HOLDER OF MY HEART CONTINUED..

9-8-97   ...our Sarah, you  have brought more love into my family as in losing you, each tear, each toy on my floor, each diaper change, each spilled dinner is a gift, not a bother.  I thank you, OUr Sarah, and every one I've shared your life with also see's thier family in a new, gentler light. I love you!... I know not what to say mary. I do truely hold your close.  I look for the mail in hopes your on your way to Paty. Then of course I know there will not be time to write but know I am there with you in your heart.......                I am forever yoiur Covenant Sister & Holder                of your heart and tears, Holly

9-11-97...I must ay I am at a loss for words, these days my heart is just simply broken for you and yours.  I miss you so very much.  I know I will never have my mary back, there will always be the ache.....

9-15-97  The Mailman came. Part of me glad to hear from you, more of me dreading the heartache it will contain... ...My doll  you begin this letter with Holder of my broken heart, You know I hold it always and with cntinured honor. You are my gift from God; we are covenant sisters thru good & bad, thick & thin, sickness & health, till death do us part. To love so much is also to hurt so much.... (after listening to the tape I sent)...I have cryed tears I didn't know I had as I stayed with you on tape, then Tim and I listened to it again, and cryed together.... 9-16 a.m.....Slow start this a.m. as I can hardly see throu these swollen eyes. I can't speak much about it this a.m. or will begin to cry again.  But I must thank you once again for lettinng me share this with you....

THANK YOU HOLLY...

Thank you for holding my heart in sunshine and in rain For helping me carry my burden of pain Thank you for letting me talk about Sarah and often I cry For letting me question God, why? Thank you for never telling me to let it go, For catching all the tears I sow Thank you for loving me in a special way For loving me more each day Thank you for letting me love you too For letting me hold your heart for you

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