The apocalypse is coming
I know this
She will open her arms
Envelop me in black darkness
Wisk me away for what I know to be true
Show me worlds filled with pain and pleasure
Pleasure and pain
Worlds and scenarios filled with wishes to come
And take them away
She will leave me in extreme agony
Wanting more
Enough to push me over, into the abyss I crave
Each time she will stop at the brink and wait
She will wipe my tears and ease my fears
And leave me again
She will show me a love
And take it away and wait
For me in extreme agony to scream for more
Enough to push me over the brink
She will wait for wounds to heal
She is karma and forgiveness in one
She will pay back and wait to pay back some more
Leave me screaming in torment for this to end
I will sob for it all to be finished
I will sob for my love, but he will only turn his back in disgust
I will cry for forgiveness, it is too late
She says it will never come
She asks for me to look within
I see only ugliness there
I cry to see the light
It will never come
I cry for this all to be finished
I cry for another chance
It is too late
She asks me to look within
I cannot look anymore
I cry for this all to end
It will never end
I look to my love, he is no longer there
I scream into the darkness
I look into the brink
I beg for forgiveness
I cry for this to end
She lifts my head
Wipes my tears
And brings me unimaginable torment
Enough to bring me to the brink
I look down into oblivion and make a wish
"I want to die." I scream
I scream into the abyss
"I need to die." I sob into the depths
"I understand now
There is nothing here for me
I had it all,
I had everything
And I spat upon it
And pissed it away"
It is all gone now and I am nothing
There is nothing here to screw up
I understand now
I am alone now
This is my fate
I have nothing
She sits and waits
Dries my tears
Smoothes my hair
And pushes me over the brink
It is over now
It is finished
It is ended now
I am gone