Beach. I just came from tali beach it was fun... although mainly for rest and relaxation we managed to squeeze in a few drinks and swimming (in the pool for me). They jumped off some rocks while i took their pictures... (I was under strict orders that the water on the beach should not reach above my ankles hehe).
When we got back, Don, Marc, Yam and Lady headed to town to watch queen of the damned while me, tasha and miko weren't allowed.
Before heading home, me, Mama, my sisters and her sisters went to some house in alabang to buy clothes... where I bump into Marc's mom, who happened to be our beach chaperone.
So I'm back to school again tom, to finish off my counterpoint duties (high school paper). Then off to watch the movie i missed today with Boyong and Eloise
Note: Buy the omen for the movie marathon, by order of Don (bagay ung name niya sa kanya Don Conrado Tabuena... i cant believe a 17 year old is bossing me around... he's parctically a year younger [he celebrated his bday recently])

March 9, 2002

Yesterday was the grad party. Call me pessimistic but I didn't want to go, but it was okay... Sure I got bored, but I have to hand it to the committee, they did a good job in maximizing the small space we had, even if we barely had anywhere to sit, the bands where good... and anyway, it wasn't supposed to be a sitting thing anyway. ;)
8:35 pm Just came home from eval, at Terms house... he's house is Cool! it has its own theater, and it has that spanish casa thing going... its so pretty. Well I left just when it was starting... it started (as expected) 2 hours late, but who's counting? hehe

March 6, 2002

I had my Math exam today. Its scary cause i felt so confident before taking the test and while taking the test, it made me feel so unconfident. Labo noh? I felt so sure, that it was too good to be true. oh well, i can just cross my fingers. My seatmate's paper was similar to mine, not that i was copying, but i managed to glance and see the same answers... except for the last item, im sure i got that wrong... hehehe
So tom is Economics and Physics the two subjects i should really be worrying about. Wish me luck!

March 3, 2002

Well apparently we were last in the telesine bit.....we were 6th place (since sec f and c tied for first) after spending around 15k... hehe that sucks!
So anyway its exam week... so we're studing, under my circumstances, bantay sarado ako...hehe not literally.. but I'm stuck at home...
Wish me luck!

February 28, 2002

Life throws some mean shit at you. Sometimes you wonder what is it that you could have done to offend life so bad as to giving you these problems. Well its obvious that I have one at the moment...
Well, Sir Llaguno (my adviser) called the other night, to tell my parents that I'm failing math... really bad too. He said if I don't do well the next test I could fail my general average. Now thats bad! Oh well, I guess I pretty much deserve it... not that I've been slacking off, its that I really didn't understand the lesson. Well at least I was warned.
Today we had our telesine fest... we only won one prize, best actress and Chia really deserves it, she was really good ;)... we had the best bloopers though, if that counts hehe...

February 22, 2002

Its been one of those hell weeks... of course im over exaggerating again as usual, I mean I might be, its been a really busy week. Uh... okay malabo!
I'm Listening to Jammin 105 a radio station in the states... cool nga e. although its oldie senti stuff (classic soul), which happens to be my favorite... any I don't care what other people think... anyway getting back just click on the link to get to the site ;) Jammin 105

February 15, 2002

Valentines Day. Before I begin, I just want to get this clear... I AM NOT BITTER. [sure this statement makes me sound defensive, but its the truth]
It's too commercialized, yes that's true. Why have a day comemorate love? Shouldn't we have love everyday? Either way there's aways Christmas. I just don't get why people mope around for not having a special someone in their lives... I don't blame those broken hearted people though...
Seriously, why give something on valentines day, I'm not saying not to, just stating why do people make such a big deal out of it? Isn't it more romantic if it was out of the blue? If it is valentines day, sure it was expected. To me it seems like "hey its valentines day, so I thought of you" is nothing compared to "hey, I just thought of you" when it was out of the blue?

February 12, 2002

Uploaded some more stuff...
I'm just counting the days... I can't wait for all this to be over
Valentines day is up again... sure I like it as much as the next girl. But its too commercially hyped up now-a-days, it lost all significance it had. I still believe surprises are far more romantic ;) Makes the person feel you think about him/her other than a special noted occasion.

February 9, 2002

JavaScript. Its so confusing...

February 8, 2002

Why is it when you sprout a brain and start deciding for yourself every single move you make is wrong? You'd think that by the age of 17 they would let you choose how you want things to be, how you want to look, dress, talk... but it seems as if every move you make is guarded, you have no say in what you want to wear, say... what school to go to. I just don't get it sometimes, some grownups are too stiff, they take things to literally, too seriously.
People can be such hypocrites too, they say stuff they do all the time too... God, can't they even leave you alone anymore?

February 6, 2002

I'm feeling regret... This whole year just passed by in front of me, I didn't even feel it pass. I'm not blaming anyone, it is all my fault. I didn't even give it a chance, since I couldn't get my way... but thinking about it, I did give it a try a couple of times... but everytime I fell down, I would get up but resent the fact that I ever did.
Thinking about it, its pointless even thinking about thinking about it... [hehe labo] The year is almost over, all I can do is make the best out of this last 28 days of class... and 53 days of being a minor... I guess I'm just feeling disappointed at myself and my life for not doing anything worth it... that being not entirely my fault... I feel like I should have fought a lot more for myself.

February 4, 2002

Yesterday we had out shooting for the telesine in Roxas Blvd. Cool no? We were 15 people, and 5 cars.... oh I had Elmer [my driver] with me. Originally it was Me, Loren, Lea, Besy, KC, Stef, Chia, Vicki, D [Marc], Erik, Mateo, Marco and Adam. Then while we were in Kenny Roger's [Roxas Blvd] Santi and Mon joined us. Since it was Erik's Bday a few days earlier, he treated us to Lunch, as stated earlier it was in Kenny.
Well, It's Bon's birthday on Friday, majority of us from the class were invited to her debut on Sat. I wonder what I can get her? I was thinking Bath products...
Tomorrow is our class Mock wedding, since we're taking up the Marriage rites for CL. It's going to be great! I think we were the only class that took the whole wedding thing seriously hehe...

February 2, 2002

I went to LSGH again last night, i covered the closing of GALS. They had a party after, but there was like only 30 people there.... haha ang half of them were dancing to the bands, wahahah. I met like 3 people Martin (Lady's boy), "Francis" [ummm... Angie? Im not sure if i got it right] and Giorgo [I'm not sure if i got this right too].

January 28, 2002

I had my Defense today, phew I'm glad that's over with... I borrowed black slacks from Tine, a very very light purple shade of 3/4^ths blouse and black leather ankle high boots [it was covering ankles]. Well, it was okay... they didn't ask much [Ms. Juliano and Ms. Quijano were my panelists], they suggested a lot though... but it was cool.
Ateneo prom is on Friday and Saturday... wala lang... ;Þ~

January 26, 2002

I added more pictures, mainly from the Prom...
I went to LSGH yesterday to attend the GALS competition, I was covering it for the paper... Me, Vida and Jorge [and his really nice altis] traveled all the way there to cheer for Lady and the rest of the Zobel Volleyball team. Although we lost it was a lot of fun.
We were hanging with Tim most of the time, also Pao and Spence at some point. Lady had her own thing with her boy [she has a boy there ;Þ].
It was the most fun I've had in months, like real pure wholesome fun... we should do stuff like that more often.
Hey at least I wasn't stuck with adaws ;Þ~ [no offense adaws!]

January 24, 2002

I got my card today... I got slightly better grades, although i retained the same general average, well... I wasnt about to get anything out of getting good grades anyway... call me bitter.
We also traveled to westwood, really good real estate.
It was Tasha's Birthday yesterday, there was a party... Of course I went, only cause it was Tasha's Birthday... as I expected (as everytime I hangout with that sort) I was extremely out of place, why do I even bother? All I can say to myself is, Yam was right.
Oh yeah, Marco is back from the dead.

January 22, 2002

We had confession yesterday... my holiness didn't last long though. [*looks up* Sorry!] It's tough hanging out with Alex, you'd be swearing in a few mins. hehe
Today was like any other ordinary school day, its the same shit every single day... and frankly its getting to be really boring. As I said to Stef earlier in the day, I'd learn the same amount while I'm in the CR as that in the classroom, the only perk is... no noisy class. School has become pointless and a waste of money.
Maybe its apathy, but then i believe there is nothing wrong with this apathy... Okay so to me apathy is a real sin against life, but under the circumstances, with a class like mine [no offense, but its actually a known fact that I'm not so peachy about them, I don't hate them, I actually like them, but I see nothing interesting...] its hard not to be apathetic.
My sentence structures suck. I can't believe I'm considering writing for a living!

January 19, 2002

the prom. Um, My prom partner was Jeff, mah beshti... no date I'd like to emphasize that. Don't even let me get into the details of the prom, someone might be offended. [alam mo na people, maybe even some of the prom com members, like my sis... or whoever, i dont want to make enemies here, although i really dont care what other people think of me, and that I am entitled to my own opinions, i chose to keep my tact]
The highlight of my evening was... of course aside from getting dressed up and reminding myself that i can look human once in a blue moon ...was when Znarf and his 2 friends visited kathy, and also Pao, Spence and their other 3 friends. haha im so mean...
the game. I woke up at 6 am in the morning... got out of bed around 6:45... got to bene around 8. My teamates had even come from shangrila [they stayed overnight]... we with lack of sleep went to Bene for our game at 8 in the morning to find out that we have no coach... so here i am now. *YAaaWwwWnNnn*

January 17, 2002

Prom fever. everyone's excited... while i plan to spend the night lining up in the picture place hehe. Sir. Mente like interrogated me kanina, i wonder where he gets his info, I mean he doesn't really even know me. ahhaha labo.
I went to town after i got practice, and after getting my gown. Store co. was having a clearance sale, and i was able to buy myself a new diary... hahaha finally! Well, i added more people in the people section...

January 16, 2002

Its charley birthday today... wala lang.
Well, prom is 2 days away, everyone's counting down... oh well, its confirmed i have dont have a prom date, i have a prom partner... okay lang, prom partner lang naman e, i can ditch, i mean i want to get a lot of pictures taken ;Þ, my bestfriend will understand naman e... thats what besti's are for ;)
I'm eating prune cake... okay, i know the first thing that would come to mind is... "eeWWwww" but it actually tastes quite good, reminds me of fruitcake... speaking of fruitcake, i haven't had a bite of one in years. whats the point of this paragraph? wala lang... wala akong masulat
Well, i should get on with finishing this page... I finally put up the people part of this site... so there's at least 2 functioning pages ;)

January 15, 2002

So far I've been training my ass of since Sunday... But it was fun ;) we went to LSGH nung Sunday, wala just bumming with the relatives... swimming, basketball, badminton... and a slight tinge of Track...around almost 3/4^ths of their oval... and ganda ng oval nila even if it is 300+ meters... think of shredded mongol pencil erasers, and inch thick! sarap sa paa! ;) graaaaaaaaaaaaabe! hehe well, today we went jogging (well we tried) around for 30 mins... hehe me and Rhoda were only able to make 11 rounds.
I'm currently reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray" by Oscar Wilde At the moment I'm at page 76, its actually quite weird... I'm not so sure where its getting at. Wala lang...
Hassle, I just found out I'm basically going to be on my own on Friday... lousy prom! I mean I didn't really want to go stag, but stuff came up. Actually, it would have been a lot more fun going stag... except for the fact that all my friends are going with dates, that or they're going as a barkada, and well... I don't want to intrude on their evening... (actually I'm just talking about one group of people, which will remain anonymous... haha)
Earlier in the day, we were talking about our new story line for the film fest. Its actually pretty good... kinda typical and cliche, but quite a good idea. Its going to be about the lives of 3 women, yung 1st is about some girl na iiwan ng boyfriend, the next is about a maid who was repeatedly raped by her boss, and like gets revenge by chopping something valuable off hehehe... get the picture?, and the last is about a battered wife. It was so funny when Sir Llaguno was describing it... Oo nga pala its Sir LL's birthday today :) he brought us cake... saraaaaap! even if I'm not supposed to eat chocolate, it was worth it.

January 12, 2002

I just finished the whole about me section... It doesn't make sense but, i guess what does?
I got really good news last night, apparently I did pass ateneo... looks like I might be a blue eagle, contrary to what my Tito's want... patay ako nito tuwing may family get together ;Þ ... THANKS KUYA!!! ... [he was the one who informed me]... Im a happy little girl right now, that even against my better judgement, I am going to zobel a bit later and helping out in Search in.
I'm also getting my gown today... wish me luck, i hope i look gorgeous! hehehe [asa]

January 9, 2002

I just uploaded portion of the about me section... if you wander to that page, just click the back button on the browser... tinatamad ako to put one e... maybe later.
I just found out the details of our game next saturday, Its the day after the prom... which means i can't stay out late [awww!!!!!!!]. Well, luckily its going to be at Bene college in alabang hills... so its going to be easy.
Everyone is so hyped up about the prom... its getting sickening! Parang ayoko nang pumunta if its going to be that much of a hassle. haha im so negative ;)

January 8, 2002

Apparently I forgot a few stuff and i want to retract something from my last entry... apparently her name wasnt Jessie, its Chessy. So i apologize... (thanks polo!). And i forgot to say that during the exchange gift Ian had to kiss Eloise! wehehehehehehehehe Did it have any effect on either? haha well, we'll see... [just kidding elo! hehehe] I'll ask some of the mom's for pics from the party so i can put them here ;). Some of the MomMy's got drunk raw... I think i left na by then DARN! but i think some of them were drunk na habang exchange gift pa lang, cause they were talking gibberish about us having to be friends, coz they are friends... and the Daddys [i dont think they were drunk, they were just funny] said something about intermarraige... which made us all go "EH?!?!", thus starting a whole new discussion and thoughts to ponder [like..."they're drunk!"]on for the rest of the evening.
Well, i was just able to confirm that i didn't pass Ateneo... i know im being really bitter and all, but i guess im just worried about my future. Actually i dont even know why im fretting, i pretty much knew i wasn't going to pass... i mean i did fail la salle (no offense to lasallians). This paragraph is pointless... i guess i'm just a little jealous of other people hopping up and down that they passed while i didn't... but no biggie... i am really happy for them ;)
Hmm... Oh i was able to finish my letter to Jc [nagpapagawa siya e] its 5 pages long...in really small handwriting, mind you. It took me 2 days to finish... and well, im happy about it ;) I'm suppose to give it to Kathy so he can pick it up from her house...pero i forgot e... kasi naman si kathy e ;Þ There's a party this saturday in Tita Rosanne's house... and its also Search-in weekend, im kinda torn, cause its Kathy's circle, and i wanted to go. But its fine, i'll just make her a long letter ;) And next week on the 18^th is the prom ;) then on the 19^th there's a party here at home for mama's classmates... reunion type. Although on that day and sunday we supposedly have a game WNCAA... i hope we win! its going to be a pretty busy week... ;) just the way i like it...

January 6, 2002

Well, finally I was able to publish this, i finished this first page yesterday, just in time before leaving for the party of my MoMs assumption barkada (my dad didnt come). It was in Capitol Park (huh? i think i got that right) all the way in quezon city... ang layo no? We got there so early! actually we would have gotten there around 5:30, but we stopped by Starbucks in katipunan, just to pass the time.
We got to Tita Issa's house around 6ish, we were so early na she hasnt even dressed up in party clothes yet... hehe our bad! well, we anticipated heavy traffic, apparently we went through less than expected.
The next person to arrive was Tita Ruby and her Kids, but me and my sisters were being self centered and only payed attention to ourselves. We hung out with each other, acting our usual sabog weird self until the rest arrived.
We were actually waiting for Tita Rosanne's kids, to be more exact, Eloise and Anya... bahala na si chickboy miguel sa buhay niya... hehehe we spent the first few hours of the night, until dinner proper, playing charades with the rest of the girls
We girls were: Me, mIca, Ria, ElOise, AnYa, Nikki, GiaNna, GabBy, Jessie (hmm tama ba? hehehe if im wrong sorry!)
Next was the games, Me and Polo were in charge... coz we were the eldest... im the eldest as if that age thing would do any good, no one payed attention to us.. well no one much... hardly any of the boys... I was being really bossy too! hehe *demanding* But Tita Rosanne helped us out a bit... even if we did have to repeat the calamansi relay like 3 times... people were cheating... mostly the guys! hehe And when Tita Rosanne went in the house again...we practically gave away the prizes! SORRY! but the kids werent cooperating, at least we didn't keep the candy for ourselves diba? ehhe... and well we weren't paid the money we were promised! hehe oh well...
We Me, Mica, Ria, Eloise, Polo and Ian although he spent most of the time texting and umm... making paka senti or something spent the rest of the night trying to find stuff to do to keep us from being bored... Eloise and Mica found something worthwhile for them... talking about Kalel and how gago he is peaaaaaaaaaaaaaace! hehehe dont worry he wont be able to read this! Ironically, as bored as we were we didnt want to go home! I guess it was fun that we got to be bored together... we only get to hang out once a year well hangout all together although the kids were really really hyper, nakakapagod sila panoorin!
We had to go home na around 12:30, coz of course it was late.....and we live far away pa. But Well, sana we could have like a roadtrip all together, that would be really fun!


Today we went to my Lola's house in alabang to have lunch... saraaaaaaaaaaap ng steak! grabe! hehe.... and yey! i got to drive to church with mica... hehe i know its shallow, but its only like the 2^nd time they let me drive alone ;)

January 4, 2001

What the hell I'm still far from done with this thing, and I've been working on it for a week now! I dont know whats wrong with me, whether it be Mental block or whatever, I have nothing to write ;Þ
There are a couple of people I owe this site to, Yam for one thing... she's the one who pushed me into finally making one, (and not just talking about making it hehe) I a lot of Ideas from her ;) and oooh so good site, she's a certified WEBMISTRESS.
Then there's JM, he used to be EIC (editor in chief) of our school paper, when i was a sophomore. He's really into computers, and is very very very good at it.
There's also Vida, who kept me company endlessly on the phone hehe.
Oh dear i really need pictures for this site... I'm looking at it right now and its bare. Well, i wish i had a program to edit my pictures, but well... im going to have to make do with what i have right now. Its just such a hassle that the nice scanner is in the other computer... which really isn't cooperating with me right now... oh well... 8:04 pm
I was hanging out in town a while ago with Eloise, Mica and Ria... eventually Ria found her friends, and Mica was able to drag Monique along. We were there for around 5 hours hehehe Boy did i see a lot of people i knew. I didn't really want to go to town cause... im so sick and tired of it. And knowing if i ran into people i know I'd stop and chat a while which came true hehe. But i was Happy cause i saw a lot of people I don't normally see on an ordinary basis... well, I ran into JM de Leon. Nagulat nga ako when someone suddenly tapped my shoulder, I haven't seen him in months... hehe
So well, right now Eloise is hanging here in our house, her mom went to a party and there isn't anyone left in their house... they are watching a vcd Serendipity... well trying to anyway nagloloko ung cd e. We ended up here after spending the whole day in town, bugging Polo with miss calls cause he's all the way in greenhills. hehe sorry polo!
Well, i better get started with those articles Chris had me do, I've been putting it off, and well... Chris isn't so happy about it... but I'm doing research! now dont go snickering and saying "yeah right" it's true! I mean it really isn't that easy collecting data, and it being vacation and all, there are a million other things i'd rather do. ,br> HAHA I'm going to get into so much trouble... inuna ko pa kasi yung pagtulong kay Chino with his project e... oh well... CHINO u owe me one! hehe

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