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nothing to say really. sat around with brendan today. bored. i saw requiem for a dream, a good movie. interesting,
worth watching.
im going insane
life is good when you dont care. well it is for me. If you dont get pissed off and depressed about the
stupid small things in life, you can enjoy it. I try and live on an "only care if it will effect your life
in 5 years" basis. meaning i wont get give a shit if i get an F on a test, but if i have to move to england
i will exprode. Its been kind of hard to live by that lately though. sometimes its hard not to care about
something even though you know it doesnt make any difference. I also try to be a pacifist. i don't hit
people, and i normally dont retaliate when people hit me. its my way of preserving world peace, without
putting too much effort into it. I try and do whatever is fun. If it will make me happier i will probably
go ahead and do it. Thats the point in life isnt it? to have fun? If it isn't, then what is the point?
last night i layed in bed for a couple hours, cause i couldnt sleep. i just thought about my life, and
the life of others. I thought about the past and all the stupid things i have
done, the regrets i have. I came to the consensus that it doesn't matter. It is possible to make up for some of
the things you have done, but for others you can't. I am especially pissed off at a bad decision i made a little
while ago, but im trying not to. I only think about the things i can make up for, and only if it is worth it and
im willing to do something about it. Well i guess i lost you with the last sentence, but if you understand it,
props to you. I am trying to find an HTML script that will allow you to post comments like on livejournals. too
bad geocities doesnt support CGI or pearl scripts. my memory has really been sucking lately. i cant remember
anything i did at school today. For all of you who think your life sucks, blame everything on gina, and you
will feel a ton better. listen to your favorite song and be happy. unless its a sad song. why do people listen
to sad songs? everyone should listen to music that makes you laugh, or lightens your mood. ok ill shut up now.
night.
bored. school tomorow. GINA!. hung out with tim jared and brendan. jared bleached and died tims hair again. looks
interesting.
gah. im hungry. too late to go get food. parents will bitch at me. today was boring. hung out with nat,
mike, and that other kid, cant remember his name. yea so im bored. i watched heat last night. it was a
pretty good movie, about a bank robbery. i will probably watch it again. i just learned how to play that
cake song, the distance, on the guitar. its a good song.
Roll On. damn good song. living end. damn good band. this weekend has started out ok. it has had its ups
and downs. a lot has happened already. i hope the rest of the week will go better.
F.Y.I. Anal. Loveline. Finals today. Science and math. The begginning of the science test was easy, but i didnt
get any of the last page right. o well. Math test was very easy. I dunno why people care so much about finals.
Everyone is worrying about testing and are stressed out. Even though i won't study for any of them, i will
probably get better grades on them than the grades i have in the class.
Friday i went to the rec center thing and it was pretty cool. i slept over at spencer's that night.
yesterday i didn't do shit. today i went to the band practice and we really suck. i also went to the store
with brendan to get fatter. i made
this while i was bored. i realised a few minutes ago that i left my backpack at tims, but its midnight
so its too late to call and tell him to bring it. o well. i guess im not gonna have a backpack tomorrow.
hey........ loveline. adam talking about adoption. im doing the science review thing, jesus this is long.
boring as hell. well today wasn't great. had to do wrestling for the first time in pe today. man it was
horrible. no bitch, man, cow class today. good times. its been a while since i've updated. o yea my guitar
came a couple days ago. it sounds awesome and it looks cool. well worth the money. today i played guitar for
a couple hours. then walked down to bell, bought a sandwich (too damn poor to buy sushi) and some candy and
lied on a bench. at least 5 kids walked bye and all they did was stare and slowly walk away. stupid kids.
friday im going to the thing at the TL rec center i guess. should be cool. saturday i will hopefully go to
jareds band practice. no plans for the rest of the year.
new years. fun. last night kids slept over at tims. it was fun. i was really fuckin tired this morning,
i dunno why. yea well i went home in the morning and watched music videos. brendan came. i ordered an
epiphone les paul E-series extreme, it should come in a couple weeks. cant wait. so thats my day, exciting
as every other day. now im fukcing hungry and thirsty but i dont want to go downstairs so i might as well
go sleep.
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