I'm not sure what's going on and I'm actually really scared. But 5 days ago you told me that you
would love me forever. I'm going to hold you to that. You were never one to throw that word around. I pray for you constantly. Nothing/no one that has ever mattered more to me. I know I messed up in a lot of ways, but I will do ANYTHING to be with you. There's nothing I want more. I hope I can always be there for you but if I'm causing you any unhappiness and adding to your stress, then I don't blame you. I think I’d be able to handle it knowing that you're happy.
But I don’t really think it’s like that. I think we can make each other happy and we can be happy together. I know that there will be hard times but the hard times can make us closer. We’re both going to mess up. I will more than you, but the quote on your myspace says that love is patient. Quick to excuse, to trust, and to endure whatever comes. You make me want to be a better person, because you deserve so much.
All this is to say, that if you still think that there’s any chance of us being together, I want you to try. I know it’s a lot to ask but please do it for me. I know we can make it work. Don’t give up on me yet. I don’t ever see myself with anyone but you.
Anyways, that’s all I have to say. Whatever happens, just know that I will always love you.