let myself? what?
mystical bronze: you're too clingy
mystical bronze: and you truthfully get on my nerves
mystical bronze: especially when you started acting like brian
mystical bronze: acting all depressed and shit
mystical bronze: all i wanted was a break
mystical bronze: you and i should have never had sex
mystical bronze: ever
mystical bronze: i realize that now
mystical bronze: i lusted for you
mystical bronze: i didn't love you
mystical bronze: no matter how much i said i did
mystical bronze: i didn't love you
TyrNoMitige: come on......don't be mad......
mystical bronze: I KNOW YOU DO
mystical bronze: BUT I DON'T LOVE YOU THE SAME WAY
mystical bronze: i have to go
mystical bronze: i really have to go
TyrNoMitige: goodbye....
TyrNoMitige: my love
mystical bronze: bye
TyrNoMitige: I like swords, btw
TyrNoMitige: ...just...for the record.....
*** mystical bronze signed off at Thu Oct 10 19:08:41 2002.
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