October 02

Thursday, 10/31/02 - "I sold my soul to make a record, Dip shit, And you bought one."

My grades are actually pretty good. All in the B range. Nothing cool happening this halloween.

11/18/02 666:
when are you going to update?
11/19/02 Daniel:
when something interesting happens

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Tuesday, 10/22/02 - "If ya doan't renew ya love ev'ry day, it will nah stay de same or grow, mon. It will get less."

2:30 in the morning listening to Bob Marley and comtemplating "what is love?" Everyone seems to have their own opinion as to what it is. I never really thought about it, so this seems like a good a time as any. Hmm.. where to start... I think there are many different kinds of love, but I would seperate them into three main categories. Family love is the mutual love that exists between, well, families. This is, to me, the least important and powerful form of love. Then there is "personal love". This is the love you have for the world and life itself. Example: I love music, guitar, my friends, the internet, kaya, weekends, beef jerky. We experience this every day of our lives. It is our motivation to get up in the morning. The last type of love is what some people call true love. True love is more foreign to me than stylized Czechoslovakian folklore. All that I know about it is based on movies, TV, and books. I believe that you can't have true love before you are an adult. Teenagers' minds aren't mature enough to comprehend it. Claiming that it was love is the first place is irrational, because we don't have the years of experience needed to diagnose it as love. Getting depressed over lost "love" at this age is a waste of time. In a few years high school relationships won't mean jack shit, so get over it because if you don't you will look back on it and get pissed at how fucking stupid you were to care so much. I am, as you can maybe tell, scared shitless of true love. It can completely fuck up your entire life. In fact, it probably will at some point in time. If I don't fuck with it, it won't fuck with me. If you ever hear me say I honestly love someone in the next 5 years, please kick me in the groin repeatedly with as much force as you deem necessary.

10/24/02 a kid:
yea, we cant comprehend love i totaly agree, but it hurts realy bad to loose some one that means something to you.
ok ill kick you, good times
10/27/02 Asya:
How did this get to you? We have been talking about it for the past month. Everyone has so many different opinions and yet they are almost the same.
10/27/02 Daniel:
I dunno. I had the urge to update but I couldn't think of anything I haven't written about yet.
11/02/02 Amelia:
But true love is...what? Finding that state of completeness with someone? Do you think there is only one truely right person for everyone?
11/03/02 Daniel:
I don't know what it is. But I am pretty sure I will know when I feel it. No, I don't think there is only one true person.

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Monday, 10/21/02 - "Excuse me while I light my spliff"

I took an online ADD symptom test today. I scored 36, and according to the doctor who created it, if you score at least 20, there is a strong likelihood of ADD. That can't be good.

__Short attention span, unless very interested in something
__Easily distracted, tendency to drift away (although at times can be hyper focused)
__Restlessness, constant motion, legs moving, fidgeting
__Lying on impulse
__Chronic procrastination or trouble getting started
__Starting projects but not finishing them, poor follow through
__Mood swings
__Negativity
__Frequent feeling of demoralization or that things won't work out for you
__Trouble sustaining friendships or intimate relationships, promiscuity
__Tendency to be immature
__Self-centered; immature interests
__Failure to see others' needs or activities as important
__Lack of talking in a relationship
__Verbally abusive to others
__Avoids group activities
__Trouble with authority
__Tendency to seek conflict, be argumentative or to start disagreements for the fun of it
__Poor writing skills (hard to get information from brain to pen)
__Poor handwriting, often prints
__Performance becomes worse under pressure.
__The harder you try, the worse it gets
__Tendency to turn off or become stuck when asked questions in social situations
__Difficulty falling asleep, may be due to too many thoughts at night
__Difficulty coming awake (may need coffee or other stimulant or activity before feeling fully awake)
__Periods of low energy, especially early in the morning and in the afternoon
__Frequently feeling tired

... Just some of the symptoms that I believe I have.

10/28/02 Shiz-nit:
These symptoms are from pot, not ADD.
10/28/02 :
You obviously know nothing about either one.

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