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I'm working on a new layout for this website. it should look better, not take as long to download, and be easier
to navigate. it should be done this weekend at earliest, but will probably take longer. i also have the shaggin
waggin movie to do. now is time for the PE report. bad times. cya at the oasis tomowrow.
Holy shit. its friday already. i cant remember anything that happened this week.
its gone by so fast. this weekend probably will probably be boring. sitting at
home. nothing to do. i have started listening to emo lately. found some cool
bands like jets to brazil, braid, and promise ring. good times. nothing else to
say really.
i am really tired. mentally and physically. i went to coy's party. it started
off pretty boring but things started to speed up and i had a somewhat enjoyable
time.
The last few days.... well. i really dont know what is wrong. I have no
motivation to get up every morning. Even at times like lunch, when I would
normally have a good time with friends, I don't want to be there. I don't want
to be anywhere. I don't know why my outlook suddenly changed, but i just can't
seem to have a good time. Today i layed in bed for a couple hours, wallowing in
my own emotions. I don't know what they are. Self pity? Depression? Anger? All i
do know is that it doesn't feel good.
Today was boring. i cant even remember what happened. nothing good. well the comment thing is kind of
working. well working good enough for a java script. well i have 3 things to bitch about. i'll start off
with something political.
today was shitty. no particular reason why. its just was. i woke up hating the
day, and continued to hate it, and still pretty much do. it seems like the
insomnia is kicking back in. i didnt sleep much last night, and im not feeling
tired at all now. i think that either me being in a bad mood causes the
insomnia, or the insomnia causes the bad mood. either way i feel like shit.
Since no-one else is online, it looks like im stuck with nothing to do. Oh yea,
after trying for hours i finally got a comments thing to work. its not
completely working yet but send a comment to test it.
Final
Fantasy 7, reviewed by Geoff
Brendan wrote a review of his bedroom. check it
out.
arrgh im sick. headaches suck. at least i dont have to go to school tomworow.
I watched the Thomas Crown Affair today. it was pretty good.
last night i went to the oasis. it was quite fun. today i hung out with jared
and tamara. went home and sat. i watched boiler room, which was very good, and
the professional, which was ok. i made an online quiz like jared and tamara so
take it, stat!.
today was boring. my perspective of time is really fucked up. when im doing
something it feels like time goes really slowly, but when i look back on it, it
seems like the time flew by. anyways i had to write the essay on to kill a
mockingbird, it wasnt too hard. i have money now so i think im gonna dye my hair
a different color this weekend. im not gonna go to the oasis tomorwow, first one
i missed since everybody started going. lately i've been trying to understand
people and their emotions, something i am having a hard time with. a few people
have pointed out that i have almost no emotion. i sit in my room all day. no
interaction with other people. i hardy even talk to people online, even though
im on all day.
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