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Moonlight Becomes You
by Gilda Lily
The silence was deafening.
Ray sat back with a small sigh. The tribe, more commonly known as the
Vecchio family, were scattered hither and yon this night. His mother
and Maria and Tony and the kids were away visiting relatives in Michigan
for the weekend, and Frannie was out on a date. She had intimated to
her big brother not to wait up for her. He'd rolled his eyes and had
said, "Yeah, yeah," but had quickly gone through his mental rolodex to
review what he knew about her current loser. Not too bad, so he let it
slide, not that he could do anything about it, anyway.
He had shut the TV off because there wasn't anything on that he wanted
to watch. Dozens of channels and nothing good on, he grumbled to
himself, and had picked up a book to read.
He could hear the wind creaking the shutters, one banging loudly enough
to make him jump, and the old heaters hissed and whispered. The
grandfather clock in the hall ticked loud enough to sound like a bomb,
and he could swear that a faucet was dripping in the kitchen.
"Face it, Vecchio, you're not used to a quiet house."
Now he was talking to himself. Great! Well, what did he expect? All
alone and feeling blue...well, not that blue, because he still had a
refrigerator stuffed with Ma's cooking and a good book, but he knew the
reason for his melancholy.
Shrugging it off, he resumed reading, the wind rattling the windowpanes
as it blew in late autumn gusts. He concentrated on the novel, getting
lost in the swirls of mystery.
He came awake with a start, his emerald eyes wide and a bit fearful,
waiting for his heart to stop racing. He sat up, working the kinks out
of his shoulders, then put his book on the coffee table. He had fallen
asleep reading. Wild Friday night, he thought with a wry smile.
He rubbed his eyes, scanning the dark living room. The lightbulb in
the reading lamp on the endtable by the couch must have gone out.
Slivers of moonlight showed through the closed blinds of the windows.
The silence was eerier than before he had fallen asleep.
He wondered at his startlement. He didn't remember any nightmares or
other reason for his heart to be triphammering. He put fingers to his
lips. They were tingling. He laughed at himself. He didn't deserve to
have the house to himself with all this silliness.
Ray stood and stretched, a yawn cracking his jaw. He shuffled into the
kitchen and made a cup of instant coffee, then returned to the living
room. He turned on the lamp, blinking as it came on with yellow
fierceness. Wait a minute. Hadn't that lampbulb burned out? Otherwise
why was the lamp off? He hadn't been reading in the dark.
Shaking his head, he sat down on the couch and picked up the book.
It was a good mystery. The private investigator was tough, smart and a
cynic. He was also gay.
Ray sighed. The melancholy, always lurking around the edges of his
consciousness, roared back with a vengeance. Sure, he read stories
about a gay P.I.. A gay P.I. who was fascinated by a hunky young man in
distress, who cracked wise while hiding his feelings for the clueless
beauty whose goodness and innocence made him feel like a dirty old man.
And there you had it, in a nutshell.
He thought of Benny. How he wanted to do more than just be his partner
in solving crimes. How he wanted to be his partner in crime, or at
least the way some states interpreted gay sex. How he wanted to
unbutton and unbuckle the stiff red tunic and the Henley underneath,
slipping the suspender straps off, bringing the jodhpurs down after
unlacing the boots...
He laughed, a slightly mocking sound. Even in his fantasies that
damned uniform was giving him trouble.
He closed his eyes and thought of Benny naked before him, like a pale
ghost, his perfect body strong and smooth and his perfect lips curving
into a perfect smile while he held his arms out and welcomed a hot,
passionate Italian...
Ray's eyes snapped open. The room was in darkness again. He saw a
flicker of something out of the corner of his eye. He turned his head
but nothing was there. Just a trick of the moonlight, he thought.
Suddenly tired, he rose from the couch and closed the drapes, then
brought the coffee cup into the kitchen and threw out the remainder of
the coffee, washing and wiping the cup and putting it away. He climbed
up the staircase with bent shoulders, one hand gripping the book and the
other the balustrade.
Up in his room he laid the book on the bed and started undressing. He
took a quick shower, brushed his teeth, and settled into bed with the
book. The wind rattled the windowpanes again. With half an ear he
listened to the sounds of the old house as he read. His mind registered
what he thought was a footstep, but after listening hard, he decided it
was a creak from the wind.
The gay P.I. was doing all right for himself. He had just rescued the
innocent hunk and was reassuring the frightened young man that
everything would be okay.
Ray suddenly shivered. Was the window open a crack? The cold air blew
across his silk-clad skin. Maybe he should have worn the cotton pajamas
tonight.
He got out of bed and made a check of the house. Maybe he had left a
window open and the breeze had come up the stairs and through his open
bedroom door.
He paused at the living room window, looking out at the street as he
pulled back the drapes. It was quiet, streetlights casting circles of
yellow on the leaf-strewn sidewalks. No one was out walking. It was
close to midnight. Too early for the kids who were out to be back home,
and their families were either asleep or safe in the warmth of home.
Ray let the drape fall. He wondered what Benny was doing in that awful
rat-trap of an apartment he called home. Probably asleep as his friend
usually turned in early.
Images of Benny sleeping were resolutely pushed out of his mind. If he
kept that up, he'd be counting sheep until the sun rose. He finished
his check of the house and returned to his room. The book was getting
to a good part but he didn't want to rush through it. Time for some
sleep and he could finish it tomorrow.
Still feeling a little sad, he turned off the lamp on his bedside table
and slipped in under the covers.
The whisper had awakened him. He opened his eyes, instincts honed from
years of police work. Someone was in his room.
His gaze went to the corner of the bedroom. His jaw dropped open.
"B...Benny?"
His prim, oh-so-proper friend and partner was standing stark naked in
the corner, the moonlight from the blinds of his bedroom window tracing
long, slim patterns of silver on his body.
"Yes, Ray."
Ray's eyes remained wide as he watched Benny approach like a pale
ghost, his perfect body strong and smooth and his perfect lips curving
into a perfect smile while he held his arms out...
Except the hot, passionate Italian was too flummoxed to respond. He
couldn't process the fact that his best friend was naked in his bedroom,
smiling a pure, open, yet seductive smile. Benny looked as if he was
made of moonlight, silvery and silent and beautiful Ray remained in
bed, unable to move as the moonwoven man approached his bed.
"You look so beautiful, Ray."
That did it. Ray laughed. "Good one, Benny. Ya had me goin' there.
Who put you up to this? Huey? I'll admit, it's brilliant. Where is
he, downstairs waitin' to hear me scream or something?"
The pale Benny looked hurt. "Ray, this is no joke."
"Sure it is! You gave yourself away by calling me 'beautiful', Benny.
Not even my ex-wife ever called me 'beautiful'." Ray relaxed against the
pillows. "I admit that this is pretty wild, considering the fact that
you blush as red as a tomato at any mention of sex, but you've done some
pretty out-there things. This is a good one." He tried to get his heart
to stop hammering but decided to wait until Benny put on some clothes.
It was silent in the room and Ray wondered if Benny had left in a
huff. He looked up and his heart nearly thudded to a stop this time.
The beautiful man was looming over his bed. His blue eyes were
silvery, his face a little sad. "Why won't you believe that you're
beautiful, Ray?"
"'Cause I got a mirror, Benny."
A warm hand touched his cheek. "I see beauty. And I want to touch it.
All of it."
Ray swallowed. This wasn't some joke? Benny hadn't drunk too much
Canadian beer? Or maybe some Inuit booze?
"Benny, I..."
"Shh, Ray. Let me love you. The way I know that you want to be
loved. The way that you should be loved."
Ray was frozen as the marble body climbed up on the bed and hands
yanked the covers down, then Benny began unbuttoning Ray's pajama top.
He pushed down the pants and briefs and laid his body down over Ray's
olive one.
Ray couldn't breathe. He couldn't believe that this was happening. He
felt that body press down on his and he felt like he was flying. Oh,
god.
Lips brushed over his face, whisper-soft but oh-so-warm. And fingers
stroked up and down Ray's bare arm, sending tingles up and down his
flesh. The kiss grew more intense, Ray responding as he brought his
hand up to cup the back of Benny's head. His fingers carded through the
thick, chestnut hair. A silky tongue entered his mouth and he knew what
it was to be in heaven.
The body on his moved, the sensation of skin against skin making him
tingle all over. His hands ran up and down Benny's back, skittering
over the scar at the base of the spine, then he felt that solid body
slide down. Warm breath tickled his cock and it leapt toward Benny's
smiling face. Ray's heart nearly slammed through his chest when Benny's
tongue flicked out and began caressing his cockhead. The warm velvet
lapped at his weeping slit, shudders coursing through Ray's slender
body. Sweat streamed down his body as he watched the incredibly erotic
sight of Benny teasing and tasting his cock, framed by Ray's spread
thighs. He gasped and threw his head back as Benny suddenly swallowed
him whole.
Sensations roiled through him like a rollercoaster as he dipped and
soared. His hips bucked as Benny sucked. Strong hands gripped his hips
and his eyes flew open. He saw Benny's cheeks puff in and out as he
gave exquisite head, blue eyes sparkling like twin sapphires in the
moonlight. Ray could swear that Benny was smiling, except that his
mouth was rather occupied at the moment, he thought wryly.
That dark bobbing head and the sight of his cock sliding in and out of
Benny's perfect mouth off caused Ray to erupt. He fountained into his
lover's mouth and Benny swallowed him like a man with a hot Italian
sausage. Ray whimpered as the lovely sensations swirled around him,
then he collapsed like a deflated balloon.
Soft chuckles penetrated his heaving consciousness. The roaring in his
ears finally settled down as whisper-soft kisses were bestowed upon his
naked body.
"B...Benny," he croaked, blindly reaching for this magician.
"Yes, Ray?"
Ray nearly sobbed at the sound of the beautiful voice. He opened his
eyes and saw Benny curled up by his right leg, licking the cream off his
lips with a questing tongue. Ray felt his spent cock twitch.
"That was...incredible."
"Was it? I'm so glad."
"Benny, I don't understand. Since when have you become so wanton?
Coming into people's houses unannounced stark naked, for cryin' out
loud, then giving a guy a blow job to end all blow jobs?"
"Since I knew that I loved you, Ray."
Ray's mouth went dry and his hands started to sweat. "L...Love me?"
"Yes, Ray."
And Benny bequeathed a smile of solar proportions on Ray. He promptly
melted.
Ray needed some time to recover, then he realized that Benny was still
hard. He began caressing the silken skin and was fascinated by it
growing bigger in his hand. Benny flopped back and spread his legs, his
groan sending the blood to Ray's cock again. Ray gently manipulated the
long, swelling cock and heavy balls, rolling each sac between thumb and
forefinger. Benny's groans grew more lustful, his body beginning to
move. Ray felt himself grow rock-hard again. How could he not when he
was seeing a moonlit god writhing on his bed,
a fine sheen of sweat gleaming over his perfect body?
A hunger that he had never known exploded within him. He wanted...yes,
he wanted...
Blue eyes opened. They stared into his soul. A smile spread, then the
legs a little wider.
Benny was offering himself. Ray began to shake. His cock was
screaming with blooded heat. All he needed to do was bury it right up
to the hilt, like a sword piercing sweet flesh. He growled and grabbed
Benny's thighs, pushing them away and his cock hungrily sought the
promised land. Benny was slick with his own sweat, his opening moist
and quivering. Ray's cock poked the sensitive rim, then slid in fast
and hard.
Benny screamed, his head going back as he nearly ripped the silk sheets
with his grip. Ray howled like Dief as he plunged in, moonlight
swirling around them crazily as he thrust in and out, the heat of Benny
clenching his cock as it rammed in. Benny cried and gasped and said,
"Ray!" over and over again, Ray's hands gripping his pale flesh and
leaving dark bruises. The bed moved and creaked as the house's silence
shattered under the wave of groaning, cursing, burning sex.
Benny writhed, an impaled victim on a red-hot rod that was searing
through him as he begged for mercy. But Ray would never give mercy, not
now, not ever. His Benny was born to be taken, savagely and
completely. The ferocity was just as much a part of them as the
sweetness had been.
Ray felt himself going over the edge and thrust hard one last time,
brushing against Benny's prostate. The Canadian screamed again, Ray
seeing pinwheels burst in front of his vision, and he collapsed back
against his pillows.
He lay there for a long time, trying to control his racing heart, the
room spinning beyond his closed eyelids as he fought for breath. He had
been ripped apart by that orgasm. Oh, god, it had been wonderful!
He opened his eyes, eager to see a spent Benny still impaled on his
cock when his heart constricted painfully.
He was alone.
The room was empty, his body drenched in sweat and his sheets mussed,
but no beautiful Benny lay in his bed.
A single tear slid down Ray's cheek as the sounds of silence blanketed
him again as silver sparkles dissolved on the beams of moonlight
streaming through the slits of his window's blinds.
End