Sunday, 1/26/03 - "Just imagine if the choice came down to Hilary Clinton or George Bush... That's like choosing whether to be burned to death or suffocated in a bowl of your own puke."

I ordered my amp yesterday. Should arrive in like 3 weeks days. I know you are all thinking "whoop-de-fucking-do", but I have nothing else to look forward to or write about. Here's some cd mini-reviews:

311 - 311: Not the best 311 cd, or the worst.

311 - Transistor: It's got some great songs, but it also has some boring, unimaginative ones.

Queens of the Stone Age - Songs for the Deaf: Not really my kind of music, but there are a few cool songs.

Pink Floyd - The Wall: I hadn't heard any Pink Floyd until I listened to this cd. I like it. The first cd is definitely better than the second.

Clockwork Orange Soundtrack: There were some cool songs on the movie that are on the cd, but its pretty much all classical.

Fight Club Soundtracks: It's all techno made by the Dust Bros. I've seen the movie enough so that I know what scene the scene is for the song.

Soundgarden - Louder Than Love: My least favorite Soundgarden cd, although I only listened to it once.

Pulp Fiction Soundtrack: It's mostly 70's songs and sound bites from the movie. It has some songs that I like on it, but most of you would hate.

RHCP - Mothers Milk: Least favorite Chili Peppers cd. Contains a bad rendition of Fire by Jimi Hendrix. They slaughtered that song.

DJ Shadow - Endtroducing...: Yea, it's electronica, but it's good. I have a newfound respect for turntablism.

Bloodhound Gang - Use your fingers: Same great lyrics, but it's mostly rap instead of rock.

Primus - Antipop: Fucking cool. That is all.

Primus - Frizzle Fry: Intensely different.

2/11/03 T:
DJ Shadow has another cd called 'the private press' its good too

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Wednesday, 1/22/03 - "You're pissing all your dreams away"

My goal this year was to update at least once a week with something interesting. It is surprisingly hard for me. We've only read the intro to a book on Mythology in Schmitt and I already hate it.

One of the few things I envy about most people is artistic talent. I'm starting to appreciate art and culture. I have a lot of respect for people who can create cool art, because I can't. Schmitt said I should consider going to some computer art design school. I know that if I worked hard enough I could make some cool shit, but nothing original. Nothing I can be proud of. Being original is all I have going for me. Making mediocre art isn't exactly appealing.

1/22/03 Asya:
If you don't try, you'll never succeed. If you try... then at least you have the right to complain.

1/22/03 Daniel:
I have tried, and it always end up sucking.

1/23/03 Asya:
Try harder. Otherwise you'll be stuck on a level that's much lower then mediocre.

1/23/03 Daniel:
The next thing you are going to tell me is that nothing is impossible, if you try hard enough you can achieve anything, if you want something bad enough you will get it, and that everyone is artistically talented. Not true. You can't become artistically gifted. I know that I can't develop my own original style, so why bother trying?

1/23/03 jared:
music is art too, buddy

1/23/03 Daniel:
Yea. I could become a good guitarist. That would make me a good artist. But not an original one.

1/23/03 Asya:
Fuck yeah. Anything is possible. It's true. If you try hard enough. You said it yourself. If you believe in it, do anything you can, it will happen. I'm not trying to force tenets on you, that is just my own (not original at all what so ever) life philosophy. Everything is a choice. Your own choice. The inevitable things you are just going to have to deal with. Or you can always crawl into a little whole, eat your hair and cry. And then hang yourself.

1/23/03 Daniel:
I didn't say it myself.
You have an imaginative life philosophy. But the problem is that there are boundaries in life. If I tried to turn invisible my whole life, no matter how hard I try it won't happen. It's
physically impossible. How many people in the world's goal in life is to become the worlds best football/golf/whatever athlete ever? They may train their whole life, but there can only be one #1. You are trying to fill me with false hope. It's like going up to a blind man and telling him that he can see if he tries hard enough. After he's done wasting his life trying, he's going to be the one hanging himself.

1/24/03 the all-mighty dollar:
why do you have to be original?  alter what has already been set before you.  one can still be successful without being the best. 

1/24/03 Daniel:
Because I can't be proud of something I have done if I feel like it is just a copy of someone else's work. I don't want to be the best or successful.

1/24/03 Asya:
A blind man can't see, but he can be happy blind. Genius is 1% talent and 99% work. All I'm saying is to live happily, you need to feel good about yourself, and that's not going to happen if you sit around all day. I mean you might be happy for a little while, but right before you die, you'll realize that you have made no difference in anyone's life, even your own.

1/24/03 Daniel:
I sit around all day. I feel good about myself, and I'm happy. I don't see what that has to do with art. Yea, I will probably realize it, but I won't give a flying fuck.

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Sunday, 1/17/03 - "read the lyrics to Break The Cycle... it's reminiscent of horrible, angsty teenage goth poetry."

I did ok on finals. Except for geometry. 4 day weekend. The only thing I have to look forward to is getting a new amp. $110 to go. When people pay me back it'll be down to $60. I give it 2 weeks until I have enough. I bet my mom's gonna back out at the last second.

Can't think of anything else to say so here's some more one-word movie reviews:
Bad Company: Average
Corky Romano: Bad
Conspiracy Theory: Eh.
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Sunday, 1/13/03 - "Tighter than a 12-year old. 1/2 off with mullet!"

Little conversation that occurred with my mom on the way home from school:
Her - It's your fathers birthday today
Me - So?
Her - Did you gonna get him anything?
Me - No
Her - Why not?
Me - He didn't get me anything.

An hour later she walks into my room and says "How much money do you have? I will pay $200 for an amp"

It's funny how they will only give me something when they want something in return.

Good
A Clockwork Orange
Steve-o: Don't Try This at Home
Ok
The Game
Analyze This
Apocalypse Now
Donnie Brasco
Bad
100 Girls
Bedazzled

1/14/03 Asd:
Its just there way of trying to show they still love you despite what you think.

1/14/03 Daniel:
Oh if you only knew...

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Friday, 1/10/03 - "fitter, healthier, and more productive"

Finals are coming. This is gonna be the first time I've ever studied for anything in my life.
Bill Hicks is one of the funniest stand-up comedians ever.

Self-pride sucks. Being proud of something you have accomplished is dumb, because no matter what it is, someone else in the world can do it better, and has. Same with showing pride in a decision you have made. Also taking pride in acquiring material possessions is stupid, it just shows you are good at wasting money. Being proud of something you are born with is the worst.
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Thursday, 1/9/03 - "I don't want people to like me period."


The Untouchables: Good.
From Dusk till Dawn: The first half was cool, but the whole vampire thing ruined it.
Natural Born Killers: Awesome. Waaaay fucked up movie.
Platoon: One of the better war movies out there
Signs: Don't you hate those movies where the camera focuses and zooms in on a certain aspect and you know it will play a big part in the movie plot later on? This movie has like 5 of those. Generic, predictable, and scripted.
CKY4: A grosser, funnier Jackass with skateboards.
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Wednesday, 1/8/03 - pot... kettle... black

I hate how everyone in this world is so goddamn hypocritical. Nobody even realizes it. Yes I'm being hypocritical in saying that but at least I can recognize it when I am and I don't contradict myself every other sentence. I also hate how everyone in my English class thinks they are intelligent for coming up with insightful original comments on what Schmitt is talking about, but it's exactly what she's asking for. Everyone is playing the game of Captain Obvious, and everyone fucking wins.

1/9/03 jared:
people have to say something when in a converation. whether they actually believe what they say or even remember is a whole different story.


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Saturday, 1/4/05 - Herz au Stein

So I found a used version of the amp I wanted, a 100watt marshall for the low low price of $360, regular price $430. Since I didn't get shit for my birthday or christmas, I asked my mom if I payed for $100 of it, if she would pay the rest. No. I'll pay for half of it. No. Ok, how about my present is you let me borrow your credit card so I can order it and I'll pay you back. No. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!#?192843219 Is that really so unreasonable?

1/04/02 ....:
no. she is a selfish overgrown mutant forehead

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Friday, 1/3/03 - Mandatory Abortion Clinic at Unplanned Parenthood


The top 5 things people do that piss me off:
1. Break promises
2. When you ask people for their honest opinions, but they lie to you to try and make you feel better. Especially when they suck at lying.
3. Jump on every fucking bandwagon, and claim they started it.
4. Say they know everything about something that you need to know, but end up not knowing shit about shit.
5. Constantly cry out for attention, even if it makes them look like a colossal asshat.

1/7/03 *:
collasal asshat. I like that. Very descriptive.
-Amelia

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Wednesday, 1/1/03 - boom

I know you didn't ask for it, but here's my life story: I was born in Brighton, England, on October 17th, 1987. The day before I was born, a pretty big hurricane hit my town. The hospital that I was born in had broken windows, some buildings collapsed, our garage imploded. I always thought that was kind of interesting. When I was 5 (or somewhere close to that), my family and I moved to Neuverhein (spelling way off), Holland. A year later we moved to Amsterdam. I went to a school where everyone spoke Dutch, except for one English speaking class that I was in. I remember disliking everyone there, I didn't have any friends. The Netherlands sucked, everyone rode bikes, tulips, windmills, and those stupid wooden shoes were everywhere. After a year or so I moved back to my old house in England. All I can remember from my time living there was my best friend, some skinny funny guy named Greg. I used to play soccer a lot, the only sport that I have enjoyed. The first time I got in trouble at school, I remember pushing this fat douche named Aaron to the ground at recess. We got in a little fight but a teacher broke it up and I had to apologize to him and the teacher. I don't know why that stands out in my memory. I moved to America when I was 9. I didn't want to leave, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. From 4th to 6th grade I didn't really have friends, adjusting to the new country was hard. I was quiet, shy. and anti-social. England is a lot different. In 7th grade I became more open and I started fitting in with people, but I was still depressed and pissed at the world. Things slowly got better throughout 8th grade. That's when music and computers became a big part of my life. 9th grade was probably the best time of my life. I was pretty happy for the majority of the year. The past couple weeks have been a reminder of how pathetic my social life used to be, I've been online all break. I bet I have some kind of disorder, I have always been socially retarded. I have had maybe real conversations with 10 people in my life. The rest is just smile and nod, act like I care bullshit. I could blame my lack of communication skills on my parents, if I didn't move to a different country every time I started making friends, I wouldn't suck at life as much. That's probably one of the main reasons I will do anything to not move. I know that if I do, I will just have to start over. I'm not willing to put up with another couple years of lonely depression, but my parents obviously are too fucking stupid to realize that. Their economic ventures are more important than my happiness.

1/7/03 *:
You have great real conversations. Remember the time over the summer when I came over two days before I went to Minnesota, and I bought you food at Bell because you were living off of cereal and watery TV dinners? We had great conversations then.
-Amelia

1/7/03 Daniel:
You are one of the few people. Feel special.
And yea, I'm still living off the same shit.

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