| Date: 2001/07/01 11:43:12 EDT To: My Beloved Lady Razrya From: Rokk Subject: I will miss You ,My Love .. You are gone now,and My heart grieves terribly..I miss You,and will always love You. You were My One and only FC..I am proud to have been Your Mate in this world of Gor. My broken down computer kept Me from spending some of those last hours and days with You.. I know You are with the angels now,..probably teaching them to sing as only You can sing...s*. My weeping will not bring You Home to Me. There are no words to tell you of My love for You..the pain I feel at losing You..I can only hope to see you again now in My dreams ,or in the next life...I will cherish Our time together,Our Memories..It's so hard to believe You are gone...How One so beautiful,kind and loving could be taken so young... I just wish I could sing for You one more time..tell You I love You...one more time..feel the soft brush of your kiss one more time..hear your sweet voice say "I love You."...once more..But..I was blessed to have those things happen at all....and,I am thankful,someone like You has been a part of My life...I dont know how I will go on without You...the days will be lonelier,the nights colder..no "shy"popping up on icq ,offering the warm greeting that made Me smile,and rejoice at Your presence...the kajirae We had adored You.. Our daughter Sekhmet loved and adored Her beautiful Mother..Her love for You is as real as any love could be....she respected You,and was so proud to have You as Her Mom... How can I say good bye to You...how can I let You go......?..I can only take some comfort that you hurt no more...no more pain,or suffering....and know God must have His reasons....I will always love you .... I cannot close without speaking of the name I gave You..Razrya...as You know..when ..broken apart...razi means "My secret"..and rya means dream.....so...for a time ,You were "My Secret Dream "..and then ,My dream became Reality..and you became My FC.....placing a kiss on your lips .... I love you,Amy Mae.....see You soon.....always..Rokk (Gene) |