Different
Disclaimer: IT'S ALL MINE
I am in a locked room
With only cockroaches to comfort me
Light is my enemy, and darkness is my alley
I spend my time sitting in a corner
Thinking of how my life sucks
Getting the creeps up my spine is a normal thing
Hearing screams and the gears of torture devices is my lullaby at night
Seeing the shadows of men passing my cell
Ignoring what I have become
They say I am a beast
You brainwash my mind
Telling me that I am useless to the world
They say I am different and no one wants me
It is true I am different
Not just because the way I look but the way I think
I know how you people tick, living exhausting lives
But me, I tell the truth
Scaring you half to death, as I mumble on my beliefs
The truth scares you
You can't stand to listen you won't listen
You treat me differently
At night I sometimes catch myself gnawing on my arm
Like uncivilized wolves
Just because you haven't fed me in days
But do you even care?
Every day you walk by my cell
Seeing my pitiful self-lying on the ground with nothing to say
Its pleasure to you
Hearing my moaning and suffering is like music to your ears isn't it?
Day never comes and night always stays for me
How long will I be in here?
When will I get out?
No one will understand me
So you locked me up from the happy people I wish to be
© 2005 BlackDream
