This monitor sucks. Its so dark, and I feel like I'm seeing double. No it's not my eyesight. Remind me not to use computer no.18 here again.
I linked eibee's site. Really really good site. WHAAA! I get so jealous of people with so much computer ablities... especially on websites. *sigh* I wish I was smart. And she's only 14, my GOD! Talk about talented, check the site info, she only used notepad. Woop! *turns green with envy* Kakainggit talaga!
Oh well, what's the point? We all know I suck. :Þ
As Liana would say "Toodles".
Yes, death has been a current topic lately. No, as I said on my blurty, I am not wishing for death. I think its a nice quote.
It's one of those things, I picture a artsy-eccentric person (you know: dressed in black, beret, turtle neck) would be thinking while sitting in a coffee shop watching the crowd walk by, with a little notebook and pencil in hand. Oooh actually it would be cood if it was an unshaven man, with a cigarette, dressed darkly, with a jacket who's design is usually seen in flannel. Oooh, activist type. It could make a good story.
But then activists don't stereotypically doing that, they think about the injustices of the government and stuff.. but not death in particluar. Actually people who think about death are the old, suicidal, mourning and the goths. Which is probably why things are the character would be so mysterious, cause it doesn't fit his profile, but he is that way.
Memento Mori.
Latin, Baroque, Two words which answers life.
Memento Mori.
Sitting on the bar by the window, one can observe life. People walking fast, slow, running, skipping and stomping.
Ahhh! I'm too lazy. I suck, I'm feeling creative. But never when I get home. Bleh. Why is it I always have to be doing something, in order to do something else? See when, I get home, I'll be too lazy to think and type up something not required of me. Weh! I hate myself.
Vida's bitching she needs a new layout, hello!!! Look at me over here! Forever planning never pushing through with it. haha I'm freaking mass of wasted lard. So tamad.
*slaps herself for STILL not changing layout*
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.
Which drug should you be hooked on?
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Nerdslut
What's your sexual appeal?
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hm...
your asshole.
What swear word are you?
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You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!
What's Your Magic Power?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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There are 3 faces.
You are Igraine, the mother of King Arthur. You go
with the flow, never putting yourself before
others. Igraine lived by her duty whether it
was to her crown, her husband, or her country.
Which Lady of Camelot Are You?
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Jed and I came up with this crazy idea of taking pictures of cadets and compiling them... sort of like a progress report, but more of to get the dancing ones to stop dancing. Haha. Public humiliation supposedly works like a charm... although, we wouldn't be publicly humiliating anyone. Constructive criticism. whehehe.
It just really annoys me that my parents didn't think unit contract's are per year, duh... how would the leasers have a steady income of money? Oh and since the unit is fully furnished, obviously they're going to raise the price. Weh, and they tell me I'm the irresponsible one, it's not my fault they tend to lack common sense. Oh yeah, and my mom expected it to be around 3-4... goodness, that's the price of a dorm, and there is a big difference between a condo and a dorm, duh!
I'm not mad because they're not allowing me, or that 'we can't afford' it. It's just that I already told them the prices of some dorms, didn't they have enough common sense to think that a condo would cost more? And it's like dangling a lollipop in front of a baby, and not let them have it. *sigh*
Jan: Sweetie, don't worry... you can count on us if you need help with the kid ;) We'd be sure to spoil it. hehe.
Well, I was just thinking that it would be so much easier for her if she moved close to school. Wala lang. :) She would have any problem breast feeding or for any poopie accidents :).
Jan: It's just a thought sweetie. But I think you should consider it. ;)
So anyway, I feel guilty, so I'm going to try and fill this up.
I fixed up the link to vida's site, cause apparently i screwed it up the first time. Oh and yam's site is up na again. Lastly, I added Ramon's site, It's a few years old, but award winning. hehe. If you're looking for makulit, you got it here.
| Subject(section) | Grade | Units |
| En12(R07) | C+ | 3 |
| Lit14(R07) | A | 3 |
| Fil12(A) | B | 3 |
| Ps1(A) | C | 3 |
| Ps2(A) | A | 1 |
| Ma11(B) | C | 3 |
| Nstp2(ROTC) | B+ | 3 |
| PE131(L) tae-kwon-do | B | 2 |
Yearly QPI: 2.48
Spent the day with Pao, Spence and Vida. From Ateneo, to power plant, to greenbelt, to town. They must have been bored. haha. Long story, probably on my blurty if I get into the mood.
Won by vote. weeee! Symbolic eh. Thanks Sir Jason!
Waddaya think?
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | High |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | Very High |
| Narcissistic: | Very High |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | Very High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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Mine:
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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I dream that you are here
You're mine and all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes
And sleep per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon shine softly
On the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me
I hide beneath the clouds
That whisper to the evening star
They tell me love is just a dream away
I'll dream away
So let the moon shine softly
On the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me
Oh oh oh dream of me
Got a haircut today (obviously). Wooot. Yes, I look stoned. All my pictures from the digicam either have my eyes closed or looking stoned. *grrr* Oh well.
Updates? On my blurty
I was watching something about adoption on hallmark yesterday, and they somewhat showed an 18 year old giving birth (okay, fine just the contractions and stuff), and it looked hella painful... especially when she couldn't stand it and asked for an epidural (spell check). Thinking about it, I can't stand injections (or any form of pricking) what more one that'll be injected into your spine?! Dude, that's like my nightmare.
Hey, there is some comfort in knowing the end is coming soon.
(yeah, I'm being morbid... be afraid, be very afraid!)
Press Corps '02(minus abi), ROTC graduation, March 15, 2003
Looking up at the stars tonight,
With the wind blowing on my face,
The sky clear and dark,
with the little stars flickering about,
Never before have I seen such beauty,
When it is the same sky I look up at every night,
and each passing night,
looking up in the unknown,
is like looking at it for the first time,
more beautiful than ever,
Even lovlier than the last,
Thinking,
This could be the last,
Thinking, it can never be more beautiful than now.