Expression

complete silence
as i lay in my bedroom
staring out the window
at the stars and the moon
i hear nothing
but the steady ringing in my ear
the pencil on my paper
and my heart beating to fear
i scratch down everything
that comes into my mind
whether it be in drawings
or the poetry on these lines
it's the only way to express myself
for i feel no one cares
they don't understand me
or the complex feelings i bare
i know there are few people
waiting for me to spill
they want to know what's 'wrong'
..tell them, i doubt i will