i fear commitment,
to be tied down
ball and chain
unable to move
to flee
make my life one with yours
to be hurt, once again.

i need to be loved
cherished
accepted
to be listened to
put up with when moody
cheered up when saddened
feel beautiful when not already feeling it

it seems to be so black and white
these opposite poles
drawing in and spitting out
for process to begin again
and again

i'm not sure what i want (if anything)
all i want to know
is there someone to make me whole