| The Message My mind has been racing It seems I am lost with everything that is displacing I am feared of the cost It has been so long since I have seen for everything that belongs I feel as if I'm unclean If my life has a meaning where is the worth It all seems demeaning why hasn't it come forth I must not give up when all is gone as if I am corrupt I will stand alone It must stop here for this must end it is what I fear a message I must send |
| My Poetry |
| Untainted Love I have bled tears from my heart In the end I can see Is it because I am smart Or because I am free What I want is you the love is rare there are so very few it is too hard to bare The pain it would cause without you I can't understand I fear I have too many flaws to just be able to hold your hand |
| Waiting An Eternity I have been waiting an eternity and it seems it is all for nothing I can't feel anything worth valueing I thought it would be simple but it fell away as if I am empty It seems like something is missing but what do I know or what should I know now it seems I have found I am screaming for something I'm choking on everything It's clear in my head that I shall never be found without it all is beyond me I bury myself alive on the inside waiting for an eternity |
| Without You Being around you felt so good I had to remind myself to breathe Next to me is where you stood you were the only one that had belief Your laugh was a remedy for my sadness You were the only one here when I was falling into madness you were the only to shed a tear Having you goes through my thoughts You were as sweet as suger to a bee it all seems clearly distraught overwhelming value you meant to me You prevented me from Temptation You stopped me from disbelief You were there for me with no hesitation Not having you will be my grief |
| Heavens Angel The gate to devine beauty through a colored window of soregnity defies all signs of cruelty is worth waiting for an eternity To be in your sight being in your aura of perfection would be an extreme delight I am everything but something with correction you are like a flower blooming in a two year drought with this much power it is like a dominating shout your purity is found in your graciously complete mind is nothing but profound you are so gloriously kind you are complete with out me I would only harm your absolute value you will be nothing but free everything I am to you is anything but true |