As I look out,
At the walls that pin me in;
The age of innocence is gone
(For now anyway).

Alone I stand in this confining space
Watching it get smaller and smaller
Dimmer and dimmer
Drowning in depression
As I sink deeper.

The walls get closer
The room gets smaller
Pushing the waves of depression
Over my head
Drowning me, suffocating me.

I can't breathe, in this dark abyss.

As the depression gets deeper, darker,
I'm dying in this bleak,
Dark abyss of black depression and self hate.
So this is my exit into the unknown
Good-bye to you all.